11th August 2006

WOW i was so freaking fed up earlier on! Hand me a gun, or two, and i would have blasted people's brains out with no hestitation!

Here's the thing...

Our newsletter was due, and i had nothing. All our stuff was with one member only, and he was goodness knows where. The other was uhh well, somewhere...

I was panicking, cause our editor was a little mad, so i had to interview 2 more people to make up for the "shortages". Two sounds easy right, but it wasn't, it treuly wasn't. Not many people were online, and those who were, were either busy playing games (man i detest the person who invented computer games, i'll take that back later), or were not comfortable with the idea of us putting their pictures up on the newsletter. It was too late to call anyone, so i smsed them instead, asking if i could call them up for a short interview. No one replied, and i was getting desperate. The more desperate i got, the more panicky i become, the mose frustrated i got, the more sick i became, the more irritated i got, the more pissed i got.........

And then i got to thinking... Isn't the newsletter supposed to be fun? Yet, why am i here getting all wound up? And somehow, it didn't seem fair. I am sick, but i am running around doing all these rubbish... I am also possibly, the slowest typer, wth the slowest computer, the one with the lousiest technological resources, and i have to go and attatch all the stupid pictures into an email which took ages, and bear with the fact that my computer may hang any moment because of all the windows. -.-

Am i naggy, or niao? I was really annoyed, annoyed at myself too i guess, because i didn't keep a copy of what the interviewees said. I had passed everything along to a member you see. It didn't help that i was getting a headache and i kept vomitting. It was slowing me down. Angel kept me going, thanks darling. You're my sweet angel. =) She was encouraging me, and that helped me to keep my cool.

I do have to give credit to a few people though. Jielong for one, is my saviour. He's my man! At the last moment, he answered my sms and was super cooperative. He happily sent me two pictures, and his answers made me laugh. I'm in your debt, fella! =)

Loisa: Why kind of attire do you deem inappropriate in SIM?
Jielong: Guys wearing thongs... because uhhh... it's just, WRONG!!

Haha oh man, he's cute. Anyway, that calmed me down a little.

Later, cherie was such a dear. She managed to interview another person! I could hug her forever! =)

Eileen tried to help me out, but she was free only later, which was too late in the night but nevermind. I owe her one too!

Elizabeth tried to help too, but she was a little uncertain about the picture part, so well, i put in Jielong instead. Thanks though =)

Clemence was sweet. Everytime he goes "buggy!" i laugh... He made me all excited about the chalet again. Yay! "If you're happy and you know it, CLEM your hands" -clem clem. HAHA! oops, sorry, inside joke...

Yeah, well, after all that typing, i'm a happy kid once again! Woohoo! Just had to let all that out. I never believed in going to bed with an angry heart or mind.