16th July 2006

Ha, now you know why i am still using the internet typing my life away. I slept too much! Sigh, now i have insomnia. -.- Well, at least i am putting my time to good use. I jsut edited cherie's "cause and effect" essay. It was interesting, all about online gaming. Makes me want to try it out too, BUT i might get addicted, so just in case, i had better stay away. =)

Oops, cherie tagged that i'm way too personal in my blogging. Haha i was thinking just that when i read her tag. I seem to be typing much more these days, allowing readers to know what i think. Mind you, i do try to control myself and not type out EVERYTHING, but i think letting a little of myself out spice things up a little, doesn't it? If i'm little miss goody two shoes all the time, it'll get boring. I re-read my first few posts, and they're mostly about what happened in camps, retreats, little thing that happened... It's not how i FEEL, or THINK. Perhaps i'm changing, starting to be a bit more "liberal", as cherie says.

Liberal... This word reminds me of what jonathan said. I can't remember what was being said, but kenneth said i was a liberal girl. What he meant was open-minded lar, but jonathan said it's a wrong word to use, cause liberal well... liberal can mean many things. Oh nvm.

I'm starting to cramp again. -.- Gotta go do sit ups. Miss gan said they work.

DONE! Okay, they worked. I'm going to type out my musical review soon but before i go...

YAY we're going to watch a musical concert later! It's at the esplanade! Duh, free! Haha. The original plan was to watch the musical "Cabaret", but the first show is a a little most costly, 38 bucks as compared to the subsequent shows of 28 bucks. Furthermore, it is too near our assignment deadline; thus, we have to watch small little concerts by many bands. It's a ROCK concert! WOW, rock. We'll see how it goes.

Loisa, a ROCK CHICK! Haha, it so doesn't sound like me but nevermind. One day. i might just wear those knee high black boots (they'll probably just make me look shorter), a biker's jacket, and humongous shades or something. *starts singing* "These boots are made for walking...."

Anyway, i nearly went nuts in the MSN conversation. I never was good in a window full of people talking at the same time, but that was really something! Haha i felt like strangling people in there. I couldn't take it anymroe and started shooting questions at everyone and organising stuff. GB leadership skills come in handy... Only thing i was afraid of, was sounding too orderly and bossy. I'm okay with shs friends, cause we're all like that! We want things done and planned NOW NOW NOW! Okay, i'm making us sound bad, but yeah, you get the gist of it. In this particular window, everyone were like "so who's going? Not quite sure.." Then silence. I was like "ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!" Sorry people, but really, i love you guys, and i hope i didn't sound too impatient or harsh!

I think i told angel this once. If only people would spontaneously say YES, I'M GOING, so that when toehrs ask "who's going?", we'll have an answer for them. If no one is going to say YES, no one will ever go... Get what i mean? Haha the world is funny in this way, we don't take risks! Haha, i'm starting to sound like a philosoper. All right, i'll stop here. I'm beginning to sound naggy even to myself, and i've never typed out so much about what's in my head before. That's a little scary, so louie, STOP.

I'll tell you how the concert is, perhaps tomorrow. Monday, that is. I think i will be too dead beat to blog after tonight. I might even fall asleep during the concert itself. Haha! =) Good night people, God bless

PS: Angel, Louie is here for you okay? And don't you forget that! Love, lolie ( haha couldn't decide which name to use)

15th July 2006

C.R.A.M.P.S!!! This is the very reason why i dislike being a girl sometimes. OOOooo, woke up around 5 plus in the morning feeling really lousy. I realised my dreaded time of the month had come, yuck, back to my panadol again. Since i couldn't be bothered to straighten myself, i just crawled back to bed, leaving a note for parents not to wake me up when they do get up themselves.

2pm, mummy woke me up. She had bought fish soup for me! Now how did she know i couldn't eat? Mothers are the best! =) After lunch i went back to sleep. -.- Haha angel said i was was such a pig. Sorry, couldn't help it. Around 7pm, up i came again, and so i smsed angel and jovin back. Didn't care for dinner, so i went back to dream land. I just woke up, and it's 12midnight now! It's CRAZEE! haha

Anyway i was just thinking of my future. Journalism sounds really good, but do i really want to write all the time, under strict deadlines? Whatever it is, if i do well, i could get a LA scholarship under Signapore Press Holdings. LA has one of the best journalism schools there. I could get my master's there! However, the point is, after i get my degree (mind you it's after and not IF. I am DETERMINED to get through this SIM thing somehow, by hook or by hook, nah, by God's blessings), i will work for a year or two maybe, to see what my feel is for communications. If i like it, i'll go on to a masters with the SPH thing.

Sounds so nice, doesn't it? It's all planned out. Now we'll see where God leads me... Hopefully, in this direction haha! =)

14th July 2006

well well well... stoney day today...

It was our weekly economics test again today! Something was different this friday though, and it was becuase none of us turned up for our music project meeting! Ahahahaha it was a first. Even johan and jonathan (leaders) did not sms us about anything, so evidently they wanted to study at home too! Haha -.- And to think jonathan was such a kan chiong spider that day, reminding me that "eh the presentation is in two weeks leh, in fact, if possible, this fridya should be a REHEARSAL!" Haha, sure jon, some rehearsal, haha funny. Krystal and i were laughing about it before the test started.

Talking about the test, man oh man oh man, it was TOUGH!! I nearly died on the spot. The first question i read, i went "uhhhh, Dear God, please guide me through this test. I really, REALLY need your help. HHEELLPP! Thank you Lord." Sigh, i know that this is the worst test so far... bleah. We got back our results slip too. Thank goodness, i had satisfactory for all subjects! Gaylene (english) and Ms Lena (music) both wrote something for jia zhen and me, but the males (econs and math), ha! Not a word! Haha, ho-pless!

I seem to be commenting on jz's dressing everyday haha! Well, she wasn't interesting today, she was FASCINATING! She looked so cool! Like a biker or erm, gangster. With her shades, WOW! You go girl!

I'm wasting so mcuh time actually, blogging and stuff. BAD LOUIE! Angel and i were doing up our blog just now. What can i say, we were in the mood! Right now, i'm SUPPOSED to be writing up my music reviews (assignments) but uhh, i'm talking to cherie online, and clearing my inbox at the same time. Kenneth lar! He's nuts!

HE SENT ME THIRTY THREE EMAILS ON HIS ESSAY! All jon and i asked of him was ONE email. -.- He's truly a kan chiong spider, i'm not sure whether to laugh or cry. Sigh haha!

13th July 2006

Hilarious day!

It started off bad, cause i was late for school! Well i was late for 10 minutes, but being miss kia su, i dislike being late, if possible haha. I reached the bus stop at 10.20am, more than enough tiem for me to catch bus 74, AND arrive at the LT in SIM at 10.45am. However, some joker of a bus driver, sheesh! HIS BUS ONLY CAME AT 10.40! I was impatiently hopping from one foot to another already! Argh!! I met Akimi on the way and we got to know each other a little better. Cool, made another new friend! Loisa is SO friendly! Haha okay i'll stop that.

Lunch was ridiculously comical. The SIM canteen was "ren shan ren hai", ABSOLUTELY FILLED UP! Drat those not from SIM haha. Sigh result! We had to take away, and eat at this funny area, which links the Grand Hall to the main corridors. We sat down in the middle of nowhere on the floor and ate from our boxes of food, caping/army style. We laughed more than we ate i think. As usual, it was Ie ting and Elizabeth. Ie ting annoyed Liz again, and she wanted to throw the packet she finished at him, but he had two (1 packet and 1 container of soup), so liz dropped that idea. Ie ting then saw jz's bubble tea with PEARLS in it, and he changed his mind, saying "eh cannot, she has a MACHINES GUN. OH goodness, that was like HILARIOUS! We laughed til our sides ached! Haha

Jia zhen is keeping up her interesting dress code! She wore some funny white thing inside but it was so cool! Everytime i look at her, i laugh cause she's really really cute! Sigh... She was victimised by gang though. Haha i'm evil, maybe they'll lay off me and jonathan now. -.- HA fat hope! They started it again during english.

Wow talking about english lesson, it was so cool!! NOT! We had to go back to our old groupings and AGAIN, i was with jonathan and kenneth. Sigh, poor me. They're really lovely guys, but they make me laugh so much, i can't think at all! We're always going off topic too. Haha in the end, ken and i couldn't take it anymore, we joined elizabeth and brandon's group, leaving jon behind without any guilt conscience. HAHAHA you should have seen him, gosh! I must have the cutest and most annoying group on earth! Okay right, i contribute to the crappiness but ah....

