9th August 2008

okay i am drunk. just drank some alcohol in the fridge cause i thought it was water and i was dehydrating. this post has no real purpose, except for myself to see how drunk i am tomorrow morning, when i wake up with a splitting headache and puffy eyes. just talked to gary on msn and i don't know what rubbish i came up with. which reminds me, i saw some rubbish downstairs, in this huge paper bag thing. then i realized it's actually soil in it. i think they were replanting the plants. for what purpose i don't know, when all the dogs will just dig everything up again. besides, it's unhealthy for the dogs because they use fertilizers. and they don't need fertilizers when the dogs poo are enough. there've been some really inconsiderate people in my condo these days. they simply don't pick up their dog poo. speaking of dogs, i have to a revelation today. the smaller the dogs, the more barky they are, and more defensive they are, they more agressive they are. like my dog, like chi hua huas. probably to make up for their size? the bigger they are, the more mild they are.

and you know, about size.. miss gan told us today about a girl in GB who's really small, like me. She's probably smaller than me now though, but it seems she's very self-conscious about it. i think it's sad. i mean, i hate people judging me by how small i am, as in i don't mind teasing, but not in the offensive side. you may say i'm small, but don't say i'm childish. you know? negative connatations? but my point is, she's REALLY upset about it. and i think "poor girl". people have probably been teasing her about it. and i wanna help her. being small isn't all that bad. in fact, i'm beginning to love my smallness. i mean hey, that's me! and i can say with pride that though i'm small, i can do great things. such as... okay. i don't know. you tell me guys! =)

anyway, did you know my dog's growing bigger? she's so timid, but big. my shorts are big too. i'm sad. i can't wear them properly anymore. i've lost my appetite since i started on this "sick every two weeks" routine. so i think i'm eating less, less carbo definitely. perhaps i've lost weight, or my clothes have expanded, cause now i have to tighten my belt a lot! and the front is so crinkled. i'm thinking the clothes singapore makes are ridiculous. Loisa's conclusion -->

If they're too tight, they crumple.
If they're too loose, they crinkle.

either way, bottoms rarely look good on me now. and speaking of bottoms, there's this fish at the bottom on the pond at my place. it looks dead. but dead fish float right? upside down right? they don't sink, do they? maybe tomorrow i'll go poke it, see if it's alive. the last time i put my hand in, the catfish tried to bite me though. cause me to step back and slip into the opposite pond. mmm duckweed doesn't taste nice.

ooo my dog's nose is cold. i'm tired. washing's done now. i'm gonna fold clothes and sleep. bye world.