Monday, July 31, 2006

31st July 2006

ooo it's herman's birthday today! Well happy birthday mr. stone fish!

Today... was... a... terrible... day...

OUR MUSIC PRESENTATION was a FLOP!!!! Awww man! Gosh it's such a huge disappointment, and i am trying hard not to feel bitter and sore about everything. I mean, we spent so much time, well, quite a bit lar, on it, but... but... and my music quiz! All combined together, i NEED my A in music. I know most people would tell me "You did okay for the other tests lor, you should be grateful already..." Well yes, i am grateful, but that is not the point. I have MY OWN expectations and standard in music, especially for this semester, so i'm disappointed because i did not meet that grade i KNOW i worked hard for. It's not about being kia su and wanting to do so ubber well... Sniff...

Anyway, cindy was down today about the music thing. We're not angry with you sweetie, we still love you all right? Especially your cat! You helped out a lot on this already! =) And jonathan! Give us a big smile! I know you worked VERY hard on this, possibly you worked the hardest, but hey, we appreciate it, and well, we learn from our mistakes and stuff right? So come on, cheer up and give us that cheeky grin we know so well!

OOo johan gave each of us a rose! Man he's sweet =) Although i found the rose a little "inconvenient" cause it was getting in the way, OOPS haha, but the gesture was sweet. Thank you! We headed over to the student longue after that, details are not important because it is total rubbish. Tension was a little high there cause a person was going a little too far wiht the jokes, but well...

Lunch AGAIN was rubbish. These people don't seem to have anything better to do than to make jon's and my life miserable. Haha sorry, do i sound upset? Nah it's okay, i don't mind as long as they don't go too far. BUT i was a little annoyed at the way they were trying to get me onto jonathan. NVM, it's over. Haha, i seem to console myself with the fact that it's over. So jz, it's OVER! HAHA!

English was man... sigh... I am really going to miss gaylene a lot! I can't believe she is actually leaving! I just love her so much, she's a wonderful teacher! Sigh, anyway, kai, kenneth and i stayed behind to help gaylene calculate everyone's attendence. Haha! It was hilarious, and crappy too, but we had fun =) We calculated til our brains nearly went PHAWT!

YAY we are going to have lunch with gaylene tomorrow! I hope as many people as possible turn up! =)

Psst, cherie sent me a few songs by a band who will be performing in the Festival Of Praise (FOP) this year. I think they are called "Christian City Church". Cool eh? Thanks girl! =)

Sunday, July 30, 2006

30th July 2006

bleah! Haha stress alert! Tomorrow is my group's music presentation! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

All right, all right, i'm going... Going to learn my lines again! I don't want to mess things up! We have been working ever so hard, and anyway, i need good grades for this one, because i totally flunked BADLY for the last music quiz. ARGH! I'm not going to think about that.

Memorise louie, you can do it! =)

ps: hanks cherie, for the song! You're the best! =)

Saturday, July 29, 2006

29th July 2006

Strange... I never was a fan of talking about nothing on the phone. Nothing in particular, that is. Which would mean, calling a person up for nothing, except to hear her voice i guess. Which again would mean it is ridiculous right? "Wasting time, really" (a quote from my music project)... Haha but oh well...

I was studying the musical script this afternoon, attempting to memorise all my lines. At the same time, i decided to send an sms to a friend, jon, NOT jonathan, regarding drill. Somehow, i got confused (must be due to my fat fingers), and sent the whole thing to jonathan instead. The thing is, that silly fella thought i was actually talking to him! So he replied me, and i replied him, and he replied me again........ I can't believe i had an entire conversation with the wrong person. Such a waste of smses. Pah

Well anyway, after the confusion was sorted out, jonathan, the fake one that is, my classmate, decided to call me... quick guess, why did he call me? TO TALK ABOUT NOTHING. I was like uhhhh, uh huh... uhhh hmmm... uhhh yeah... uhhhh haha? All the while, i was wondering what exactly we were talking about...

Haha it was a funny conversation but yeah well whatever... Do you get my point? Talking about nothing? Yeah that was what we did...

Moving on, YAY! Jz is going to get a copy of her video! See? Think positive girl =) You should see her drumming part... OOOlala!! All right, i'm gushing, but seriously, all of us went "WHOA JZ!" Haha

Friday, July 28, 2006

28th July 2006

aww cherie says i'm sweet! haha i'm sugary... -.- reminds me of cakes... oooooo i am so going to get fat REALLY soon... I told mummy that i am going to go on a diet. She looked at me and she went, "Yeah right, you always say that, and five minutes later, i see you stuffing your face with what nots." Like THANKS! Haha... psst...