For the last bit of gaylene's lesson, we were joking around. I was drawing pictures, defacing kenneth's paper, while everyone were busy insulting my art skills!! What is this, huh? Haha, i draw so nicely and these guys keep saying my drawings look like other stuff! LIZ! You were supposed to be on my side!! Haha

That's about it i guess. Now i am waiting for kenneth's email to come in. We're exchanging our outlines you see. Jonathan sent me his already, only kenneth is laggy. Haha, i do so love teasing these two guys. They're clowns! Or rather, "comedic philosophers" as jonathan said... -.-

oh OH! My pals in SIM have really cool stuff! Jane had this pair of shades today, so cool!! She put them on top of her head. I tried them on, and they told me it looked good, but i couldn't see anythign so well haha. Jonathan has this REALLY interesting phone too! WOW i had so much fun playing with it. Haha oops, i'm always causing his battery to go flat. His keypad tones arh, wah stylo! Haha, each key has a different sound!! I am so going to get a similar phone, but i think my budget is a little low... awww... Nvm another time =)

12th July 2006

today... was... BORING! All right, so it wasn't, it was tiring; therefore, boring. Our music test was today! It was a speed test. You could see the tension and kan chiongness in the LT. Haha it seemed as if everyone was competiting to finish the test first. A girl was nuts, totally nuts! She completed the entire thing in FIVE MINUTES! And i thought this course was supposed to be a stress free zone. What happened to lerisurely and calmly doing your paper man? There was more than enough time! Sheesh, some poeple are just too brilliant. Then again, i heard that she is taking her grade 8 piano exam this year, so well... GENIUS!

JIA ZHEN LOOKED SO CUTE TODAY! Change that to ADORABLE! AND SWEET TOO! She had this green jacket on (GREEN), a black pair of pants, some white thingy inside (BLOUSE, she actually wore a BLOUSE) and...................... TADA! HEELS! All right, wedges, but STILL! I should have taken a picture of her and post it up! Okay, i'm blasting away here but seriously, it's JIA ZHEN! Haha i think i just complimented and insulted her at the same time. Sorry girl, but you looked great. Different rather... The poor girl had blisters after that though, poor thing. I hate those nasty stuff. Makes your life really miserable. She reminds me of me. My mummy is constantly after me to dress more femininely, and less boyishly. -.- My friends are so not on my side either.

Angel's the worst lar, she's always "DON'T WEAR THAT GREY SMILEY FACE TEE OUT AGAIN ARH I TELL YOU! IF NOT I'LL BE ANGRY ARH."

And then amelia would go "YEAH, not that tee again! Wear HEELS!" and my dear friend proceeded to pass me a pair of SCARY heels which i think would permanently cripple me if i attempt to put them on.

AND juliana "LOUIE! Can you like please wear a skirt for once huh? You very lau ah ma one leh!!"

AND AUDREY!!! She'll very kindly pull my hair here a bit, straighten my clothes... If it's school uniforms, she'll pull out my shirts to make them look supposedly less tut, as quoted from her.

My life is being haunted by these fairy-godmothers of mine. J to the Z, i totally sympathise with you. Oh jz was very funny today, after economics lesson. I was happily telling her, "Hey, let's take the stairs" becuase they are much faster than the pathetic slow poke lifts we have in SIM. However, she gave me a look that was as good as a glare, and pointedly stuck out her foot, waving her wedgies. HAHA! It was hilarious hahahaha!
Thus, we took the lift. The smart girl chionged right the lift door when she saw that a particular one was reachign our floor. Not bad... haha! When we went in though, everyone rushed in with us, and i was so ultra annoyed. My backside was squashed up against some guy behind me and my front, forget about them. Let's just say they're much smaller. It was ridiculous! I betcha if we had stayed inside a minute more, we would have suffocated. Fed up...

Oh yeah, cherie gave us biscuits today! Haha She's like my mini NTUC! Thanks girl! Stephanie, jz and i were happily munching away... Akira and Ie Ting didn't want any as they said it's like army food, and they had enough of that. -.- Haha we girls didn't care, we just chewed and bit and ate! Haha, cherie's sweet, very generous. We're like the food gang. Jz's bringing some ma mee thing tmr, and i am bringing cheese biscuits on friday!! Haha okay i shall stop making us sound fat.

Received our economics quiz results today too! Oh my goodness God's blessings! For the first time, i scored 14/15!! usually i would get 13/15 all the time, or 18/20, always two marks behind. I have improved!! Actually, not really. I really thought i would flunk this time round. I did not complete my studying! Therefore, even though i didn't score too badly, i probably wouldn't know why i got the answers correct as i plainly just guessed them. -.- There goes jonathan again with "genius", just because i had a few marks higher than him. He didn't do too badly either! Nuthead... haha i'm mean.

Throughout the econs lecture, we were stoning, OKAY, so we were eating. Nothing dr. baban hasnat said got into our heads. Sigh, and we have an upcoming quiz AGAIN this friday. A weekly quiz... how yucky. Right now, i have to type out a draft on

The effects of the school ranking system on our educational system and students

Thanks to that jonathan, who came up with THIS TITLE!!! (Haha at least he did come up with a logical title.) VERY challenging though, and it will stretch me, but i guess it's good right? I shouldn't always stick in my confort and safety zone. I should venture out and blah blah blah...

Sigh sigh sigh... off to work i goooo.......................

11th July 2006

All right all right! As good to my word... "Thank you Cherie, for the chocolate!" Haha, really, thanks, it was nice... =) Yippee! Gluttish louie, tsk tsk haha! Oops...

Our math quiz was returned to us today. Not bad! Congratulations to us! Haha, most of us scored 100% for that. =) Keep it up people, we will try to ace this semester and never look back again. That applies SPECIALLY for economics. -.- I was studying the chapter on Monopoly a few minutes ago, and as usual, the subject itself is boring me to death. I have this sleeping sickness thing when it comes to Economics. Otherwise, i would contract insomnia. Haha selective personality...

Sigh my jeans flew off the balcony this morning; thus, i had to wear shorts to SIM instead. My oh my i would have been better off wearing that skirt mummy forced me to get! It was FREEZING in the lecture theatre!! ARGH! I used my jacket to cover my legs, but then the hair on my arms started standing on end. When i put on my jacket, my legs were as good as undergoing frost bite. Bad bad air conditioner in there. It's trying to freeze our arses off! Bad bad bad... Cold cold cold!!

10th July 2006

Sigh... My wires are not connected very well right now... a little fuzzy... Somehow though, i'm still on the internet talking to jonathan. We're trying to come up with spoofs for our musical script! Oh goodness me, it is going to be such fun! Man oh man can't wait for all the performances! All of them will be so funny!

Anyway, today was a disaster. Music was in the morning and we rushed through lunch. Krystel and Ie Ting were so stressful! They kept going, "Loisa and Elizabeth, can you hurry up eat? We want to go to the student longue and sleep already!!" By the way, that was around ONLY ten minutes since we had started eating. The onyl thing i remembered about lunch was stuffing a whole lot of ban mian into my mouth. Oh ya, thanks, Clemence, for the fork! =) Poor Krystel and Elizabeth couldn't eat very well due to some cha siew puff thig they eat for breakfast... Yuck

On to the scenerio in the student longue. Krystel, Ie Ting, ELizabeth and Clemence went right to bed, or rather right to couch. They just slept there, goodness! Jia zhen was doing his english thing (AGAIN) on her laptop, while i was SUPPOSED to be catching up on music homework but i kept dozing off now and then. By the way, Jia zhen was interesting. Her entire bag was field up with well, a lot of fascinating valuable stuff. Interesting... Oh the best part? She needed paper to print out her english thingy, and so we trooped down to the customer service place to ask for paper, not even knowing if it's allowed or not. I doubt so haha. JZ asked for two piece, and the lady gave us two stacks?? Haha! Real generous of her...

After that, sheesh, english lesson was erm... Bleugh!! Gaylene read my essay out! It was utterly embarrassing, but since everyone were laughing their heads off, i guess it lightened up the day yeah? Oh oh the MOST RIDICULOUS and TIME CONSUMING part of the day was this. Gaylene seperated us into gorups of threes, to think up a TITLE (mind you, title ONLY). I was put with Kenneth and Jonathan.

