ever since my mum got back from hospital, the house has been ridiculously messy. it is at this moment then one realises how much a mother does. she cooks, cleans, washes.. goodness.. she does everything! the husband works, the child studies, everything else is left to the 'lady-of-the-house'. so now that she's handicapped, the next lady in waiting would be me. sigh.. so tired! man, i lvoe to eat, but never cook! you can't imgaine what i've done to the food my fmaily eats. i was so blur that once i cooked rice without water. then i tried to be a dutiful daughter by making barley for mummy. i happened to be doing my math at the same time, and i forgot all about the barley! wah fantastic... thank goodness my hosue has not burned down yet.
my washing machine has gone crazy, i suspect i pressed the wrong button or something... the kitchen is super oily... the hosue is full of dust... argh! there's a pile of clothes waiting to be washed.. soon, i will haev no uniform. sigh... now's my break. i'm waiting for my school shoes to finish soaking. and after i washed some GB t-shirts, my bathroom tiles are like orange and blue! someone like just help me can! ms gan not really of much help. she did offer to send me for 34th's maid training course. -_- she's too kind. i feel like cooking ready made food for tmr liao. feeling a bit hungry now. oh ya, my water pipes burst too. and my air con started leaking, and there's a hole in my floor. all these so CANNOT be because of me. but still, i want my mummy back. i promise to be good, i promise to help her out when she's recovered. my dad's kinda mia.. he's usually in the room busy working. he's going to travel overseas soon, and when he comes back... WHOOSH! another PILE and PILE and PILES PILES PILES of clothes. i'm loving it.... NOT. okay my shoes should be done.. let's see what i can with the clothes... lalala
ps. oh ya, i had better go make amelia's birthday card. i've been procrastinating but tmr's her b'day! sigh.. i must be more focused.. amelia! here i come...
Wednesday, June 29, 2005
Saturday, June 25, 2005
super exciting
yesterday, i couldn't sleep, mind was super active, so i decided to wake up and do the laundry which was like piling up, like a mountain like that. while waiting for the laundry to soak, i read newspapers. i was actually just browsing through, not really focusing which my eyes caught an article on the NDP parade this year. i decided to read it. THEN, i saw.. THE picture! of pearlyn!!!!! i was so excited i started looking around for a magnifying glass to check again to see if she was really pearlyn! pearlyn represented the whole of GB singapore! wahahaha! ms gan said 34th has been receiving a lot of publicity. i was on the webpage of ndp parade 2004, pearlyn on the newspapers and tv, the christmas item and so forth! so fun! haha. pearlyn looked good man! okay shall stop gushing for now, just feel so excited and proud of my dear junior! no, make that juniors! all my ndp juniors who have worked so hard! haha
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
the scary camp
okay like whew! the camp is over! haha, missed my bed and oh i miss my food! i tell you, the camp was weird! haha, actually it was pretty fun too lar, but got quite a few scoldings. okay first of all, we went over to ms gan's place to stay overnight. my girls made me lose my sleep! heard that i went sleep walking in the night. i supposedly walked out of the room and went to sleep on the stairs near the toilet. fine okay.. didn't know that. but anyway, the point is this sunshine, was so mean. she took the bolster all for herself, so raq and me felt so weird, like nothing to hug. then i can't remember who, i think she's juli, she told me at 3AM that it was time to change into uniform. 3AM huh... time to wake up.. yeah right! caused me to be wide awake, in the end, didn't have my full sleep. and don't know what happened, supposed to be sam, sun and me sleep on one mattress, in the end juli come and ka jiao us, and plonk herself next to me.
okay then on to the camp. when we arrived, we were immediately put into our groups. my group was food committee one! haha, food yet again. and all my ndp friends were there! haha... and guess what? almost everyone brought a pot! haha, so i needn't have worried. haha! well anyway, we had to prepare dinner, in the end, we were so lazy to cook we went to cater food. heh. later on we were late for a programme so our punishment was to run up to our dorm (4th level) and down to the canteen again in one minute, PLUS wash up the kitchen area together with utensils. sigh... sad huh. and that was stright after we took a bath. in the end, after all the running and washing, i felt like i had not bathed at all. oh well. for area cleaning, we had to wash the toilet. goodness the toilet was super super so hairy can! as if every girl was balding or something, there was just so much hair. so because i was the smallest and my shoes were the cleanest, i was the one to finish up all the cleaning, so the toilet would be super clean when inspected by ms gan. sigh.. i was practically crawling on my face to pick up all the hair from the drains and stuff. fantastic toilet.
