22 February 2009

Wah cannot tahan cannot tahan BUAY TAHAN!!

I'm supposed to be studying for my exams right now, but i had to take a break to ROAR out loud here.

Insult INSULT! -.-

Someone said this to me...

"serious or not ? you struck me as the emotional type that require some one to be with you / hold your hands kinda thing"

Wah biscuit crumbs basically flew out of my mouth man! Fortunately my dog wasn't near by or.. CHAOS!

Anyway, this got me thinking to something i said to Jane a while back. That hey, isn't it contradicting if some girls want to be feminists, well not entirely. As in they want to be on equal terms as males, and they want their opinions heard, they want to be respected etc. And that anything males can do, they can do too. YET, they want their boyfriends to be gentlemen and treat them like fragile ladies. Okay not fragile, but do things like, pull out their chairs, help them carry bags, open doors, catch insects around the house and all these.

Doesn't make sense eh? Ladies want to be independent, but they want their men to treat them with care as well.

And now I've decided what's wrong. Females want to be respected for their BRAINS. And their personalities. That they have a mind of their own. They have feelings. They have opinions and thoughts. They have ideas. They have creativity. BUT that doesn't mean they're all brave and macho like males. They just want men to love them a little more, and reassure them as well too. Er right?

Okay anyway. That's not the point. The point is...

I DO NOT NEED A BOYFRIEND TO HOLD MY HAND THANK YOU.

Yes, i am emotional. In the sense that i feel. A lot. People cry, i cry. People angry, i feel sad. People happy, i start smiling like an idiot cause it just feels so nice to smile with people. Sometimes i get panicky, and overwhelmed, and i go cranky, but i solve my own problems, in my OWN way.

i do NOT, and most certainly do NOT, need people to help me solve my problems. Advice will be nice, a friend who listens is definitely appreciated, but i am not a child. I have a BRAIN. a WORKING one. thank you very much.

This has effectively put me off boyfriends entirely. Anyway, i think friends will be there for life, more than boyfriends. Boyfriends make you happy, but boy in hell do they make you cry too. And they leave you when they don't want you anymore. And you not only lose a boyfriend, you lose a friend. Unless you stay friends, but usually no, right? Anyway, the point is, too much complications.

God will find me a man someday, who loves me for me. I hate it when people leave in my life, but not because i NEED them. (glares at a certain someone) It's just sad to lose a friend. Right? I mean don't you think it's horrible that someone walks our of your life and you're never able to call them up and say "hey.. wanna go drink teh at yakun kaya toast?" or something...

Okay. Nevermind. My friends will get the point I'm trying to make. If you're not my friend, you'll probably go huh, but that's alright. =) I still love you anyway cause God put you in my life for some reason.

Hey does anyone feel like eating frosted cornflakes with milk? Suddenly my mouth needs a taste of that -.- okay see ya!