POOR OLD ME! Haha although i admit i did have a lot of fun... LAUGHING til my sides hurt! Lessons were supposed to end at 3pm, and everyone left for home, except us three!! By 3.30pm we were still thinking of a title, no thanks to Jonathan who was full of crap and lamo jokes. Haha! We gave up then, and deviated to the topic of army again. -.- I don't know why we always land up talking about their army days, and i never have anything to contribute. No matter, their experiences alone are hilarious!! Psst, Jonathan divulged a few military intelligence things to us! Haha, not major stuff though, but it's still pretty cool to hear about the things he did there! Haha Oh ya! The guys have really bad hearing!

Loisa: some unusual CHARACTERS in the nighbourhood
Ken and Jon: some unusual CACTUS in the neighbourhood?!
Kenneth: Singapore has cactus? I thought there is only one kind of cactus. How unusual can a cactus get?
Jonathan: Some have longer needles than others?

At that, all of us burst out in laughter. All right, it isn't that funny, but we were all frustrated and high at that moment, ESPECIALLY jonathan. Kenneth was tearing already lar. Just for your information, we left SIM at 5pm. Haha oops... Yes, that's how long it took us to think of a simple title. As jonathan likes to say, we're geniuses; therefore, we must be kei kiang (act smart) and MAKE UP OUR OWN TITLE instead of choosing one of the many exemplary titles provided. -.-

Note: I met Sam Tan (shs) in SIM! Actually i saw Adeline (shs) and Alvina (rgps) too, but well, we were all eating so we didn't say hi.

UB Orientation Group

Left to right
First row: Christine, Amanda, Jaslyn
Seond row: Amy, Jonathan, Julius, me!
Third row: Kenneth, Brandon, Jie Long, Llyod, Kokila

all right, i've finally found my orientation group photograph! okay yeah i look a little isolated and small, but no matter, we're all pretty good friends now! well some of us are... =)

7th July 2006

7th July 2006 (wednesday)

Gosh i just couldn't wake up early enough to study for my economics test! I had PLANNED to wake up at 8am, but uhhh, i kinda threw my alarm clock on the floor and switched off my handphone; thus, 10.30 AM, loisa woke up. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH started panicking... -.- that's so me... I MUST complete all studying in the night, i'm so not a morning person...

I rushed to school for my music project, and i WAS ON TIME! Haha but it turned out, i was the first and only one there... was bored... and THEN i saw Jonathan, and then Cindy! YAY... Was so happy haha... -.- Nvm. we started our music meeting... There were 5 our of 8 people, very MYSTERIOUS. It seemed jon had informed everyone about the meeting, but some did not get it. Eerie... Starhub's fault... Haha we were totally complaining about starhub, and i the most of couse. -.- I mean, i work for starhub! AND I CAN'T STAND IT!!!! Anyway, Jonathan came up with nearly the entire script by himself! That guy is a genius, and it was HILARIOUS! I think you guys will enjoy it, but it's self deprecated humour. I couldn't stop laughing, it was really comical!! Well THANKS jonathan, for delighting in me being hit. You'll see what i mean on the day of our presentation. I can't wait to see jia zhen's group... Monk and all... ESPECIALLY the bride and groom!! Haha!

DANGIT! The economics test was starting! We rushed to the LT and i had to sit in some REALLY freezing seat... cause i was late. My brains nearly froze off. I was so cold i couldn't be bothered with the test anymore. I just wanted to finish if off as fast as possible. Besides, i didn't complete my revision sooooo.... I reap what i sow i guess. Sigh...

I went off to sit with pals after the test. My, were we a whole lot of hungry people! Haha nearly half of us trooped down to the canteen to get food during the break, and for kyrstel and elizabeth, TWICE!! I ate this funny bak zhang thing which argh, was not nice at all!! Haha jia zhen was funny, she bought this plastic sausage thing which got stuck in her teeth! There was something wrong with her throat too, she sounded funny... A very strange thing happened during the second half of Econs. The LT become qutie empty, and Mr. Baban Hasnat was really, but come on, half os us are still here right, so get on with it! DOn't neglect us becuase of them!! I believe Clemence or Jane kidnapped my water bottle during this time too. Either that, or i have truly bad eyesight. Clemmy asked me for water, and i totally could not find the bottle! "One green bottle standing on the wall......" * starts singing* 5 minutes later, it appeared... Funny...

Oh ya! Loisa, being loisa, JUST had to embarrass herself once again. Shoot, i'm ALWAYS doing something like that. That day, my slipper flew outta my foot and landed on the seat in front of me. Jonathan: "Erm, it is a very nice slipper, but you don't have to aim it at my face you know." Today, i had to push with all my might at the glass pane, thinking it was the door. How blind can i get? Jia zhen, you did NOT see that. It was your imagination.

Highlight of today. JZ and i exercised!! HAHAHAHA we actually RAN, no, FLEW for the 74 bus! She was taking the same bus with me for that day cause she had a STEAMBOAT DINNER! yum yum!! Anyway, we were half way across the overhead bridge and we went, OH NO, the BUSSSS!! "Shall we run, okay let's run!" ZOOM! And then, the bus was crowded. -.- Haha Jia zhen saw a second bus behind so we took that one. It was empty lar! AND we ran for nothing... -.- Let's not do that again, it took a turning on my nerve system. Haha! However, i think we'll be running again soon though... Somehow, we're always in a rush to get home...

One last thing... HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY INDRA!

Free Writing

Today was a really crappy day. I have never written so much rubbish in my life, especially for something that carries a certain percentage that will be included in your final grade. I must have been nuts. I think it's due to my ridiculous shades, as jonathan calls them, and he laughed at me! My dog ate my glasses AGAIN you see, so i had to wear these vision-correcting-glasses-with-multiple-holes thing. I'll get back at him one day. To me, they look like the eyes of a housefly. According to Gaylene, i looked like a gangster, as i was wearing my black jacket, had the ugly spectacles thing on my face, and my hair was loose and wild. -.- Did you know kenneth is 900 degrees off? That's like WOW! Haha, cool he's more blind than me. Okay, i'm evil, but thanks for offering to lend me your spare glasses, although i'll die of double vision or something. Cindy entertained us during lunch again! Her stories... HAW HAW HAW! They make my day!!

Anyway, back to the point. This was what we had to write about. We were shown a picture of a baby who looked like she was going into a heart attack any moment. Title of the free writing - Why does the baby look like that?

Why does the baby look like that?

I see Santa Claus kissing my mommy. Does mommy know Santa Claus? That man in red knows mommy! I think I will get more presents this year. I hope he gives me a stroller this time. I did not enjoy that rubber duck I received last year.

His reindeer is licking my diapers! It is drooling, probably at the thought of my baby biscuits hidden in there! Should I crawl away? I am afraid. I have heard of nasty dogs stealing babies' milk and porridge. Will this one take my biscuits? Oh no, I am wetting myself. Mummy will have to change them for me soon. ARGH, Rudolf the reindeer has just picked me up by my diapers! I am not too good with heights! Where is it taking me!

I am feeling hungry now actually. Where did I put those biscuits? Oh right, they're in my diapers.

"Mr. Rudolf, would you please put me down for a moment? I need my biscuits."

"Mommy! Mr. Rudolf does not want to let me eat my biscuits! He is a mean old reindeer. Mommy!"

Oh good, mommy is carrying me now. It is the opening of presents time! I love that! Quick, what did Santa bring me this year? What, a rubber pig?!

We had to stop there. Seriously, what was going through my mind? NOTHING! AHHHH i so screwed this up. Fascinating...

Oh yeah, Jia zhen helped me do something to my blog. She's brilliant i tell you, scarily brilliant. She told me about some spyware thing, but obviously i lost her way back when she started talking about computer stuff. She's a whizz at these stuff. Thanks girl, and thank you again for being my guide today! I was really half blind and totally insecure without my glasses, or lenses. Talking about you, hey, if you ever need help with music, ASK ME!! I'll do my best in any way i can!!

rabbit!

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ahhhhhhhhhh oooooooohhhhhhhaaaaaaa!

I'm going nuts!! I brought pebbles down for a walk, or rather peeing and pooing session an hour ago. I had left my computer on because cherie was sending me a song. 10 minutes later i came back up a very excited girl. There was a rabbit at the playground! I dragged a very bored mummy down with me to play with the rabbit. All right, in my heart i hoped that we could keep the rabbit, but of course it is impossible. I already have a dog after all. Mummy stole one of daddy's baby carrots and we ran all the way down. The lift was not fast enough. 21 storeys! Yeah, i was over excited haha!