oh yah! then it was drill time! you know, the reason i went into food committee was to avoid drill? haha, then in the end, because i am a drill instuctor, i had to teach drill stage 3! bah. and i wasn't feeling confident at all. i was commanding so fast another officer told me to cool down. embarrassing. in the end thank goodness my partner took over. scary. oh yes, something quite funny also. my group had the most casualties! all pai kar one! one fractured her foot, one banged her foot, another had a lot of blue blacks. oh and another girl had a scratch on her forehead. quite poor thing lar, but everyone was okay =)
oh oh and i must complain. throughout this camp, super sleepy and hungry! cause there was this one dinner, there was not enough food! so it was decided that for my group, 2 girls would share one plate of food. so while my friends took the food, i volunteered to wash the cups. i came back happily with the cups, then don't know what happened, my plate was empty of food. they forgot all about me! sigh, so in the end, i ate two spoonfuls of rice and one duck bone which was like useless. so hungry in the night!!! so nvm. i thought at least i could have a good rest and forget about my stomach. then what happened?! in the middle of the night when i was dreaming of tom yam cup noodles, there was a fire drill. -_- wah, no time to do anything. my group panicked! cause we were late down as we did not hear the whistle (4th floor mah). then i was sleeping on the top bunk, so i jumped down, wore my slippers the wrong way, banged right into the door, flew down the stairs, and then fall-ed in with the rest. my group members were all running, was so scared more would fall down. sigh, but nvm. 15 minutes ltaer we were back in bed sleeping. then when i was dreaming of mash potato, this time, i heard aother whistle again! WAH, my group practically flew to the carpark arh, then very funny arh. we realised... it was not a fire drill. z_z it was the morning call! it was time to wake up. hai yar.. my group members all sleepily went to the toilet to bursh our teeth. goodness, so sleepy can. but all in all, it wasn't too bad a camp lar, cause all of the girls became quite close after that. i hope the all the pbb girls would get the pioneer brigader brooch leh. but must prepare myself if i don't get it. will be super disappointed, but i'm sure we all tried our best at this camp alr arh. just a lack fo food and sleep. hee
well now that i've eaten and slept like a log. i'm HAPPY! haha lalala yi-yi-yi
okay then on to the camp. when we arrived, we were immediately put into our groups. my group was food committee one! haha, food yet again. and all my ndp friends were there! haha... and guess what? almost everyone brought a pot! haha, so i needn't have worried. haha! well anyway, we had to prepare dinner, in the end, we were so lazy to cook we went to cater food. heh. later on we were late for a programme so our punishment was to run up to our dorm (4th level) and down to the canteen again in one minute, PLUS wash up the kitchen area together with utensils. sigh... sad huh. and that was stright after we took a bath. in the end, after all the running and washing, i felt like i had not bathed at all. oh well. for area cleaning, we had to wash the toilet. goodness the toilet was super super so hairy can! as if every girl was balding or something, there was just so much hair. so because i was the smallest and my shoes were the cleanest, i was the one to finish up all the cleaning, so the toilet would be super clean when inspected by ms gan. sigh.. i was practically crawling on my face to pick up all the hair from the drains and stuff. fantastic toilet.
oh yah! then it was drill time! you know, the reason i went into food committee was to avoid drill? haha, then in the end, because i am a drill instuctor, i had to teach drill stage 3! bah. and i wasn't feeling confident at all. i was commanding so fast another officer told me to cool down. embarrassing. in the end thank goodness my partner took over. scary. oh yes, something quite funny also. my group had the most casualties! all pai kar one! one fractured her foot, one banged her foot, another had a lot of blue blacks. oh and another girl had a scratch on her forehead. quite poor thing lar, but everyone was okay =)
oh oh and i must complain. throughout this camp, super sleepy and hungry! cause there was this one dinner, there was not enough food! so it was decided that for my group, 2 girls would share one plate of food. so while my friends took the food, i volunteered to wash the cups. i came back happily with the cups, then don't know what happened, my plate was empty of food. they forgot all about me! sigh, so in the end, i ate two spoonfuls of rice and one duck bone which was like useless. so hungry in the night!!! so nvm. i thought at least i could have a good rest and forget about my stomach. then what happened?! in the middle of the night when i was dreaming of tom yam cup noodles, there was a fire drill. -_- wah, no time to do anything. my group panicked! cause we were late down as we did not hear the whistle (4th floor mah). then i was sleeping on the top bunk, so i jumped down, wore my slippers the wrong way, banged right into the door, flew down the stairs, and then fall-ed in with the rest. my group members were all running, was so scared more would fall down. sigh, but nvm. 15 minutes ltaer we were back in bed sleeping. then when i was dreaming of mash potato, this time, i heard aother whistle again! WAH, my group practically flew to the carpark arh, then very funny arh. we realised... it was not a fire drill. z_z it was the morning call! it was time to wake up. hai yar.. my group members all sleepily went to the toilet to bursh our teeth. goodness, so sleepy can. but all in all, it wasn't too bad a camp lar, cause all of the girls became quite close after that. i hope the all the pbb girls would get the pioneer brigader brooch leh. but must prepare myself if i don't get it. will be super disappointed, but i'm sure we all tried our best at this camp alr arh. just a lack fo food and sleep. hee
well now that i've eaten and slept like a log. i'm HAPPY! haha lalala yi-yi-yi
Friday, June 17, 2005
FINALLY PBB is HERE!
woohoo! okay, today we're going to ms gan's place in siglap... her dog! haha, maybe i'll pass the flu to rover.. better not play with him too much. sigh.. just hung up with juliana.. heard that she was sick too.. there's this ridiculous flu bug going on... juli said i sound sexy... haha.. oh well.. i sound nasal... my nsoe feels like it's going to drop off any moment.. i'm so paranoid i brought 8 packets of tissue paper to camp... there's drill too! i don't feel like doing drill with my nose running like nobody's business.. hope juli's heahaches go away soon. she's in the drill committee some more.. it's mroe tiring to think of drill than food! haha, BTW, i'm in FOOD committee! haha, it's so me actually... but then because of this commitee, now i have to bring pots and pans to camp can! bah...