Jocelyn and johan: CHOCOLTAE CAKES!!! =)

I forgot to mention one thing earlier. My music group came up with this analogy...

16 years old is GROSS, while 17 years old is DISGUSTING -.-

So the joke of today was, i am going to upgrade from gross and disgusting soon... ARGH what's with this age thing man? Haha but yeah i get it, somehow, 17 sounds A LOT older than 16 right? I can't wait to be 17, then i would sound older! Sigh, unfortunately, i'll probably be just as innocent and then i'll get it from everyone, because presumably i "NEVER catch any balls, be it a baketball ball, soccer ball, tennis ball, or..... a ping pong ball." ARGHHHH! hahahaha

sorry, my thoughts are a little disorganised here, so if i move from topic to topic real fast, please do bear with me.

A joke from jonathan:
Loisa: Hey you're so mean!
Jon: i'm not mean, i'm AVERAGE
Loisa: -.- ......... (End of joke)

Do you get it? do ya do ya? Haha anyway, i was just listening to the songs which will be presented in my music project and man, they're so nice! There's "highway to hell" (Rock) by AC/DC, "rendezvous" (Rhythm and Blues) by Craig David, and "let the music heal your soul". Oh i could so MOVE and groove to the beat! Haha johan's singing "rendezvous". I LOVE HIS VOICE! You'll be as star struck as me when you hear his voice on monday! =)

28th July 2006

AHHHHHHH our music project is driving me nuts! All of us are have a lack of sleep over this man! HAHA you should have seen my entire group today. We looked DEAD, totally dead... shacked... whatever other words you can think of. Let me tell you what happened yesterday first...

We had a math test in the morning. I emphasise, TEST. Haha, we wonderful kids were totally cheating lar, so obviously too. In fact, we even took out the notes to look at them. Seriously, we're not that bad though, mr syed did not stop us. Think about it as a learning experience. *evil grin* Haha, anyway, jz and i shared a VERY nice meal, and then we had english after that. Gaylene's leaving us! awww... =(

Jocelyn, Jonathan and i had to rush off to krystel's house for our music project. Erm, but well, we were kinda thirsty and kenneth was hungry, so we were stalling... HAHA, all right, but we finally left. ARGH i am so NEVER going to take the bus to krystel's place again. We had to take 74 all the way to ang mo kio, and then change to 73. AHHH motion sickness! Haha evidently, the three of us are weak people. We suffer from motion sickness. It was such a LONG LONG LONG ride!! Jocelyn and jon were listening to music, attempting to keep their heads from spinning, but i went to sleep.

GOSH! When we finally reached krystel's house, i was dying, literally just DYING. Jocelyn was a little off, jon was worse, but i think i was like the most pathetic one there. -.- I threw up twice in poor krystel's bathroom. YIKES! She gave us some funny extremely sour thing to eat, it was pretty good, though like i said, VERY sour. Aww all of them were like my bigger sisters and brother! Jonathan was sweet too... He sat outside in the fresh air with me and....... taught me how to meditate. -.- Okay, so it worked pretty well, but haha it was weird. We sat there like monks (ahem jz!! MONK! haha), and took deep breaths, closing our eyes. Hee cool! Now i know how to cure motion sickness. =) Thanks!

Back to the music project. OOOO i seriously really truly am in love with my music group! Catherine was a sweetie pie! Kawaii hawaii!! Haha she is now dubbed as "Cindy's cat"! We tried to do the rrrrrrr (rolling of the tongue while pronouncing R), but well, krystel and i had a hard time. Haha! We had a good laugh at johan too! Oh he's so cute! We teased the poor guy ever so much about "hard gay" (you don't want to know), and dragon boat guys (you ALSO don't want to know). Cindy was the main culprit lar. She went on and on, telling us all her stories, making us laugh so much, TOO much in fact. Now we know what kind of teachers we'll be getting in the future, and they are hilarious! We laughed SO SO soooo much, that it was around 11.30pm when we were done. -.- BTW, we started laughing around 9pm. The worst part was the humongous headache we all had by then. Cindy and johan were giving out riddles and games, such as "black/white/green/blue magic", "numbers game" and "camping game". They are all pattern games lar. Ask me and i will demonstrate for you. NUTS i tell you, totally nuts! It really makes your head a mess when you try to see through their tricks! I for one, was very frustrated and blur, and everyone was laughing at me when i "caught no ball"! ARGHH but hey, give me some credit. I managed to be the first the figure out TWO games okay? wahahaha =)