I think i squatted down for at least 15 minutes before the BABY RABBIT warmed up to me. oh goodness creepers jeepers!!! It is a girl! And she looks so much like Coco! Oh i miss coco so so so much! i cried buckets when she died two years ago... ON MY BIRTHDAY!!! WHILE I WAS AWAY AT NAT CAMP! How cruel can life get? sniff anyway, let me post a picture of her... coco that is...

That's Coco when she was a baby...

Haha she has obviously grown... a lot... Haha!

Well anyway, back to the rabbit downstairs. She's adorable!! I found out from the security guards that she actually belongs to one of the cleaners. One problem though, there are many MONITOR LIZARDS downstairs! They might eat the poor rabbit up! In case you're wondering, a monitor lizard is an enlarged version of an iguana. They have really sharp teeth. Scary, one nearly bit pebbles, and that stupid dog still wanted to charge at the gigantic lizard. She is crazy... She is afraid of humans, cars and all sorts of things but she likes frogs and giant lizards. -.-

Why oh why do i always live at such weird places? My old place in tampines (pinevale) had cobras, also known as crocodiles by the aunties, dinosaurs by the children, and amphibians/reptiles by the residents. Trust me though, it IS a cobra... NOW, i have monitor lizards living with me. Sigh... Haha... Kinda funny though... =)

30th June 2006

Economics today... Sigh, it was a horror, as usual. Haha! Jia zhen and i were speculating our answers, haha! Meaning, we were trying any form of methods to solve the problems, not caring if they were wrong, as long as the answer came out as reasonable. Obviously we were wrong, but hey, we managed to figure it out in the end. Kudo to us! Haha, quick, a congratulations would be nice. Haha...

the SIM gang are going to akira's place tonight, from 11pm-1am... haha fascinating...

oh, too lazy to continue typing so i'll just cut short to this...

神さま…僕に勇気をください！
the sentence means (in direct translation with punctuation and stuff) is "God...give me your strength, please."

Jonathan taught me this one

29th June 2006

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMELIA!!

OOoo my dearest amelia! You're now 17 years old! I can't believe it. We've grown up so much. You were once 13, and now, a young woman. =) Be a good servant of God all right? I'll always love you. =)

All right, i decided to change the font colour, add a little more colour to this dreary place. Today was well, interesting. We laughed a lot. I had only one lesson, which was math, and i was falling asleep during class! It was so ultra boring. We learnt the synthetic method of factorisation, etc. As pointed out by jiazhen, our teachers in secondary school took up only one period (half hour) to finish up the topic, yet in SIM our dear mr. syed takes 2 hours!! Haha, he goes REALLY slowly, but like i said, it is good for the slower ones.

After math, we trooped down to the canteen for lunch. I think poor jiazhen was stressed out. She had to do her outline, draft and goodness knows what else, until her laptop also came out onto the table. Scary... Clemence had a hangover... He was drunk the night before; thus, the bad hair day i think, and therefore, and cap. Haha!

We went down to the student lounge to do up our math assignment too. This ie ting will be the death of us all. He had been praising me, saying how smart i was, unlike his sister. His sister is big, with no brains, like a two truck which has a lousy enginge. And me? A ferrari with a good air con system. I KNEW there was a reason why i disliked ie ting, haha. Nah, he's pretty cool lar, just that his comments arh, can cause all of us to faint. Oh, HAHA, i managed to suan him back about his needing to hug things when he sleeps. Elizabeth was practically clapping her hands in glee cause he's been haivng a go at her dressing lately. Now it's pay back time big boy! Of course, now his new target is probably me. Ah nevermind, i can't be bothered with him. It's a waste of my time and energy should i respond to him. Haha!

bleah

ah Ah ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

All right, so we received our economics mid year examination results today. Sniff, i did relatively well, but it wasn't up to my expectations. I got an A in music, math and english, but economics? ARGH, i had a B!!!! Not even a B+, but a B! Haha... I studied my arse off and i got a B?! Sigh... 52/60.... times 100%, equals to 86.66666 etc.

A :92.5-100.0

A- :90.0-92.4

B+ :87.5-89.9

B :82.5-87.4

B- :80.0-82.4

If i had scored 53, or 54, that would have been an A. Okay, i shall not be so neh. God has blessed with me a result that isn't so bad. I shall just work harder the next time. Right jiazhen? Study power, we'll up one grade for the next quiz, and finally for the final year, woohoo, A! =)

"Thank you Lord, for guiding me through my examinations. =) Amen"

I very nearly wanted to strangle jonathan today. He drives me nuts. He helped me find my paper, and then happily waved it in the air. "I'm a genius, a GENIUS! One mark, one mark HIGHER!" Haha, that guy can make me laugh and cry at the same time. The genius thing is an inside joke. He calls me a genius due to music, math and english. Now, he has achieved his own brilliance. (psst. Quoted from Gaylene: I am brilliant, i am brilliant, i am brilliant. She told us that if you say it often enough, it will come true.) Haha he's cute lar...

Cherie was the best today. She ACTUALLY believed that thick skin Ie ting! He is delusional, he firmly thinks himself to be the actualy BAE YONG JOON! AHAHAHAHA joke of the century! He told her he was Mr. Bae, and that Ie Ting was only a nickname. -.- How crazy can he get? Actually, he can be bae for all i care. Jiazhen and i don't exactly think very highly of the supposed heart throb bae yong joon. What's so good looking about him anyway? I always see his face on ankle socks... Nothing new there... Oh, Ie Ting thinks he's hot too. I give up. I shall allow him a moment of superiority. I do not have the time to bicker with him. He's just full of nonsense, although he does make us laugh... A LOT. Haha!

Ah yes, another thing, he enjoys teasing poor elizabeth.

"My sympathies with you, my dear. Not to worry, we're behind you. Even though it's just you and him in the business course, you'll survive. You'll find more sane and kinder people than him. I really do think Garfield is cute, and yeah, it's kinda chubby, but ignore Ie Ting. He just wants to to get under your skin." Ie Ting said elizabeth is similar to garfield you see...

28th June 2006

Gosh school's so tiring... Suddenly i feel so drained... So dead. I actually fell asleep while playing the piano for my music teacher today. Of course, i got a smack on my head. Poor me, haha! I just came back from a walk with my dog, or mabe she was walking me. I was so tired, i was literally crawling after my dog. I guess she got sick of me and therefore decided to run ahead, dragging me along. All she achieved was to make me more grumpy and lethargic.

Sigh, right! i'm had better do my first draft of my "compare and contrast" (after i've blogged about today that is, haha!), titled "Two Pets". This title is so me, isn't it? Haha, i am going to compare a goldfish with a dog. -.-

Oh wait! I've got to tell you how many essays we have to write! It scared me too, so not to worry if you decide to have a heart attack. If you think there's nothing wrong with what i'm going to type out, you've nuts. Absolutely looney. You can help me type out all these essays then, if it's so easy.... =) Here goes...

1) Illustration Essay

2) Narative Essay

3) Descriptive Essay

4) Process Essay

5) Definition Essay

6) Comparison or Contrast Essay

7) Classification Essay

8) Cause and Effect Essay
9) Persuasive Essay

haha...

27th June 2006

Yay! I talked to angel this afternoon... We were attempting to arrange for a day we can all go out and have fun =) Anyway, I've got a music test tomorrow! Wish me well, this quiz will be trying... Piano teachers should teach students what i am learning now, perhaps then would we be able to play our scales better. Haha!

Found this cat downstaris... It's really fat, really cute... =) I named it cat. Original eh?

Army Short Stories

Army Short Stories

haha i still haven't stopped laughing... anyway here are some of the stuff kenneth and jonathan shared with me today... i really feel like joining the army now... so fun! i betcha some guys are gonna kill me over this, but it really does sound fun... =)

Grenades

dangerous stuff these are... but the practice grenades are cool! Kenneth told me that some of his didn't work... thus, everyone were rethrowing them again, stomping on them etc. can you imagine grenades that don't work? haha in jon's case, his officer told them "no flying, no bowling etc." it's the way the grenades are thrown you see... jon's actions were well... silly... haha

Rifles and Ammunition

oh gosh, i've always wanted to carry a rifle... =D but can you believe the cost of those ammunition?! kenneth told me one round costs a few thousands or something like that. it was so mathematical, and he was sprouting numbers at me non stop. it was blurry, but basically, for one practice it costs about a million! wah if you waste any bullets, won't the army feel the pain? haha i mean, it costs a bomb! There's also the one about kenneth's friend's barrel melting. -.- shot too many rounds at one time. Jon's friend was worse, his bullet flew to the right, when he was actually aiming for the center. if everyone's aiming is that wonderful, i really have to say "God bless Singapore".