this ms gan, told me and sam that this is a camp whereby we will be graded on our innovation and initiative. very funny arh, now poor sam has to carry a guitae to camp (worship) and i ahev to bring BIG GIGANTIC pots, pan, knives, choppping board.. etc.. as if my camp bag is not big enough like that. actually, i think i just brought my whole kitchen with me! hee.. i was wondering whether i should bring a wok or not. then i realised something, the camp site may not have a stove! haha... so i wanted to bring mesh tin, BUT i again realised ONE mesh tin cannot cook for A HUNDRED girls. haha so funny. nvm
anyway, will be meeting juli later to buy her camp plate. she doesn't ahve a plate for camp. sigh.. got to meet her at 6.45.. sacrifice my dinner time. nah nvm juli.. since i'm so nice, i'll accompany you. better thank me later. i xin xin ku ku stuff one mroe cup into my bag for you okay! hee.. well will tell you about my camp when i get back! wheeeeeeeee
this ms gan, told me and sam that this is a camp whereby we will be graded on our innovation and initiative. very funny arh, now poor sam has to carry a guitae to camp (worship) and i ahev to bring BIG GIGANTIC pots, pan, knives, choppping board.. etc.. as if my camp bag is not big enough like that. actually, i think i just brought my whole kitchen with me! hee.. i was wondering whether i should bring a wok or not. then i realised something, the camp site may not have a stove! haha... so i wanted to bring mesh tin, BUT i again realised ONE mesh tin cannot cook for A HUNDRED girls. haha so funny. nvm
anyway, will be meeting juli later to buy her camp plate. she doesn't ahve a plate for camp. sigh.. got to meet her at 6.45.. sacrifice my dinner time. nah nvm juli.. since i'm so nice, i'll accompany you. better thank me later. i xin xin ku ku stuff one mroe cup into my bag for you okay! hee.. well will tell you about my camp when i get back! wheeeeeeeee
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
pbb.... AGAIN
i realised something.. i've been getting all my dates wrong... i'm 2 years behnd time.. my calendar is year 2003! bah... this shows how long it's been since i last changed my calendar... sigh... it msut be because i like the gb calendar too much. maybe i should suggest having a GB calendar every year... maybe then i wouldn't make such a blunder of everything. can you imagine how many meetings i missed due to my wrong dates! no wonder my calendar was so empty...
ah well, today we had english remedial... i kinda neglected to talk to angel so she was kind of sad... so sorry... yes, i did say once i've stepped down from council and GB i would spend more time with you. when school reopens i will prove that! haha.. then we'll definitely be simese twins liao. let's see, after that i rushed down to century square to meet sam. i wanted to pass her her birthday present, and together we went to buy jami and extra something for her birthday. the most fascinating thing was that we saw jami in the shop! and since we were buying her birthday present, we tried to hide under this glass thing. but i knew it! she was just too blind and deaf.. AND blur to notice anything. the best thing is later, she told me how bright i looked as my t-shirt was this luminous yellow colour. sam and i were like dotting ourselves away...
when i came home, i WAS planning to study, but again got caught by GB. we have to do this advertisement on 34th. sigh... we had this conference call through sun's phone... there were in total 6 of us. raq, aud, juli, sam, sun and me! lalala, we kept drifting from the topic... goodness... now we have to think of a story line for our drama for tonight's 2nd conference at 10pm.. so many things to do.. beginning to become a bit blur all over again. i made this new holiday resolution (june holidays), not to be blur for at least a week. after this conference arh, i totally broke my resolution. i just got put through only this aud started saying huh. once she says huh, that's it. everyone started saying huh. for 10 whole minutes! nvm. we're somehow always like that, but we also always somehow manage to finish things and do them to our best ability. =)
ah well, today we had english remedial... i kinda neglected to talk to angel so she was kind of sad... so sorry... yes, i did say once i've stepped down from council and GB i would spend more time with you. when school reopens i will prove that! haha.. then we'll definitely be simese twins liao. let's see, after that i rushed down to century square to meet sam. i wanted to pass her her birthday present, and together we went to buy jami and extra something for her birthday. the most fascinating thing was that we saw jami in the shop! and since we were buying her birthday present, we tried to hide under this glass thing. but i knew it! she was just too blind and deaf.. AND blur to notice anything. the best thing is later, she told me how bright i looked as my t-shirt was this luminous yellow colour. sam and i were like dotting ourselves away...
when i came home, i WAS planning to study, but again got caught by GB. we have to do this advertisement on 34th. sigh...
