itchy itchy again!!

i don't know what's wrong with me.. itchy-thy-tis, itchyphobia or something... after i feel like i've done enough studying.. i don't seem to believe in breaks anymore. it's like wah, study too much cannot stop. so i HAVE to do something... not just anything, but something USEFUL. haha so... i've decided to do a near impossible task.

tidy up my room PROPERLY

i never do it the proper way... tidying up to me is " as long as nothing can be seen, tidy lor..." yeah, clothes thrown crumpled into my wardrobe... bags and books stuffed into drawers... you know.. the works. as long as no one tries to open any cupboards of any sort, everything is compact.. EXTREMELY compact. so NOW, good o louie is going to PACK things away nicely, cleanly and tidily. i stopped tidying up my room ever since prelims.. like 3 months ago? so all my books and papers plus files are stacked like twice the height of me? okay that's exaggerating... definitely up to my chin... you know.. thick books, PILES and PILES of worksheets... chem, lit and ss files are like breaking apart already, especially my humanities file. everything's kinda combined into one file, and oh my goodness, it's a ring file and it's bulging can... it's going to puff and huff any moment and then

wham bam alakazaima whoosh!

everything's going to come tumbling down and all the koh family, and all of louie's friends, couldn't put the file, back together again. (okay, a bit going out of point here... humpty dumpty rhyme... nvm)

kinda dumb tidying up my room at this time as it's just going to get messier again right? but seriously, i can't step anywhere without tripping over an eraser or slipping on a post it which, btw, are so non sticky that it's beginning to irk me. i mean come on, what do you buy post its for? to POST IT.. to STICK it.. and if they're going to drop off all the time, what's the point? defeats the purpose. i've resorted to using blue tack to stick the post it onto my paper.. which is very ridiculous i tell you

sorry i'm switching topic very quickly. my mind is running away too fast for me to comprehend anything. sometimes it annoys me as i get very confused and lost, as if i just had a wonderful thought and lost it! ah yes anyway, what i was trying to say was that i just remembered that the GB newsletter SHOULD have been given out already so YAY!!!! haha they had better keep a copy for me or i'll just yell into their hair. too busy to collect it from elisa though. can't wait for it! my pride and joy... ahhhh.... it's finally out! oooo my little sarah has all grown up! haha even though i have yet to see it, it must be good... i hope. nvm, thanks for putting in your best sarah cheong!! =) louie loves you! haha now how's the Notice Board coming along? haven't seen it myself quite some time. i used to glance at it every time i walk past it, arrive in school, exit out of school... but now i'm like a mad turkyy, always rushing here and there, i turn my head to look at the board but then i can't see anything. cannot register. and i kinda missed penelope's birthday so happy birthday sweetie! many happy returns of the day! =) oh ya, it was yun zhen's birthday too so i costly smsed her ( i over exceeded lar. teachers don't believe in calls. they like to sms and it's difficult to carry a conversation through sms! argh! ), and she can ask me who i am. sigh... that's so sad... usually i'd keep my seniors' numbers in my hp til i'm certain i'm never going to speak or talk to them again... sniff... nvm it's okay... i shall comfort myself in food... heh... been eating quite a bit too, but the day before the actual exam, i would lose my appetite all of a sudden. i think i'm balding.. my hair is dropping off... haha... i need a wig soon! =)

okay i'm off to bed. quite proud of myself again. managed to study 2.5 themes of ss today! tmr i shall complete the other 1.5 themes then it's math all the way! =) i shall have to read my lit text over and over and over and over over over over over over over again on monday. sigh... i love lit, but the story's kinda depressing isn't it? i mean in the midst of one's O LEVELS, one reads about suicide... the reader might actually comtemplate it you know. okay nonsense! louie shut your mind and trap. no morbid suggestions here. okay bed it is. my mind is running away again...........

ps: don't you think hospitals are well... too white for their own good? haven't you ever been to a clinic or a ward whereby everything, and i mean EVERYTHING is white? it's not those off white stuff, it's really purity white. from the window panes to the curtains to the bed to the bed sheets to the floor to the bathroom to the basins to the toilet bowl to the toilet paper to the walls..... even the pyjamas thing they pass you to wear is white. it's just so... dazzling white! it can give a patient a bigger headache you know? sometimes, when you stare at something that does not move, and it's all one colour, you feel like you're sinking into some empty space? ESPECIALLY if it's WHITE? wah dizzy... like you're just falling falling falling... into emptiness... into... nothing!!

imagine this.

you are bored. when you are on the bed, you can't do anything! the tv is so high you gotta strain your neck, and you can't read a book cause it's either too tiring to hold one up, it's inconvenient, or it's hard on your eyes. so what are you left with? scenery. beautiful scenery. panoramic view. unblocked view. rolling hills, lush greenery.... preferbly rabbits hopping around on the meadows right outside your window.... but NO! there isn't even a window! okay so there IS one, which faces a WHITE wall. you look up, down, left right, everything's white for goodness sake. everything BUT the darn television. sigh... maybe i should make a suggestion of repainting hospitals with various happier, less depressing colours. =) i might win the suggestion of the year! haha... nah one can always hope and dream right....? dream...... of little baby rabbits.... =)