Wild Animals

Kenneth and gang (battalion) were shooting birds... learning how to hunt i guess... it seems that they shoot everything but the birds, and they were flying only overhead... ah well, i'm still happy. i feel for those poor birds. jon's side had to do with crocodiles. VERY thick skin crocodiles. oh this was hilarious! i coulnd't help but burst out in peels of laughter! They shot this crocodile in the back, adn the bullet literally bounced back! haha obviously all the humans tunred back and ran away. haha kenneth said in order to kill a crocodile, you have to shoot directly into it's mouth or it's eyes (brain is behind those eyes). gosh it's so cruel, but I guess if it were me, I would probably shoot for my life, in order to survive. Aha, here comes the two boar stories. =) Kenneth's friend once shot a boar, but it is also pretty tough, so it just continued running, even though there was blood flowing. poor boar! =( I would rather it die than to run around badly wounded. Bleeding to death is mroe painful, right? Anyway, jon had a story to tell of his own. haha i saved the best for last. It was incredulous, i nearly wet my pants. 2a.m. in the morning, he was sleeping in his tent when he smelled something. It was a huge boar! jon quickly fumbled in his food pack, and threw out one of the food he most disliked, for the boar. OH HOHO! It seemed our hero has a very fantastic aim. The food thing landed on his friend's tent! Thus, all of a sudden there was a lot of "omph fwah pfrump!" The boar has stamped all over jon's friend! Thank goodness the poor guy had no fractured bones or anyhting like that. All he got out of his one-in-a-lifetime experience were bruises.

Therefore, i wan to join the army! =) sorry jon, i'm never going to follow in your footsteps. No way san hosea am i gonna be associated with math or calculations of any sort. Your department will kill me. Now kenneth's role is more exciting. Drivers i can associate with, but math? nah... haha... loisa, a driver... so cool! =)

26th June 2006

I'm back!! From school! Haha oh yeah... School ended early =) All right not really, english lesson was a consultation for us that's why... Heh so since we ended early, we arrived home early. DUH... Sorry, obviously i don't have much to say... I'm just blogging in attempt to forget my hunger... Haha... I think i shall change the colour to green... I love that colour, but jocelyn doesn't... =( Haha... Yay jia zhen and krystel! The green family!

Oh we handed up our music posters today! Dangit! Every part of mine was a disgrace to posters... Haha... The pieces of paper my write up was on, were coming off, obviously the supposedly superglue i used isn't strong enough. Cheaters... SUPER my foot... Everyone else's posters looked real fanciful... Mine looked kiddish. all i can say is that i hope ms lena would take pity on me haha. Music lesson was well, music... What else can i say? Krystel and i were stoning, from beginning to end. We were dead tired... coffee, tea... Neccessities of life! Haha... We're pathetic... Can't live without those... bad bad...

Wei shi and i stayed back for math consultation. Mr syed was pretty cute. He explains VERY throughly and well, BUT he's a little on the long winded side. Shouldn't complain i guess, especially since he's already so patient. We went down to meet the rest for lunch, and THEN, the most terrible thing happened to me. I realised i didn't have much money left after giving some to my grandfather; thus, i had to make do with lor mai kai (is that the correct spelling?), the chicken rice thing. I did another embarrassing thing - drink from my umbrella. YES, again. It is really the same size as my water bottle! I HAVE to get a bottle similar to wei shi's one. Hers is gigantic and SQUARE. Haha, then everyone started saying about how they needed to get me hearing aids, an umbrella (mine has holes in it) and a watter bottle for my birthday. -.- these people are clowns! Oh oh, cindy had painted her fingernails yellow. =) She told us stories about a friend who painted her nails blue, and they teased her, saying she has clammed her nails on a door. Haha! Another friend drew her eyebrows too high, and everyone went "Why are you so angry? why?" That girl retorted back, "I'm not, i'm not!!" Haha, i have evil friends. Later, elizabeth went off with her friends, and krystel went home too i guess... I must have been blind, i didn't notice her leaving. I was too absorbed in math.

sigh, i'm mathephobic already. jonathan had to explain a few, all right, A LOT of math questions to wei shi and me. We were so tired and were "huh-ing" the whole way. Haha finally wei shi got it, but as usual i didn't. poor jon had to repeat the whole thing at least three times to me i think. oops sorry... Well as we found out, math is his VERY strong subject. Oh the funny thing was, we were trying to figure out a formula, so jon gave up and called llyod, who did not pick up. Conclusion: llyod must be driving home. Therefore, kenneth was called. -.- it seems kenneth was eating a table away from us. AND SO WAS LLYOD! Haha it was hilarious! Well, we got our answers anyway. Haha i have in a way completed my math assignment now, although along with it came a huge headache from trying to understand jon...

bored... jocelyn, wei shi and i went up to the com lab. I was thirsty! Okay, hungry, but i could only afford a small drink, so i happily trooped back down to the canteen with my 70 cents clasped proudly in my palm. GOSH, how goon can i get! I brought the wrong coin down! It was a fake coin, one of those coins with a verse printed on it. SO NOT USABLE! haha, embarrassing... I went to sit down with kenneth and jonathan, miserably hungry. Kenneth offered to buy me a drink, but i declined. nah, thanks though. =) It was fun, talking to them. They told me many stories of their army days. I wanna join the army! Haha it's really cool, oh my goodness. Hilarious! I never knew so much about rifles and grenades before... These guys are amusing!!

Oops, it was time for the first consultation, Jocelyn's and wei shi's turns! I had to hurry up, felt so guilty. They took care of my bags for me. Awww so sweet, thanks pals! =) We found archana there, so she looked so sad. I wanted to give her a hug, but didn't dare. maybe next time. After that, all of them went home, leaving jon and me. Sigh, we were one of the last few to see gaylene you see. jon came out, i went in. He's so sweet! He waited for me... Yay! I've got company haha... Anyway, sniff gaylene didn't talk to me much. Haha quoted "loisa! You don't have to see me. Get out now! don't ever come back!!" -.- And she threw me unceremoniously outta the com lab. THANKS... Haha, but nah, i really like her. jon said i'm a genius, but i don't think so. All right, i'm just lucky for english, and i've got a background in music (i'm gonna die for the last few chapters of music. It's beyond me. i'm not that talented in theory). Econs is killing me. The real genius is himself, in math. Man you should see his math... It's like WOW!

We crapped all the way home, or rather to my home. He was going to meet a friend you see, so he took the same bus as me. Yay company again! Haha, i'm a sucker for company. wow he is SO lame! goodness, i wanted to die right there. He's annoying lame... He makes me laugh, but at the same time i want to smack him. Haha... Well he's a joy... AND a clown... He admitted it himself! I'm not the cruel one here! Haha... I still can't believe he's so cool. He was a horror when he was a kid... He's much nicer now, at least he doesn't push me off the slide anymore... =)

26th june 2006

ALL RIGHT! i've just completed my music assignment - a poster. as you can probably guess, it's pretty kiddish, with all those colourings and handwritings... i am so NOT an art person... i'm hungry... no make that VERY hungry... maybe i should go on a diet, but that would mean it'll be a see-food diet... whenever i see food, pop, it'll go straight into my mouth. gosh, i'm such a glut, but i don't particularly care. =) food makes me happy! haha okay i'll stop grossing you out...

good night people! =)

psst, my dog's snoring... -.- unglam for a lady... haha!