Monday, June 13, 2005
pbb camp
oh i forgot just now! pbb camp is coming sooon! wheeeee.. haha, but it's kinda scary... cause it's as if we're being graded in order to earn that brooch... we're going to stay overnight in ms gan's house for a while! haha, so i can play with her dog, Rover! wheeeeeeee so fun.. haha... it's GIANT dog.. but extremely friendly.. lalala... i wanna get a dog... but i still miss my rabbit... everytime i see it's photo at my bed side.. feel like crying.. i want to hug it! it was like a fluffy furball! so warm and squishy.. haha...
science camp
sigh.. i've been going back to school everyday for the past one week.. one whole of science! (oh, i got tues off due to bio.. hee) experiment after experiment after experiment, all of which are so fraustrating... but physics was more fun.. jsut sit on the chair and time... haha, extremely slacking.. BUT the second physics experiment super tiring! the silly retort stand SUPER high, but nvm. can clim onto the chair and table. but angel was dying... haha. we were partners for this experiment whereby accuracy was of the utmost importance. so i adjusted the retort stand while she held the ruler to see the correct values... then we switched.. haha, quite funny. we were one of the slower ones to get our accurate reading. the retort stand didn't like us i think.
oh and during chemistry...! haha, angel... what did she do arh? i think she drop something and her expression was very funny, but the best part was she was so irritated with the bunsen burner cause it wouldn't start! but guess what, she turned on the wrong bunsen burner.. she turned on mine! haha, i was so busy laughing i spilled potassium manganate on my school shirt. now i have two beautiful PURPLE and BROWN dots on my WHITE shirt! sigh...
ah yes, and on thurs.. we were eating at macdonalds.. kim was going crazy over her tempura thing. and i don't know what happened to my cheeseburger, it was like so small, i was FINALLY the FIRST person to finish eating. muahaha! okay haha, anyway, the point is that angel took like two whole videos of me while i'm congratulating myself on beating my score on the snake game thing. and like goodness, angel use her leg to tickle mine (violation you know), and kim threw an ice down my shirt... bah... NVM! some people are just still child-like. haha =)
oh ya, and we also had fun playing the finger game AGAIN. maggie was jsut stoning, angel was winning VERY WELL, i was just losing VERY WELL also, and kim was like, blur? but ah well, we were bored people!
i've run out of stuff to say...
oh and during chemistry...! haha, angel... what did she do arh? i think she drop something and her expression was very funny, but the best part was she was so irritated with the bunsen burner cause it wouldn't start! but guess what, she turned on the wrong bunsen burner.. she turned on mine! haha, i was so busy laughing i spilled potassium manganate on my school shirt. now i have two beautiful PURPLE and BROWN dots on my WHITE shirt! sigh...
ah yes, and on thurs.. we were eating at macdonalds.. kim was going crazy over her tempura thing. and i don't know what happened to my cheeseburger, it was like so small, i was FINALLY the FIRST person to finish eating. muahaha! okay haha, anyway, the point is that angel took like two whole videos of me while i'm congratulating myself on beating my score on the snake game thing. and like goodness, angel use her leg to tickle mine (violation you know), and kim threw an ice down my shirt... bah... NVM! some people are just still child-like. haha =)
oh ya, and we also had fun playing the finger game AGAIN. maggie was jsut stoning, angel was winning VERY WELL, i was just losing VERY WELL also, and kim was like, blur? but ah well, we were bored people!
i've run out of stuff to say...
Saturday, June 04, 2005
chinese o levels
ARGH! chinese o levels! sigh... i don't think i have the energy to retake it at the end of the year.. if i pass this one, it's enough for me... i tried.. i really did... i was okay with the compo actually, but now i'm worrying. i wrote 1000 over characters can! the mimimum number was only 300 plus, and i used to write around 320 characters only. now goodness.... now i'm afraid i may have written out of the topic... and the paper itself was so super difficult, almost cried when i saw the han yu pin yin part. i didn't know any! and once, i prided myself on learning a new word that i thought i would never forget. this word.. TUI JIAN (recommend). i even remembered it's meaning, dangit! but i couldn't remember how to write jian! up til now, i still cannot remember but i don't want to look it up. i'll lose it. i also didn't know the sentence construction part. sigh... bah.. the compre also nonsense.. i cut and paste, lifted everything until i didn't know what i was lifting... sigh.. bummer... boomerang... bananas... bombastic... don't know what i'm talking about now...
oh yah! and i went for my dental appointment yesterday... had to get a new retainer cause i accidentally threw mine into the dustbin after eating.. now the new one is so weird... so icky.. taste like rubber.. hate wearing it.. since it's new.. the dentist instructed me to wear it AT ALL TIMES except when eating... and it's super super super painful!
and ah eys, jemima and i trooped over to bhavna's house yesterday. me, to pass bhavna my holiday assignment to photocopy and jemima, ot use bhavna's com. and i wanted to pass jemima a file i bought for her too. have you seen her old one? goodness, it's taped up everywhere and there's this GAPING GIANTANTIC hole at the side. couldn't stand it so i got her a new one. oh and jemima was so sweet! she wrote me a postcard... ahhhhhhhh! thank you! =)
oh oh, and one last thing, i called yvonne up for the care share friend thing (GB activity), i didn't know what to say to her! and she kept laughing.. totally not helping... oh oh! and zhi yin is my care share friend! haha, she told me her "friend" was a councillor in sec 4.. i thought she was referring to audrey! haha, surprised me she did... oh well.. that's about it i guess..
okay FINALLY... the council games day is finally going through! again, i have to say this, after SEVEN months of planning and eating carrot cake and typing and thinking and arguing and laughing and taking pictures and sleeping and grumbling and recording AND evaluating, it's going to happen! BUT i will not be involved... fasntastic ain't it? sigh... i give up... sometimes one cna work and work and work and don't see results... similar to one's studies... bah... nvm... just keep going... just keep going... just keep going going going... yeha!