We were pretty hungry by the end of the whole thing, so off we went for lunch. Guess where? CHOM CHOM! YUM YUM =) Jocelyn and me were ever so greedy. We had chocolate cake the last time we were at krystel's place, and this time she made us a coffee float (secret recipe). Even after that, we still had supper at Chom Chom. OOPS haha! However, by the time we reached the food centre, i was so tired, i was no longer hungry. Thus, i decided to drink sugar cane juice alone. Stepahnie was a dear, she gave me a little of her hokkien mee though. Everyone was eating that lar, except jonathan. -.- He ate very un-chom chom food. Weird fella. Shanas joined us for supper too, and he told us really gross stories, including one about decomposed bodies, and a guy falling to his death when his parachute did not open. EEEWWWWW

LATE LATE! By 12 plus, we decided we REALLY had to go home. Thank goodness for cindy, catherine, stephanie and jonathan. All four of them live near me, so the five of us shared a cab home, yes, FIVE of us. Do you know how squashed up we were? I was in between cat and jon, and man was my backside slanted to one side. -.- I had no space to lean back, so i was sitting at the edge. Everytime the cab lurched forward, i would slide down onto the floor. Sheesh, and i was ever so tired! Catherine fell asleep, and i think i did too. Oops sorry jonathan, i kinda fell asleep on you. Was i too heavy? Anyway, i dropped off first and paid cat money, since she was the last to get off. I smsed cindy when i got home, haha it was embarrassing. I actually went to the wrong block, and was mistaken for a burglar. Sounds familiar? Yeah, that's loisa for you. Sigh, i fell asleep in the bathroom. After i switched on the heater, planning to take a nice bath, i sat on the floor to wait for the water to heat up, and that was when i fell asleep. ON THE FLOOR. It's no wonder my back aches. -.- Thank goodness i had my handphone next to me, so cindy and jon could wake me up! =)

NOW do you understand why we were all laggy today? Jonathan gave me a wake up call at 8am, and i very much wanted to hang up on him and go back to sleep, which i uhhh, did. Thank goodness cindy called me at 8.30 too, but the grumpy me snapped at her. I'm so sorry girl., but thank you for still ebing so sweet! =) Well AT LEAST i woke up right? Haha thanks you two! Louie loves you both! Anyway, the music presentations today were so funny! Aud was SNOW WHITE! Haha couldn't stop laughing. JZ's one was COOL! The rocker group -grins- Both groups had very intense scenes though, R21 i guess. Oops, underage.

Economics class was the best. I believe none of us were litening to a word baban hasnat was saying lar. Even if we were not tired, nothing would have gone into our heads cause well, the bottom line is, microecnomics is boring. =) Okay, the comical part was during break. The whole lot of us rushed out to the toilet to wash our faces, and then we practically ran to the vending machine to buy NesCafe (iced coffee). Just imagine, around 10 of us were drinking that... I don't know, it looked ridiculous. You can just tell that we were so exhausted. It didn't seem to work for me though, i was still falling asleep. Bleah

That's about it i guess. We crapped a little after class since it ended early, i walked to the bus stop with elizabeth, and went up the bus with jonathan. I had an interesting chat with him. He told me that you cannot get your own flat unless you are married. I never knew that, did you?

ps: I seem to have a backache now, and my head is spinning "round round baby round round, spinning out on me" oooo haha

Thursday, July 27, 2006

Lyrics to Bad Day

Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to gray
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee you go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces every time
And I don't need no carryin' on

Because you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Will you need a blue sky holiday?
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on

You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride]
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day

(Oooh.. a holiday..)

Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong

(yeah...)

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Gosh, i'm addicted to this song... =)

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

BAD DAY!!

ohhh i wanna burst into tears...

