21st March 2009

zzzz finally I'm done with the chores at home!!!

Wow hectic semester I'm having. Somehow, i don't quite know why, although i have less subjects, I'm busier than ever. I think it's cause i keh kiang, take on too many things. But zzz... I've gotta try everything i guess. I've been working chapalang jobs, meaning rubbish pay, but it's experience. A bit. I guess. -_-

Anyway, i went for my networking session today. It just made me feel more.. panicky -.- The idea of having to decide on a career soon, the prospects i have, the stuff i have to do and prepare, a bit stressed arh. And suddenly, i fell sick this week! Sucky. Probably why i screwed up my impromptu speech today. Felt so rubbish, but i thank God that i was allowed a second chance. If not arh, i really have no idea what happened. Definitely one of my failures in university -_-

After that, went home, scrubbed the toilets like mad, and rushed over for our career development group dinner. Thinking about our career development camp just made me panic more again. Zzz. I was just thinking, how is it possible that toilet bowls get so dirty even when they're not used? No one uses the bowl in my dog's room (a.k.a my bathroom), but it still seems to be dirty.

Ah yes, the reason why I'm sleeping so late now is that i had to wash dad's clothes in time for his overseas trip. This is ridiculous you know. He just had his operation and he's gonna travel to goodness knows where. And his healing abilities seem to have gone done cause he takes so long to recover. So frustrating. I wonder how people do it, how they multi task, with so many things to think about, to worry about.

I realize that i might be talking nonsense here. A little tired. Going to bed and start studying tomorrow. Need rest before i die flat on the ground. zzz night everyone!