oh yah! and i went for my dental appointment yesterday... had to get a new retainer cause i accidentally threw mine into the dustbin after eating.. now the new one is so weird... so icky.. taste like rubber.. hate wearing it.. since it's new.. the dentist instructed me to wear it AT ALL TIMES except when eating... and it's super super super painful!
and ah eys, jemima and i trooped over to bhavna's house yesterday. me, to pass bhavna my holiday assignment to photocopy and jemima, ot use bhavna's com. and i wanted to pass jemima a file i bought for her too. have you seen her old one? goodness, it's taped up everywhere and there's this GAPING GIANTANTIC hole at the side. couldn't stand it so i got her a new one. oh and jemima was so sweet! she wrote me a postcard... ahhhhhhhh! thank you! =)
oh oh, and one last thing, i called yvonne up for the care share friend thing (GB activity), i didn't know what to say to her! and she kept laughing.. totally not helping... oh oh! and zhi yin is my care share friend! haha, she told me her "friend" was a councillor in sec 4.. i thought she was referring to audrey! haha, surprised me she did... oh well.. that's about it i guess..
okay FINALLY... the council games day is finally going through! again, i have to say this, after SEVEN months of planning and eating carrot cake and typing and thinking and arguing and laughing and taking pictures and sleeping and grumbling and recording AND evaluating, it's going to happen! BUT i will not be involved... fasntastic ain't it? sigh... i give up... sometimes one cna work and work and work and don't see results... similar to one's studies... bah... nvm... just keep going... just keep going... just keep going going going... yeha!
Friday, May 27, 2005
hmmm
argh today during maths, shiping amos and i kept arguing... why do people like man u and liverpool? i dont know.. arsenal and real madrid are better ain't they? hmm.. but everyone agreed liverpool's the worst.. hmm...
today i was like zombie like that! shoot lar.. woke up like 7.05 today.. latest i've ever woken up... don't know what's wrong with me.. pris agrees too.. like the more we sleep, the more tired we are.. don't know what's going on.. finally i am so tired.. i cannot even open my eyes. good night! i've done my english holiday compo liao.. i am so going to bed! maybe tmr i'll get kenneth to explain to me the chinese compo thing.. and btw, chinese o levels is on monday! lalala.. HOW?! fine, feeling a bit grumpy... i'm sick! what if i cannot do my chinese well. i just realised my answer to that is to sleep NOW. don't like.. fed up... sgh.. feel so sad all of a sudden.. this year i don't feel like myself... not as carefree as before... i should study or go to sleep now. okay i'm officially off the com til tues! that's my goal and aim and vision and mission.......................
today i was like zombie like that! shoot lar.. woke up like 7.05 today.. latest i've ever woken up... don't know what's wrong with me.. pris agrees too.. like the more we sleep, the more tired we are.. don't know what's going on.. finally i am so tired.. i cannot even open my eyes. good night! i've done my english holiday compo liao.. i am so going to bed! maybe tmr i'll get kenneth to explain to me the chinese compo thing.. and btw, chinese o levels is on monday! lalala.. HOW?! fine, feeling a bit grumpy... i'm sick! what if i cannot do my chinese well. i just realised my answer to that is to sleep NOW. don't like.. fed up... sgh.. feel so sad all of a sudden.. this year i don't feel like myself... not as carefree as before... i should study or go to sleep now. okay i'm officially off the com til tues! that's my goal and aim and vision and mission.......................
Thursday, May 26, 2005
dedicated to juli ong!
hey i am super proud of my juliana ong chao ying! the commander of 34th's contingent for inter ug...! wah, speechless... she was so smart can! her uniform, her hair, her boots, her posture, her voice.. her commanding... haha, voice didn't crack. not bad! haha... woohoo! goodness.. i just love GB! they worked super hard can! every time i see them wah super proud! goodness.. raq also.. see her as the right marker wah fantastic! super cool! cannot stop gushing about my girls! lalala.. you go juli! great job in training the girls and all... love you man! =)
council outing
okay like finally!!! council outing ended yesterday. i think the councillors had quite a lot of fun lar arh. well that was great! but it seemed we did so much work for nothing since groupings were not carried out, and so few people came. AND the certificates were like... argh nvm!
anyway, i'd like to officially thank nicholas, shawn, ben and carol! you guys made my day! i was feeling so tired and sick that day, but you all went around doing practically everything! nicholas, for buying that food thing for all of us (roti boy btw, not roti john! ) shawn for giving out the certificates and acting as emcee, ben for calculating until siao, and for making me laugh so much. you sjtu have that question mark face mixed with exclaimation marks everywhere. carol, for sharing with me green tea! haha, hope you like that lime green star i gave you. shine like the star you are! haha... (excuse my habit of writing as if i'm telling you all this directly)
hmm.. and ALSO, i finally managed to finish all the discipline updating! goodness.. nearly went crazy with all the stuff all mixed up! argh! well good luck pris, with all those disciplinary stuff.. haha! okay i'm feeling mean...
anyway as i was saying.. the council thing was quite a success lar, but i feel weird in council really. don't belong. like the sec 3s are one batch, and because i don't know... the sec 4s are NOT a batch. so i'm like neither here nor there. weird! but nvm. will nto dwell on it. it's wastes my brain power only.