24th June 2006

our music project day! wow sheesh, it was a fiasco! a total chaotic fiascoitic day! all right, so there isn't such a word as fiascoitic, but that was how it felt like...

i was on my way to city hall around 11.15. we were supposed to meet around 12noon for lunch and musical project, but i thought i would go there a little earlier. i was JUST reaching city hall "ding dong, city hall" when i received an sms from our dear wonderful jonathan. he told me that johan (our group leader) is ill, and thus, would not be able to make it for the project. meet at 1pm at orchard instead." ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i wanted to strangle the hp, but never mind, i went over to the national library instead. i was still there totally engrossed in a book when krystel called me... HAHA! it seems that she reached orchard at 12noon! haha she was out at starbucks, near heeren, so i thought why not, i'll join her and wait for the rest. first, i had to find my way to heeren though, and as predicted, i got lost. -.- i'm terrible with directions in town area. well, we had a drink and waited, and waited, and.... waited. it seemed that everyone was already there at orchard mrt station, EXCEPT jonathan! krystal and i were planning on how to get jon to treat us since he is the reaosn why we were meeting at 1pm. he could only make it after 12.3opm you see. RIGHT!

Finally everyone grouped together. ahh stephanie would be late, haha so jonathan was off the hook for the moment. well we're bias so we let stephanie off too. went to BK to eat, we were STARVING! Poor catherine was starving... i was queueing and playing with jonathan's hp at the same time, when stephanie suddenly called. whoa, i got a fright, cause i really did not answer her call. it answered on it's own! all of a sudden, her voice went "hello? hello? HELLO?!" haha she was cute!! we talked about teeth then, cause i was wearing my retainers (dentures). did you know krystel entered a "teeth"competition? haha it was for the whitest teeth or something. she won, of course! her teeth are as goos as perfect! her prize was toothpaste and a toothbrush. haha hilarious!

all right, after that we headed for some funny palce where we forced jonathan to buy a drink, sicne he was the only one who did not buy anything from BK. it was his turn man! haha, i offered my poor rabbit sweets and no one took any. okay so stephanie did, yay! jonathan is weird though, he said he has not eaten any sweets since he was 11. he's nuts! anyway, we couldn't do much about the project, cause jonathan didn't bring his laptop (i seem to be blaming the poor guy a lot, haha he's fun to tease) and krystel's battery was going out. we thought of charging but we couldn't find a plug. pathetic isn't it? not to worry, we had our cds. stephanie's songs are really nice, you know. they're korean songs, real nice beats. jonathan's songs too. i think they're in japanese. very fairytale like, haha, perfect for our fairytale musical. cindy and catherine had quite a few good songs too. have you realised my name has not been included? that is because i don't have many songs to offer. embarrassing but that's all right! i'll put in my share somewhere else! =)

guess what, it began to rain after that, so we were kinda stuck in heeren. by the way, there is NOTHING in heeren, no food, no hang outs, no connection, nothing! we were stranded, with only jocelyn's umbrella, and my holy (there are many holes in it, don't ask me why i still bring it aorund) one. We waited for around 45 minutes and then we couldn't take it anymore. krystel and cindy took a cab home, jocelyn decided to go to taka, catherine went to cut her hair, and stepahnie was going to the library. Jonathan and i were going home. jocelyn offered to shelter us across, and she brought catherine over. however, stephanie, jonathan and i could wait no longer and decided to brave the rain. we rushed over to taka, and although i smsed jocelyn, it seemed she had walked back to shelter us. oops, sorry girl, but thanks. =)

it was SO crowded! jonathan and i nearly suffocated on our way to Orchard Mrt station. we were literally shuffling, and jon looked like a crab. it was hilarious! hahaha, a shuffling crab. once we passed mango (i think that was what he said), the crowd ceased. ridiculous, can't believe everyone is going into mango at the same time. isn't it stiffling to shop with everyone else aorund you? i would find it extremely stressful. jon told me to NAVIGATE, to step sideways to avoid people and to squeeze in through holes, so i navigated, and navigated, til i had a huge headache by the time we reached the station. sheesh, shopaholics man! i can almost garantee the whole of singapore was at orchard today! it was fun talking to jonathan on the way home! he shared with me a riddle, "what is brown and sticky?" i thought it was mud, but he told me it's a stick. -.- i blurted out "why is a stick sticky?" and then realised what i had said. hahaha it was hilarious, a really lame joke but a funny one.

Well that's the end of my day! i've got lots and lots and A LOT of homework to do. really busy. although exams are over, it's just as stressful! haha so many deadlines, so little time. all right all right! i'll get off my blog now! it probably took me 10 minutes to type this out, and i guess in ten minutes i could have done a few math questions. i'll take it as my break then. haha! excuses excuses... =)

23rd June 2006

THE EXAMS ARE OVER! woohoo haha =)

psst happy birthday jun xian! you're finally 17!!

18th June 2006

oh my goodness, today was such a bad, bad day! I had three major events throughout the entire day, and all three were cancelled on the spot itself! In the morning, I was supposed to meet hoi shek to pass him back his econs notes. all right, granted i was 5 mins late, but FIVE MINUTES!!! i ran all the way from the mrt station to the interchange and he had left already! i have not decided whetehr to be pissed or guilty cause the point is, i was late i guess. anyway, I was huffing, but I decided a hearty breakfast would do me good. so i ate... a lot... to calm myself down...

secondly, i was going for raq's cell group today! i happily went on the bus towards lighthouse, intending to meet raq there. Although it was kinda funny that she did not return any of my smses or calls, but nvm. THEN, she told me she wasn't going. ahhh panic! i didn't know where the cell group was being help! in the midst of failing arms in helplessness, jac saved the day! she foudn me on the bus! it was a coincidence, she didn't actually find me. I was beginning to be hopping mad by then, because church service does not start till 1pm, and I had no idea what I could do to will away time. (juli was supposedly going for youth service and i contemplated not going for the cell group) However, a knight in shining armour came riding on a huge, red SBS bus. it was gordon! he's form the same cell group. jac pointed him out to me. wheew! i did not dare tap him on the shoulder and ask for directions though, so i fell back to my antics and made a decision to secretly follow him behind. I know, it is not exactly the best of ideas, but I was panicking at that moment. I darted back and forth pillars, and hid behind dustbins. When he traveled up the elevator, I waited a full 5 minutes before I went up after him. It was an awkward moment when i arrived. we were the first two people there, and it was still eeriely early. You could practically hear the deafening silence. Thank goodness more people arrived half an hour later, or i might have fainted from the chill present in the house. raq!!! i missed you there!!

Finally, it was church time. I broke away form my cell group intending to join juli and sit together. I waited, and waited for her to arrive. (RELIEF! at least sam met me to collect her birthday presents from all of us! sammi, i love you! haha) The service had already started when I called her, and guess what? You got it! She was not going! Colourful words were stringing out from my mouth; words that would not make my mother proud. i did attend the 3am service after that, but i went home an extremely grumpy child. juli, we'll go together the next week all right? =)

oh oh! i also met amelia around 2.45 to pass her economics notes. she passed me high heel shoes! (she couldn't fit into them, i didn't know her feet were bigger than mine. i always thought i was the big foot) i emphasise, HIGH heels... maybe you didn't quite catch that. HIGH, EXTREMELY HIGH. amelia is trying to murder me. i think she's jealous of my beautifully formed ankles and thus is trying to break them. amelia, am i right? =) haha... but thanks anyway dear. you're sweet, although i still insist you pay my hospitals if i ever collaspe down some stairs or something...

i can't type anymore... i'm in pain... c.r.a.m.p.s................ ahhhhhhhhhh i think i'm going into labour soon. someone help! it must be twins! no, make that quadruplets! painful!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =(

AND so was pebbles... haha

and obviously so was my mum...

heh... was in the mood to pose a little

she's afraid of the camera... coward...

=)

awww...

*sniff sniif* she smelled food.. i was preparing her lunch... the glut...

haha

that's the kitchen towel... i did NOT wrap that round my dog's head. she entangled herself... -.-

i'm so sorry elisa, i didn't take any pictures at jami's birthday party...

but, i found some photos from my file for you... if it helps...

