okay today's meeting was i don't know the worst ever. i don't understand my role. i'm supposed to be in charge of pa crew, councillors, and emcees, but the one briefing them is i don't even know. oh my goodness, my brain is mumo jumbo up. this is tough. it's really tough. i don't know. feel lousy. today kinda wasted everyone's time. i mean, yeah, i understand what they're feeling too. they came down to school for nothing in that sense. but is it that difficult to understand? we are trying. we're all school mates. help each other out a little. is that too much to ask? or is the society that cruel? i feel like i'm in the working world and everyone is against me. or am i thinking too much about me and not about them? i hate thinking...
i wonder how's pris. it's hard for her, for pearlyn, for debbie perhaps? what's wrong with everyone? why is it not working out all of a sudden? life was good, in sec 1, sec 2, sec 3... is this year weird or what? like super emotional or sensitive or something? i'm thinking everyone's under pressure. the sec 3s mostly. perhaps it's a turning point for them? see if they can work under pressure? feel helpless sometimes. i see me in them, the sadder part, the raging part, yet i see their sweet side. they've got really beautiful personalities, but they don't have the time to show it.
oh dear, Lord, just give them to strength to carry on. don't let them fall.
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