okay realised how messy i am. i ahve so many windows open on my com, and i'm doing so many thigns at the same time that i forgot what i wanted to say earlier about the council outing, and i don't have the energy to rethink again. and now i jsut remembered. i wanted to talk about the turkey.
yes, anyway, i learnt something new today. a turkey is 3 consecutive strikes i think. yup. joseph is a turkey. or rather he got a turkey. yup not bad eh? yup. okay i'm done. just wanted to share my knowledge of a "turkey". see ya! =)
anyway, i'd like to officially thank nicholas, shawn, ben and carol! you guys made my day! i was feeling so tired and sick that day, but you all went around doing practically everything! nicholas, for buying that food thing for all of us (roti boy btw, not roti john! ) shawn for giving out the certificates and acting as emcee, ben for calculating until siao, and for making me laugh so much. you sjtu have that question mark face mixed with exclaimation marks everywhere. carol, for sharing with me green tea! haha, hope you like that lime green star i gave you. shine like the star you are! haha... (excuse my habit of writing as if i'm telling you all this directly)
hmm.. and ALSO, i finally managed to finish all the discipline updating! goodness.. nearly went crazy with all the stuff all mixed up! argh! well good luck pris, with all those disciplinary stuff.. haha! okay i'm feeling mean...
anyway as i was saying.. the council thing was quite a success lar, but i feel weird in council really. don't belong. like the sec 3s are one batch, and because i don't know... the sec 4s are NOT a batch. so i'm like neither here nor there. weird! but nvm. will nto dwell on it. it's wastes my brain power only.
okay realised how messy i am. i ahve so many windows open on my com, and i'm doing so many thigns at the same time that i forgot what i wanted to say earlier about the council outing, and i don't have the energy to rethink again. and now i jsut remembered. i wanted to talk about the turkey.
yes, anyway, i learnt something new today. a turkey is 3 consecutive strikes i think. yup. joseph is a turkey. or rather he got a turkey. yup not bad eh? yup. okay i'm done. just wanted to share my knowledge of a "turkey". see ya! =)
inter ug drill com
YIPEE! today was the inter ug drill com! and guess what? uh huh! GB was the second runner up! lalalala... haha, well, finally, the planning committee can come to a rest. i went home with pearlyn today.. had a nice talk with her. i wasn't really satisfied with the planning though. personally, i agreed with mr chiang. the planning was fine, but it's the consistency of tasks done and the overall committee i'm not happy with.
even though this is our first time planning this giant event, but basic things such as updating each other, and finishing tasks delegated to us on time should be done well. personally, i felt ultra stupid today. i THOUGHT i was sure of everything on my part, then after that so many changed was made, until i became blur, then had to keep referring back pearlyn and audrey who suddenly knew everything, it was scary. especially the part about the ushering. goodness, majoy hoohah over that. miscommunication. pearlyn told me on the last meeting that ushers are to bring contingents back to holding area, but today BY CHANCE i found out that they were supposed to be in canteen. AND THEN, suddenly i was informed, or rather scolded that contingents are supposed to be ready THE MINUTE contingent before has marched out. goodness....ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, oh this one best arh. the timing of the whole drill com was pushed back.. due to some unforseen circumstances, then i kept asking when my ushers and emcees had to report. i was told to wait. then a few minutes later, kena scolded on why emcees and ushers are not at their places.
AND i was super fed up with ushers today, but after that i felt bad cause maybe they were as blur as i was and i did not inform them properly. but i explain the reason first. okay, duties of ushers were to yes, usher contingent to destinations, but it was ALSO to keep contingents quiet. but they seemed more intent on watching the drill. i guess so lar, but it's not really helping lar, cause again got scolded cause drill participants were so noisy. hai ya, i don't want to be angry at others if it's my fault, so is it? oh my, there i go thinking again. sometimes, i think 'i'm becoming more negative, and my brain is not helping by thinking so much.
i'm tired. i don't feel like talking anymore. nor do i want to complain. feeling grumpy. now it's 7.40. i gotta meet jemima and bhavna at 8.30 for a jog.. haha... anyone care to join? =)
oh ya, today was also the day i went broke. i kept fretting over whether everyone had eaten and drank water. haha, feel like a mother hen (talking about mother hen, tell you about this turkey thing later in my next post). then alamak i went broke! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh had to pay for everyone's lunch and drinks. fantastic... nvm. they did me proud anyway. not bad liao lar, sec 1s had to cheong for this drill com. i salute you guys! =)
and oh yes, must thank planning committee. we worked hard and received like superbly a huge number of scoldings right? nvm, it's OVER! and i wanted to say i almsot cried when sarah hugged me! it's super touching... like i don't know.. feel like i've touched someone's life! like i'm appreciated... sarah cheong! i love you! haha... touching lvies ans saving nations.. i'll start from there! =) anyway, pearlyn and sarah, you guys did a wonderful job! whew, we ran all voer the carpark doign thigns right? and can tell both of you stressed, cause your hair messy.. haha (sounds like jami). and audrey! we'll jia you for o levels! argh, my chinese is in 5 days time! then arh, after that we all cheong for GB yeah? this should be our last activity.. whew! we're done! =)
even though this is our first time planning this giant event, but basic things such as updating each other, and finishing tasks delegated to us on time should be done well. personally, i felt ultra stupid today. i THOUGHT i was sure of everything on my part, then after that so many changed was made, until i became blur, then had to keep referring back pearlyn and audrey who suddenly knew everything, it was scary. especially the part about the ushering. goodness, majoy hoohah over that. miscommunication. pearlyn told me on the last meeting that ushers are to bring contingents back to holding area, but today BY CHANCE i found out that they were supposed to be in canteen. AND THEN, suddenly i was informed, or rather scolded that contingents are supposed to be ready THE MINUTE contingent before has marched out. goodness....ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, oh this one best arh. the timing of the whole drill com was pushed back.. due to some unforseen circumstances, then i kept asking when my ushers and emcees had to report. i was told to wait. then a few minutes later, kena scolded on why emcees and ushers are not at their places.