17th June 2006

HAPPY BITHRDYA KIMMIE! (it was two days ago but well, heh nvm. she's been a dear, helping me download songs for my music project. =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAMMI!!!

whahahaha it's her day today! i love her man! =)

well anyway guess what?! something exciting happened..... not to me.. to jia zhen! haha, SHE WON THE BEST LETTER OF THE MONTH or something like that... whatever it is, it's been published in LIME magazine! gosh that's so cool! haha, she showed me the letter and it was GOOD! woohoo three cheers to her! it was pretty funny as she has to travel to ang mo kio to collect her prize, adn we were all wondering how she would get to that exact address. she decided to take a taxi instead, and was told that she could have actually walked from yio chu kang mrt station. -.- haha hilarious...

krystal was violent yesterday... she kept bumping into me! first she BUTTED me, literally, and then she poked me in the eye with my own marker. you do NOT want to know what else she did to me! abusive!! sniff haha, okay i'm making her sound like a murderer. the real murderer however, is JANE! she popped this WAR HEAD LEMON sweet into my mouth! WOW word of advice... DO NOT TRY THIS AT HOME! it's dangerous. i panicked and bit the sweet into two, swallowing half. my throat stung after that. by the way, she conspired with cherie against me, and stole my slipper. slippernapper! CONSPIRATION!! haha all right, conspiracy...

note to self: remember not to sit anywhere near jane. create a distance of at least three seats, away from her.

most of my SIM pals went to east coast today! they were going to watch the 9pm and 12 am plus soccer match... haha i'm so sorry i didn't go with you guys... =(

i need a new school bag... haha badly... we'll see how much i can save... i've been spending quite a lot so i'm feeling a little sore. i spent my precious hard earned $ on my glasses (which broke), my retainers (which ALSO broke), my sandals (which broke TOO)... all right all right! i'm obviously not a picture of grace and gentleness... i'm just.... hapless... =)

rubbish

HHEELLLLPPPP!

i can't see my own tagboard! i can read the posts in my email inbox, but i cna't reply or do anything! so frustrating... haha... thus i have to resort to this...

zy - soon sooooonnnn! i'm actually having my mid term examinations right now! so erm, around august?

jx - you're in CHOIR! haha anyway i've heard you sing before... it's nice... =)

raq - don't worry about it. it happens... i just hope it doesn't happen TOO often haha, or we'll rot in the void deck

weilian - THANK YOU! math is over thank goodness... but next friday is economics! weilliiiaaaan!!!!! ahhhhh haha

jz - IP address? i see this "Date/IP" in my account but no idea what it is... haha

amelia - WHO ELSE?! original... haha... well he's already an idiot so he's just grinning like himself... yes you're sound a little senile... that's all right. we'll go to a home together... sleep on beds next to each other and talk in our sleep. mutter gibberish and such. 100 surveys?! well i say to you, pray real hard. don't go all bald on me okay? stress til all yoru hair fall out. maybe it'll become straight =P

8th June 2006

okay i snuck in here to post this so be honoured. haha i'm actually supposed to be revising my economics but seriously, it's SO boring! thus, to wake myself up a little.......... haha

our english test papers were returned to us today!!! elizabeth and i were holding our breaths. i felt for certain that i would have done badly as all my answers were different from the answer sheet. for example, it's supposed to an illustrative essay, but i circled "compare and contrast". well anyway, i had 18/20! gosh, it was really a miracle. i guess even though i put down a different category, the examples i gave were relevant. thank God!

do you know what is so scary about this course? usually, typical signaporean kids tend to focus on major exams, such as mid year, or end year exams. tests and quizzes are not THAT important as they carry a VERY small percentage in the overall grade. this university however, grades us on EVERYTHING. from quizzes, to class participation, and even attendance! being kia su, i'm actually killing myself, because i'm putting in as much focus for the little tests and assignments, as i put in for the coming mid year examination. basically, i'm studying with zest for ALL stuff. crazy right? but no way, san hosea, am i wasting my parent's money! this course has created a ginat hole on everyone's pocket!

right, i'm going back to stare at my economics textbook. sigh, you got it! there's an econs lecture tomorrow! haha before that, we have to prepare for our musicical (music project). as usual, i've been given this funny role, the role of a deaf girl. why? it's because i look like a little girl. RIGHT thanks! haha oh well, there isn't much for the girl to do. she can't hear, can't speak... all i have to do is make gestures and then sleep for most part of the musical. the main part of this play is my dream you see, and i can't possibly act in my own dream. easy! haha =) (i've changed it to black so you will not be able to see what happens! will change back to this funny blue after our first draft has been handed in) hope we get good grades for this one!!

7th June 2006

I'M BACK!!

audrey has this large silver hoop earings which makes her look so egyptian like! haha so cute... =) too bad i do not dare to wear similar ones. firstly i have no idea how to put them on, second, they look scary. i mean, if my dog jumps on me and pulls them off my ear, i caa say goodbye to my poor ear lopes.

oh btw, my dog chewed my reddish spectacles to bits. BITS. it was baddd... haha mum was pretty mad at me but nevermind. now i've got new ones, AGAIN. they're blue this time. the sides are purple, kinda ah ma but oh well. now my face looks REALLY blue. sigh...

learnt something new from jonathan. "10q" is also known as "thank you".

micro-economics test on "supply and demand" was TERRIBLE! i nearly killed my brain cells attempting to draw all those graphs and deciphering them. haha. i'm so never going to be an economist. i'll probably murder the economy or market.

talking about supply and demand, a school mate of mine was very cute. he told our teacher "eh sir! the DEMAND for the mircro-economics exam is very LOW, so why don't you DECREASE the SUPPLY also arh?" haha good one, though it didn't work, thanks for trying! at least he's putting what's he has learnt to good use.=)

5th June 2006

it was Faith's birthday yesterday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL! =)

anyway, we received our music test paper today! i am grinning from ear to ear. 1 scored 100% for this paper again! however, i do not seem to be doing as well for english. elizabeth said the same thing too. Both of us are pretty worried, especially since we felt we didn't do very well for the reading quiz. by the way, it's NOT and oral test or anything. that's what we though it would be. instead it turned out to be a really difficult comprehension with ultra weird questions... NOT about the passage but about the thesis, topic sentenc and so on. yikes!!

oh, and i got to know jocelyn and jonathan better today. coincidentally, all three of us are in the same music group. krystal just joined our group, so i am sure we will all be spending quite a bit of time together.

jocelyn is really sweet, i didn't even know she is twenty years old already! she even has her driving license already! talking about driving license, akira has one too! i saw his card, and it was NICE! haha i want one too! it's just too bad that i can't learn driving til i'm 21 years old! i'm going to be an old woman by the time i can drive! =(

jonathan, well, I kind of know him a little already from before. we were in the same church when we were kids, but he didn’t recognise me. (he was the big bully in church, pushing all of us down the slide and taking it as his own... haha) today was simply a catch up session. we talked about what happened since we were kids, and how our families were.

oops okay i gotta run! i need to send my dog for training tonight! wheeee =)

yuck

murder me... a good way to start would be taking off my head first cause that's the part which isn't working.

ECONOMICS

this subject is so so scary... haha... supply... demand... market... aiyiyi!

cool!!!

so far lessons are pretty easy!!! =) i'm loving it...

math quiz was like haha, kinda funny... he was explaining to us how to get the answers DURING the quiz, that in the end, he might just as well tell us the answers too. majority of us had full marks for it... 5/5... it was about the limit of X... i hope math continues to be nice...

music too! again, most of us had 25/25 for the quiz... cool eh? i'm like grinning idiotically to myself... i had 24/25 for my assignment too.. now why didn't i get 25? haha wanted to ask her, but dare not appear too, hmm... kan chiong? hmm...

anyway, english so far, has been OKAY... we had english quiz too but i'm not very sure how i would fare for this one. i was well, falling asleep during the test, so i scribbled all my answers at the last minute. it was boring... so well, i'll do better the next time...

econs is ridiculous. our teacher is from Bangladash. his accent is like WHOA... have to strain to understand him, let alone HEAR him... to me, he sounds like he has marbles wrapped in cotton wool in his mouth... sheesh... i've got to study real hard for econs if i want to do well...