This must be a really lousy day... I woke up at 8am, and was just about to leave for school when i felt like vomitting. Off i rushed to the loo and then i started having diarrhoea. Pathetic... couldn't leave the bathroom at all lar, therefore; i was late for music class. The worst part? THERE WAS A TEST, from 9am to 9.30am. -.- Gosh i never knew what a...a...NEH miss ching is! She did not let me take the test, and even told me "Who asked you to have diarrhoea?" Oh yeah, as if i can control my own bowel system. Gosh i'm so mad... Michelle was caught in a traffic jam, and she was told "you have 5 minutes left for the test!" I mean, come on... Does she have to keep count until like that? MAN... poor cherie had 8 minutes too... Crap, even jocelyn wanted to smack her lar... We couldn't sign our attendence either, cause we were too late. OH FOR GOODNESS SAKE! I am jsut so.... -.- -.- -.- ARGH!!!! So well, i just got A BIT FAT ZERO for my music test.

During economics, i was pretty lethargic. Wasn't in the mood... I scored 13/15 AGAIN for economics. It's always the same scare... bleah... Anyway, my music group was falling apart. One of our group members is pretty much MIA throughout, soooo.... johan and jonathan were pretty mad. in fact, jon was SCARY! He banged his water bottle down on the table so hard, i had a fright. It reminded me of the time jeremy threw his bottle at angel. Gee, are boys always this violent?

AHEM announcement of the day... HEYA jia zhen! Today's dress up day again huh... I'm beginning to look forward to wednesdays! =) Eileen wore a dress today too. Is it just me, or are everyone using wednesdays to dress a little different from normal? maybe i should too... Wear some shades, hot leather pants, a black jacket or something... HAHA kidding! biker louie! NOT... haha

Oooo i wanna say that cherie, michelle and jocelyn were so sweet today! In fact, everyone else were too... =) I was kinda touched, made me wanna cry more. They made me fee better about music. Sigh i love them! Thank you Lord for bringing such good people into my life! ahhhhh =)

Monday, July 24, 2006

24th July 2006

awww man i'm sorry. I've been so ultra busy, i haven't had time to update this fella. Basically it has been a really tiring week. Economics tests, compositions, music reviews... WOW... I've been rushing around like a headless chicken the entire week! I am actually really tired now, but i have to wait for the clothes to dry, then i can fold them.

Well anyway, i stayed over at Jolene's place on Saturday! Rushed over in the night to help her out with Literature, ARGH! Romeo and Juliet! -.- We were at the balcony scence, where the two of them are lovesick. Seriously, i do not get what all the fuss is about. They're such long winded people! I mean, it's either, "i love you" or "i hate you" right? So since they obviously adore each other so much, get on with it!! Haha all right, you're probably frowning at me. Don't worry, i did not pollute Jolene with my cynical reasonings. Haha! We slept pretty late, around 2 plus in the morning, and woke up at 10am the next day for church. Haha oops, both of us were practically sleep walking. Oh yeah! She's cute, she did a week's worth of quiet time in less than an hour! Haha, we did it together. Shhhh!! Anyway, her church's pretty nice =)

On sunday night, i was rushing through my persuasive essay. BLEAH! I could not even decide on a topic!! I chose 4 topics in total, and kept writing small little paragraphs for each one. It was a disaster! Sigh, that is why i'm beginning to think i am mad. WHy? Because i just joined the UB newsletter team today! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH hahaha Then again, i have friends in there with me. =) There's jz, cherie, kenneth, johan, sunnaline, kokila and elaine! =) Not bad huh... =)

Talking about kenneth, YAY! He's going to help me out wiht my hopeless, pathetic, and yes angel, LOUSY computer! Haha actually, it's probably going wacky due to only one thing! It has no virus scan. -.- Yeah yeah, install one you say, but it is not as easy as you think. Thank you Lord, for geniuses like ken.

Ah yes, YOU HAVE GOT TO TRY THE SANDWICHES AT MEGABITES! Haha that's our canteen in SIM. Jz recommended them to me, and ooo la la! Théy are GOOD! =) I ate the turkey roll thing, NICE NICE! One problem, too little... -.- I should have bought the bigger one. Sigh... I paid the price later i guess. I was STARVING after english lesson! ahaha, ahem, so was ken... He didn't eat either due to the newsletter meeting. In fact i'm hungry now... Oh shiat i'm such a glut. HELP!!

All right, so i rushed over to kong kong's house at commonwealth today after school. Met jonathan on the bus... Talking about him, we had our music rehearsal today! Sheesh it so did not feel like a rehearsal. We were practically just reading from the script, that was it. -.- Haha, maybe we will do betetr tomorrow. Oh by the way, we were going over to krystel's place after math lesson tomorrow. It is ALL the way in toa payoh... OKay jocelyn, you can be happy now since you lvie so nearby. For the rest of us, we will either take a cab, or catch a ride from Ie ting, WHO is together with krystel!!!