AND i was super fed up with ushers today, but after that i felt bad cause maybe they were as blur as i was and i did not inform them properly. but i explain the reason first. okay, duties of ushers were to yes, usher contingent to destinations, but it was ALSO to keep contingents quiet. but they seemed more intent on watching the drill. i guess so lar, but it's not really helping lar, cause again got scolded cause drill participants were so noisy. hai ya, i don't want to be angry at others if it's my fault, so is it? oh my, there i go thinking again. sometimes, i think 'i'm becoming more negative, and my brain is not helping by thinking so much.
i'm tired. i don't feel like talking anymore. nor do i want to complain. feeling grumpy. now it's 7.40. i gotta meet jemima and bhavna at 8.30 for a jog.. haha... anyone care to join? =)
oh ya, today was also the day i went broke. i kept fretting over whether everyone had eaten and drank water. haha, feel like a mother hen (talking about mother hen, tell you about this turkey thing later in my next post). then alamak i went broke! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh had to pay for everyone's lunch and drinks. fantastic... nvm. they did me proud anyway. not bad liao lar, sec 1s had to cheong for this drill com. i salute you guys! =)
and oh yes, must thank planning committee. we worked hard and received like superbly a huge number of scoldings right? nvm, it's OVER! and i wanted to say i almsot cried when sarah hugged me! it's super touching... like i don't know.. feel like i've touched someone's life! like i'm appreciated... sarah cheong! i love you! haha... touching lvies ans saving nations.. i'll start from there! =) anyway, pearlyn and sarah, you guys did a wonderful job! whew, we ran all voer the carpark doign thigns right? and can tell both of you stressed, cause your hair messy.. haha (sounds like jami). and audrey! we'll jia you for o levels! argh, my chinese is in 5 days time! then arh, after that we all cheong for GB yeah? this should be our last activity.. whew! we're done! =)
Tuesday, May 24, 2005
opps
heh, i forgot to add one thing last night. the GB girls went for the hike on saturday! sniff... sam and me are so super sad.. ms gan actually gave us the consent form, but we felt we should not go as our parents would prefer us to stay home.. saddd... but nvm. zhi yin told me the walk was super tiring.. haha... heard they walked for over 11km.. heh...but they took some pictures.. maybe i'll go and harrass ms gan for them.. haha =)
okay sam! we'll organise a similar outing for raq, sun, aud, juli and us to go k? oh ya, not forgetting jami..! haha, she couldn't go either right? nvm.. we'll go after o levels! lalalala
okay sam! we'll organise a similar outing for raq, sun, aud, juli and us to go k? oh ya, not forgetting jami..! haha, she couldn't go either right? nvm.. we'll go after o levels! lalalala
lalala
oh this is fun! lalalala...
left to right: wei Lian! haha angel... there you are amelia! and well, some creepy crawly thing.. nvm about that.. not the point
this was hmm... taken right after cca council outing right amelia? that lunch thing mr chiang treated us too... haha.. we were like running up and down the whole of tampines mall trying to hide here and there... we are busy people of society... =)
amelia!
amelia amelia! finally after 2 gruelling hours last night and 2 more today, i've managed to fang ni de lian here... okay.. felt like using some weird chinese... =) have fun!
Monday, May 23, 2005
yi-yi-yi
i'm feeling blur again... whenever i talk to germaine.. i feel extremely awake and normal... but after that, start feeling blur.. i think we talk too intellectually liao.. haha.. nah, just like teasing her... feeling a bit weird... i FAILED MY HUMANITIES! you know? they should have offered us pure lit! this is tiring... i cannot stand COMBINE humanities... i was like hoping and hoping that i could score an a1 for humans to cover my other subjects... then i was super happiyyyyyyyyyyy yi-yi-yi-yi-yi when i got A2 for lit... how i know my ss so cute one.. 13/50.. so cool... i failed social studies.. hahahahahaha! sigh... i feel so sarcastic now... i want angel...
oh YA! can you believe it? i PASSED CHINESE! hahahahahahahahaha.. this time it's for real... bhavna and i were going seriously senile... laughing over our 6 points for mother tongue.. hahahaha! i passed! congratulate me... i'm not chinese bbbbbbbbbbb standard! sarah you were right! haha.. we and our chinese bbbbb.. nonsense...
btw, i just realised amelia is alive and kicking.. guess what.. she TALKED to me!!!!!!!!!!1 isn't that cool.... she's BACK!!!!!!!!!!
oh YA! can you believe it? i PASSED CHINESE! hahahahahahahahaha.. this time it's for real... bhavna and i were going seriously senile... laughing over our 6 points for mother tongue.. hahahaha! i passed! congratulate me... i'm not chinese bbbbbbbbbbb standard! sarah you were right! haha.. we and our chinese bbbbb.. nonsense...
btw, i just realised amelia is alive and kicking.. guess what.. she TALKED to me!!!!!!!!!!1 isn't that cool.... she's BACK!!!!!!!!!!