Lord, give me strength... =)

bored

evidently, i am a little too free and since i have nothing to do, i decided to be itchy and finally change my layout. how can anyone change their templates so many times? i nearly drove myself nuts editing all the stuff inside...

i'm never going to change it again. besides, i got a headache trying to find a layout i like. haha, i'm fussy... now all i have to do is figure out how to find that energy to change this whole thing back to the original template. this one is kinda small, and if i get impatient and tired reading it, others will be too right? okay i'm babbling again...

i'm off! =)

18th May 2006

you know jane? a friend i made in SIM? yeah! her birthday was on 15th may! we walked to ngee ann poly to eat, and someone gave her flowers! happy 20th birthday girl!!

right now i am waiting for angel to sms me so i will know what time to call her. this is so exciting! we're all going to the MI carnival!! haha, i can't find my coupons though, my 10 bucks worth of coupons. allow me to repeat that again... TEN DOLLARS WORTH!! sigh haha

woke jovin up at 7am today... she sounded so sleepy. i woke up so early, why? so as to earlier than audrey! haha, i walked really fast towards dover mrt station and met gracelynn there. wahahaha i WAS earlier than miss hing! =) (smiles real big) math was boring today, everyone was falling asleep. as cute as mr syed was

"I am Mr. Syed, you can call me Mr. Syed"
"There will be a mid term exam, which means middle of the term"
"This is a straight line, which means a line that is straight."
"Do you know what is a short cut? it means to make the working shorter."
"In A square, the thing flying up there is the power."
"You must MASSAGE the equation to simplify it."
"Infinity is when the graph goes through the wall, up the ceiling, down the grave and etc."

his pace is soooo slow! to the extent of being boring! i guess i shoudln't complain so much though, cause maybe later the pace will pick up and you will not see me blog so much... haha.. elizabeth, gracelynn, audrey and i decided to play bingo... -.- it's a really fun game though haha i'm hooked!!

english was pretty okay, i sat by myself cause there's wasn't enough seats for me and my friends in a row. poor me haha! well mix around a little mroe i guess. i jsut realised how different i am from everyone else though. elizabeth and krystal were talking about well, shopping for gifts and seventeen magazine etc, i was lost. scary, i better start to make more friends... haha

met up with jonathan and kenneth outside the bathroom. they're really ncie... =) kenneth told me my jacket with the hood reminded me of his jc days whereby they would throw all their rubbish into the hood's of others... scary... haha, i'm wary of him now... gotta be careful when i wear my jacket...

went off to work with jovin, herman and gary today.. laughed a lot over nothing... don't ask... haha

that's about it i guess... =)

13th May 2006

today was such a weird day!! haha

jovin, herman and i went on strike!! haha we thought we had a slot in the working list of starhub ( we work part time there), but it turns out that we were not included in that list, thus we decided to camp out at jovin's place instead, to STUDY... yes i repeat, STUDY... this is for herman's sake only... that cute fella didn't even bring books of any sort, he was prepared only to play basketball (xbox) with jovin's brother, roy. jovin was solving her poa questions and i was revising my math... yuck... "the limit of x... etc" i've got a math quiz on that this coming tuesday! arghhh! haha can you feel the pressure? haha

so anyway... jovin and i were distracted halfway so we decided to play a little, a few shooting and racing games... haha, obviously my aiming was terrible. i was shooting the trees, the sky, the walls, the floor... everything... except the bad guys... -.- shoot me... haha ah well nvm, it was all for fun. by then, it was around 6 plus, and i had completed all my stuff. jovin tried to find something for herman and me to do. she played this chinese vcd of jolin tsai (i think that's her name) and it was hilarious! i know i know, you're all wondering how i understood anything... OKAY! all right! so i had a little help, fine A LOT. herman and jovin translated everything into english for me. herman kept saying my personality is like jolin, blur and innocent. hmmph... for me it's one ear in and one ear out. haha... jovin had to eat her dinner at 6.45 so herman i continued to be engrossed in the movie...

by 7.15pm, we were ready to head out to tiong bahru to buy cakes for mother's day! haha my dear mummy, i love her... =) we travelled by train, and since i herman and i were starving, we ate at kfc. HERMAN FINALLY MADE A DECISION! he was the one to decide where we would eat... he's always telling us "anything" you see... i ate the "WOW" meal, shroom's burger. haha, of course i was hungry later, but that's where the cake comes in.. ;) since we had time to kill, we walked around tiong bahru plaza... interesting... before we headed off, we took pictures, that sticker thing again. haha jovin likes to take those, for memories. it was terrible haha, but ah well...

sooo HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY mummy!!!

Poem

i won't let go...by Raquel

I won't let go
'till I see Your face
I won't let go
when all turn dull and earth fades
I won't let go
even when I'm suppressed by pressures
I won't let go
of your hand, that held me through......all my life.

I speak
and only wish to speak by the Holy Spirit.
I sing
and sing a worship from a purified heart.
I smile
and smile only because
Your wonders reminds me of You
and I stand
and stand for the Gospel that guides the lost.

cool isn't it? haha =)

new friends =)

people listen up!

i've got an important announcement to make!!

haha i've made new friends in SIM! a whole lot too! i've been kinda laggy in updating this thing so i'm only telling you about them now... actually it's really thanks to audrey... =) thanks girl... i've made friends with all the girls in her orientation group! they're so cool! haha

there's jia zhen (she's 16 too yippee!), there's gracelynn (straight from GCE "o" levels too), crystal, jane (communications yay!) and stephanie (she's christine's friend, cjc). haha they're a cool bunch. along with them, i came to know elizabeth! raymond's in my english class so he goes into the list too! wel that's about it i guess...

oh yeah, i came to know 3 more people on the way back to dover on thurs afternoon. can't really remember their names except for one girl, veronica (vicky). oops sorry... they were at the bus stop with elizabeth and me you see. cool... maybe i can get to know everyone in UB! =)

ub/sim orientation

ookay... so the orientation for my university at buffalo thing is over... 2 days! thank goodness audrey was with me, jami accompanied us there the first day. had butterflies in my stomach. haha... too bad aud wasn't in the same orientation group as me... sniff

on the first day which was 4th may, we had a talk by the student care services. they're the ones who will be looking after our welfare and stuff while we are full time students in Singapore Institute of Management (SIM). games was next, and guess what? we went over to sentosa!! -.-

my group was well.. pretty pathetic haha. there were four girls, kolila (22 years old, she's from shs by the way, netball haha), amy (18 years old, she smokes), christine (18 years old, catholic jc) and me (louie from shs) haha... amy had a swollen ankle and is allergic to grass, thus she went home and did not go along with us to sentosa. for the boys, my, nearly every single one of them had completed their national service already! some even had their driving license. okay, so i'm a little slow, but it did come to a shock to me that everyone was well, older than me! i expected around 5 to come straight from their "o" levels. but thank goodness, at LEAST there's one juy, julius (maris stellar), he's 16 too! haha woot!

well anyway, in the end, my group 4 mates narrowed down to only a few people by the time we reached sentosa. there were kokila, christine, juius, jie long (ah long or JL), jonathan (jonnie), lloyd (cool name eh), and of course myself!! sheesh, one of the smallest groups!

we played spider web, captain's ball, some soccer thing (violent game!! julius agreed with me, we played side by side, haha okay so he played, i basically avoided the ball. it was painful and sand was flying into my eyes haha), some running game, built a sandcastle (the name of our sandcastle was "out of nothing" haha! good one lloyd! haha! you should have seen our sandcastle! it was well, just a mountain of sand! haha!!) there was a really dirty and wet game called mine field (you can probably guess what happens, when you step on a mine, water and flour is poured over your head) but my group members (especially the girls) did not want to play that. sigh... they seem well, a little funless but then again, it was pretty hot out there. =)

so later, kokila left first. next was lloyd and julius. jie long, jonnie, chris and me stayed behind. we decided to be guai and at least give our group a little dignity, that we're still alive in sentosa. however, well, our pride gave way and we humbly left for home. i was so tired!! i was rpactically sleepwalking. we boarded the sentosa bus and headed for harbour front. chris took a bus home from there, while jonnie, jie long and i took the train. jonnie was going to a friend's house so he stopped off at dhoby ghout, too bad otherwise he would usually stop at clementi, he could have accompanied me home!! grrr... haha... jie long's in pasir ris! poor guy, so far! so well, we stopped at outram and met a cute lady who asked for directions to bugis. she followed jie long home, and i went in the opposite direction. -.- i fall asleep and woke up in boon lay... i should have listened to jie long! he told me not to fall asleep and miss my stop! well jonnie and jie long laugehd at me the next day when they heard i missed my stop.. -.-

2nd day of orientation was worse. i kept nodding off... sheesh... the resident director was well, he had a very nice voice, lullaby voice. haha nothing much really... it was just talks and talks and talks...............

and that concludes my exciting orientation

tooth fairy

awww i'm sad...

it's dumb really but i'm feeling so sore... i was so hyper today, my dog lost her first tooth! i thought i'd keep it together with my baby teeth, but there was a lot of blood on it so i bleached it in a cup. i put the cup at the side of the kitchen baisin, and my dad happened to be there. i told him not to touch the cup, pebble's tooth is inside.

next thing i knew, half hour later, the cup was in the drainer and the tooth gone.

so i don't know, i'm just feeling real lousy... as if i've lost something... weird huh... don't mind me... it must be the hormones...