People, am i blind?! I didn't even know what was going on! Poor jz and i, our eyes turned real big. Sigh okay we're not observant people. Haha

I'm signign off now, gotta type out that essay... Sigh, i need a persuader's attitude, maybe then, i could write a good essay. See ya people! =)

Ps: OOO i might be helping out at national camp! =)

Thursday, July 20, 2006

20th July 2006

no time to type... no time to say anything...

gotta study til my brains freeze up...

loisa. over and out.

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

19th July 2006

I'm too lazy to type in detail what happened. So there... Haha

Basically, it was music in the morning, and i was kinda bored. I was just stoning and staring blankly at the whiteboard. As i did my homework before hand, what she taught was pretty okay so if i didn't listen much, it shouldn't be TOO bad. Heh =)

It was economics after that. I emphasise again, ECONOMICS. Yet again, no one could hear nor understand a single word of baban hasnat's personal language. Sigh... We need a translator! This is the first economics lesson whereby i actually fell asleep for more than 5 minutes! It was truly boring, and i guess i have not been sleeping well these past few days. Right, old age has caught up with me.

OH wait a minute i jsut remembered about the cruel way in which people enjoy cheating loisa's face! (pian wo de lian) Jocelyn is evil, pure meaness. Add cindy into that list too! AND some guy named alex. Grrrr... Here's whay happened...

I stayed back after music lesson to ask ms lena ching a question. She then asked alex if we had lessons after music. Of course we did, and that is economics! However, that silly guy said "no, we do not have lessons. we are all going home after this." WAH i panicked!! I asked cindy and joecelyn is the economics lesson was really truly cancelled, and cindy said "YES, you see, everyone ran out of teh class so early because they want to go home already! HAI YO!" Jocelyn added "Yeah, didn't you receive the email from the student portal? It read that the economics lesson today is cancelled!" HMMPH! They looked so innocent too! Next time, i'll know better. Sigh...

It turned out that everyone was pulling my leg. What i would never know is how alex, a complete stranger, would boost the girls' credibility! Okay, today was jsut pure bad... Haha... I confused a girl in the toilet too. I was making a big hoo ha in the ladies, explanining to jia zhen the very precarious situation, when that girl overhead me and started panicking as well. -.-

Oh oh, one good piece of news though, i didn't do too badly for the last economics quiz! Whew! 13/15, which would make 86 plus... which... oh man! It's a B again... It really spoils my grades can. I ALWAYS get a B in this subject. Why can't i EVER get an A? ARGHH!!! Ah well, nevermind. I should be tahnkful that i passed the dreaded economics already i guess. Thank you Lord anyway =)

Oh yeah, i am starting to worry about the math quiz next week! It has to do with A math! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH -.- Siew min and i were catching up the other day, and we were complaining like a couple of old tai tais. She has to study math topics which include A math too! HAHA, funny how we dropped A math due to logarithms and such, yet now we have to take them up again. Sheesh!

All right all right, i'm in trouble already. I need a concert to attend, with all my friends! It is for our music review. Sigh, anyone knows of a CHEAP concert? Haha, preferbly FREE of charge? Haha... If you do, please let me know ASAP! Our reviews are due next monday! AI YI YI!!

pretty full moon... =)

Tuesday, July 18, 2006


haha couldn't resist this one. The reason why i'm putting up so many pictures all of a sudden is because i was clearing up my files, when i found all these! interesting eh? that's angel and me! =)

ooo my cousins! Oldest at the top, youngest at the bottom! Yeah, that's me all the way down, the baby of the family... sigh... gee i'm small... hmmm...

that does not look like me, i think... that can't be me... why on earth would i pose until like that? vain little creature i was then i guess...

ALL RIGHT! so i didn't quite like the photographer... Mummy said never to talk to strangers....

in my aunt's house! extremely fun to crawl up and down those stairs! Gosh i loved it there...

uh, in my mum's arms i guess...

Monday, July 17, 2006

S.L.E.E.P.Y

I'm sleep walking, sleep talking, sleep typing...