Saturday, May 21, 2005
stressed, depressed, opressed
untahantable.. distahantable... buay tahan....
today kena scolded until wow! yi zhi bei ren ma bah..... sigh...
inter ug - mr chiang
bowling outing - mr kwok
duties - mr tay
GB - ms lum
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH... today wrong day very wrong day.. daddy shouldn't have gone to see ms lum about gb! i am being stereo-typeddddddd! wahhhhhhhhhhhhh wrong day.. very wrong day
oh ya, today i walked home with jemima too, we had a nice long talk.. and did you know how fascnating her file is? it's like, there's a GIANT hole at the side, and i mean GIANT can... and the sides are like taped up until don't know what.. and she says she's too lazy to buy one.. NVM jemima! i'll get you a new one.. i also cannot tahan your file....
and ALSO, today my girls found this fella's wallet, what's his name? ronald i think.. yup... now i don't know what to do with it.. made me panic only... hmmm... oh well, that's the end of my day....
today kena scolded until wow! yi zhi bei ren ma bah..... sigh...
inter ug - mr chiang
bowling outing - mr kwok
duties - mr tay
GB - ms lum
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH... today wrong day very wrong day.. daddy shouldn't have gone to see ms lum about gb! i am being stereo-typeddddddd! wahhhhhhhhhhhhh wrong day.. very wrong day
oh ya, today i walked home with jemima too, we had a nice long talk.. and did you know how fascnating her file is? it's like, there's a GIANT hole at the side, and i mean GIANT can... and the sides are like taped up until don't know what.. and she says she's too lazy to buy one.. NVM jemima! i'll get you a new one.. i also cannot tahan your file....
and ALSO, today my girls found this fella's wallet, what's his name? ronald i think.. yup... now i don't know what to do with it.. made me panic only... hmmm... oh well, that's the end of my day....
Saturday, May 14, 2005
inter ug
okay today's meeting was i don't know the worst ever. i don't understand my role. i'm supposed to be in charge of pa crew, councillors, and emcees, but the one briefing them is i don't even know. oh my goodness, my brain is mumo jumbo up. this is tough. it's really tough. i don't know. feel lousy. today kinda wasted everyone's time. i mean, yeah, i understand what they're feeling too. they came down to school for nothing in that sense. but is it that difficult to understand? we are trying. we're all school mates. help each other out a little. is that too much to ask? or is the society that cruel? i feel like i'm in the working world and everyone is against me. or am i thinking too much about me and not about them? i hate thinking...
i wonder how's pris. it's hard for her, for pearlyn, for debbie perhaps? what's wrong with everyone? why is it not working out all of a sudden? life was good, in sec 1, sec 2, sec 3... is this year weird or what? like super emotional or sensitive or something? i'm thinking everyone's under pressure. the sec 3s mostly. perhaps it's a turning point for them? see if they can work under pressure? feel helpless sometimes. i see me in them, the sadder part, the raging part, yet i see their sweet side. they've got really beautiful personalities, but they don't have the time to show it.
oh dear, Lord, just give them to strength to carry on. don't let them fall.
i wonder how's pris. it's hard for her, for pearlyn, for debbie perhaps? what's wrong with everyone? why is it not working out all of a sudden? life was good, in sec 1, sec 2, sec 3... is this year weird or what? like super emotional or sensitive or something? i'm thinking everyone's under pressure. the sec 3s mostly. perhaps it's a turning point for them? see if they can work under pressure? feel helpless sometimes. i see me in them, the sadder part, the raging part, yet i see their sweet side. they've got really beautiful personalities, but they don't have the time to show it.
oh dear, Lord, just give them to strength to carry on. don't let them fall.
Monday, May 09, 2005
lift experience
sigh... just the other day... i was going up and down the lift.. thanks to angel... i tell you arh... she is mean okay!
she told me, DO NOT PRESS THE BUTTONS EVEN IF THE LIFT DOORS CLOSE. i REPEAT, do NOT press ANY buttons!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so well i followed her... and then super smart.. how i know she HELPED me press the button to first floor liao... her finger very itchy... haha... cute angel though....
anyway, after that heard she went on some peanut pancake eating spree... without me, and NEARLY conned a classmate to buy her food... okay now i'm mean... oh well...
okay anyone up for some tom yam noodle? feeling a bit hungry liao... bye!
she told me, DO NOT PRESS THE BUTTONS EVEN IF THE LIFT DOORS CLOSE. i REPEAT, do NOT press ANY buttons!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so well i followed her... and then super smart.. how i know she HELPED me press the button to first floor liao... her finger very itchy... haha... cute angel though....
anyway, after that heard she went on some peanut pancake eating spree... without me, and NEARLY conned a classmate to buy her food... okay now i'm mean... oh well...
okay anyone up for some tom yam noodle? feeling a bit hungry liao... bye!
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