Today, i blurred into music class, and blurred out, with nothing in my head. I was just so tired, i could hardly open my eyes! Well we did get back our music test, and i did well for it! Yay, 25/25 whew! I agree with steph, this is the hardest test i've ever done for music. Let's continue to do well all right? =) And you're welcome, for the last time! Haha

JZ and i went off to the student lounge to study during math consultation, cuase we didn't have anything to ask. Elizabeth had her music project going on so we were pretty much loners for 2 hours! Jz was studying, i was falling asleep. I needed food to refuel myself! Haha, so off i impatiently went to look for liz in the lecture theatre, and it was there, where i fell asleep. -.-

UNFORTUNATELY, some KIND people kept waking me up! Archana had this funny smell on her hand, and she stuffed it under my nose. EWWW!!! Jonathan was constantly talking rubbish, and kenneth well, he's kenneth. Unknowingly crappy... They are a PERKY pair, i have no idea how they do it. Kenneth had in total only 2 hours of sleep, poor guy, but jonathan! I really bow down to him... He had NO sleep at all!! Weird huh, since he lives pretty close to SIM, and kenneth lives far far away i think... But to go without sleep! I will DIE!! Oh, back to the point... Later, i stole kenneth's curry puff, what can i say, i was really starving, and he was waving it in front of my face! It was nice... =)

Well, we had lunch after that, and boy was i one happy kid, UNTIL.... Cindy started her nonsense... Jocelyn was a very naughty girl too! Haha oops, i was also pretty mean i guess, because i dragged jia zhen into the picture. She was way too quiet, and ahem, i wanted to share my limelight! *evil laugh*

English... hmmm... HAHA! The entire first row (my row) was falling asleep. On my left and right, elizabeth and raymond were blinking their eyes, as if their eyeballs were going to slip off any moment. I guess i was no better. Basically, it was a sleepy day for everyone.

Wondering why i am online? I am proof reading audrey's cause and effect essay. I am really beginning to dislike this CAUSE AND EFFECT THING. I've been editing so many essays, i'm beginning to get a headache. I'm outta here, gotta go do math homework. NO MORE ESSAYS FOR ME, for now at least. Haha =)

KILLER ESSAY!!!!

KILLER ESSAY ON THE LOOSE!

Haha three of us are sweating it out here. Namely, Kenneth, Jonathan and me. Kenneth is the worst lar, he even thought of changing the essay topic NOW, at 1 am plus, when the deadline is at 1.30pm!

Panic panicking! Actually my essay is about done, but as kenneth says, some parts are not very organised. It's a little fragmented. Sigh, same goes for his as well. HELP!

Hey, next time, i don't care. We're picking a topic directly from the textbook itself! Haha



We're insane. It is now 3.30am, and our essays are still not up to our satisfaction, or at least mine rather. Kenneth's isn't even complete, and Jonathan just came online. Sigh, someone, HELP! This is called a mental block. We are in big trouble. Haha i wonder how long we are going to stay here... ... ... ... ...

Sunday, July 16, 2006

no more concert

awwwww, everyone's gone off on us, jia zhen and me, that is.

We were preparing to go out for the concerts at the esplanade today, and then WHAM, smses started coming in. AHHHHHHHHH no one can make it! Poor us Haha! Guess we'll have to go for the cabinet thing. All right all right! CABARET! I don't mind though, it'll be fun! Haha i was groaning about the concert stuff to my mum earlier on, and she told me that if i'm not going to watch Cabaret with my friends, she'll watch with me! YAY! Haha, it'll probably be out first and last time watching a musical. We are homey people, and can't find the time or energy to go out. Yup, fine, we're lazy couch potatoes.

I received my letter form ABRSM (music) yesterday. PANIC ATTACK! My music examination is on AUGUST 24th!!!!!!!! Someone, i give you the permission to murder me right now!! I was supposed to take my grade 8 exam, skipping grade 7, but some goon of a gooney got it all wrong, and thus, i have to sit for grade 7 this year. Nvm, good for me, cause then i don't have to learn so many scales. I DON'T HAVE ENOUGH TIME!!!

Drowning in musical notes... sigh...

Now, i'm even wondering if i can pass this grade. In my entire life, i have never failed a music exam, and i do not intend to make it a first.

Dear Lord, please help me to be disciplined and practise my pieces well. Thank You for bringing me this far. Please brint me further, and allow me to complete the entire music examinations. Thank you Lord, in Jesus' name i pray, AMEN.

As i was praying, i remembered about this song from church service today. It made me think, like REALLY think about my relationship with the Lord. It's a lovely song, and it goes something like this...

"Change my heart, O God, make it ever true.... Change my heart, O God, may i be like You... You are the potter, i am the clay... Mould me and make me, this is what i pray"

Nice eh? =)