english as an A level subject?

i had a talk with mdm norhani today, and i was wondering if i'm actually competent enough to study english as an A level subject. it's literature really, but they call it english. funny.. anyway i became nervous when i heard that the students actually do ONE book a WEEK. i mean like, well! i guess i can read a book in a week and complete all my notes lar, but that's if i do ONLY literature? what about my other subjects? my brain will just go haywire and i'll get myopia or something. argh! and i don't like the idea of studying shakespeare... it's in old english for goodness sake.. all those thee thou art etc. "

"o romeo romeo wherefore art thou romeo? deny thy father, and refuse they name; or, if thou wilt not, be but sworm my love, and i'll no longer be a capulet"

or is it catapult? nvm

anyway, mrs. koh's explanation went something like that.

"why are you romeo?" (note: it's not where are you romeo)
and the deny part onwards is basically how juliet wants romeo to disown his family. she herself will give up her own name just to be with him. some love tragedy thing but my point is, it's so complicating!

"it is too rash, too unadvised, too sudden; Too like the lightning, which doth cease to be. Ere one can say it lightens. sweet, goodnight! This bud of love, by summer's ripening breath, may prove a beauteous flower when next we meet"

and what about the stanza above? these are the only two quotes i actually memorised from the book. i hardly understand a word they're saying... but i seem to be more of an artsy person than sciency leh... anyone knows ANYTHING about the english course? fwah... should i even take it? i don't think i'm up for anything to do with science and math!

heelp!!

s'pore's rainy season

sigh... this is horrible season of the year... the Os are ever so near, and it's so cold! everyone's getting sick. it starts with the sore throat, the dry cough, and then the fever comes up, and of course right after that it's the running nose. used up like how many boxes of tissue paper already... sound nasal... haha husky... like that dog "husky"... nvm, out of point.

anyway i'm actually sending out a mail to my physics teacher now to request for some physics consultation since he kindly ignored my second sms. he's not free on sat... so i asked for monday but i guess he's real busy at home. ah well, he said he checks his mail everyday so i hope he tells me soon so i may plan my schedule. i want to control my schedule, and not to be controlled by events instead. cool eh? i woke up one morning and realised that i'm quite philosphical. =)

okay i'm off to do some major muggeration (pris's vocab) now. tmr's the combine practical so all the best to everyone taking it! after tmr it's over yeah so tahan for a few more hours! =) i'm free tmr so i decided since i drank so much tea for dinner, (it was so diluted right elisa? practically like H2O, no tea at all. btw, if it's diluted, it will take a slower time to react right? so the speed of reaction is slower. ha! chemistry... see? i'm learning! ) so yup, as tea works wonders for me, i just can't sleep with tea in my head, thus i shall study like a studatic, a lunatic basically. sigh okay see ya =)

hmmm...

my class! =)

12th october

okay i've been having enrichment lessons from 7am-9pm. physics was a blast today! learnt lots of things, haha, and had loads of fun in the HOD room.

angel: 4-D eh? hope we stirke! haha... sigh, too bad the probability is so low. haha...

amos: square centimetres? cubis metres? squares of cubes? cuboids of squared sqaure cuboids? haha had a great laugh in there eh?

anyway, it's just too bad i can't eleborate on it cause i may unintentionally "flame"or slam teachers. i doubt i would, but a precaution nonetheless due to the news about blogs and teachers right? but it was fun, really... realised that teachers can loosen up a lot, but we have to be careful not to cross the line too. =)

sigh, anyway i realised something. the many student couples we see around... they're so happy sometimes right? but you can see the pain and quarrels theu go through too... it's sad sometimes, but somehow things always turn out okay right? so never fear, God is here! did my QT today and prayed for the O levels. hee anyway i had better go to bed now. tomorrow's my graduation ceremony! haha night people! =)

busy busy bumble bee!

as the title obviously shows, tomorrow is gonna be a real busy day! oh gosh i think i'm goign into la la land the minute i reach home. i'll be spending mroe time in school than at home tomorrow! sigh i fell tired already! haha

i'm supposed to be in school by 7.15, attend assembly, and have class at 7.45AM! mind you ti's not school, it's an enrichment lesson with mr rashidi and mates. the small problem is angel and i don't really have questions to ask him, so well, we'll just sit in and listen to the rest! =) perhaps we could learn something too! =) oh after that, it's lunch time! hee angel adn i are gonna have a NICE lunch. after how many months we're actually goign to sit down and eat! we don't have to stuff our faces and rush up the stairs with bags hammering at our hands and legs, or bang into walls, tripping over shoes laces and stuff like we used to during school hours! haha quite excited actually... funny eh... well after that's physics with mr yap. we're gonna ask him a few questions... okay so it's A LOT of questions, but we're probably complete a few only cause our physics ain't too strong. actually our sciences are horrible but ah nvm. i'm more of an artistic person. yeah right... okay i'm more of an arts person. the kind who dreams and writes and ya da ya da na da... yeah that kind. okay my physics ends at 2pm, then angel and i are off yet again to literature lesson! this time mr rashidi's gonna go through unseen poetry! haha i'm never quite good with that but somehow i always land up choosing poems over prose even though i hate poems. maybe i'm weird. ah yes, lit ends at 5pm, and finally i get to go home! HOME! back to my mummy and daddy and spider named charlotte (inspiration from jolene's literature text - charlotte's web)! haha, okay, so i caught this spider and am rearing it. (nothing to do with dengue fever okay?) exciting isn't it? i have a pet again! though not a mammel, but a pet nonetheless =) oh anyway, i'm going to meet elisa for dinner! haha yay! now's my turn to feel so loved. i get to spend some time with angel, then elisa! haha, i was deprived of my love for quite a few months. you see, for our csf thing, no one loved louie! yvonne and zhi yin didn't call me for about 4 months straight! (it's recorded in my notebook heh) so anyway, i'm getting my love back! haha nah, i'm being my nonsense self again. ah yes, the reason i'm meeting elisa is so that i cna accompany her in school since mr ng requested for her to help out with the night classes thing. ahha might as well right, then i get to ask her questions too if i'm unsure, which would be most of the time. (LOISA! where's your confidence man!) we end at 9pm. long day huh. i would have spent at least 12 hours in school in one whole day after tomorrow! world record, falling short of camps in school! haha

okay okay, i had better pack up everything and start studying now... bye people! =)

prelim results

mrs. koh came back to school yesterday! haha, kinda nice. missed her when there was a change of teachers. mr. wee was scary today. asked me about my total score or points. sigh... below 20? i wish... anyway on to my results. great!! i improved for my humanities! =) and ONLY my humanities mind you. sigh, my pride and joy is only in my humanities. but i'm still not happy! i felt i did really well for my lit, but my dear ss again, my SS hai yo! want to slaughter myself. brought me down to a B, and missing a mark to A can!!! ahhhhhhhhhh well my sciences are like flop. bleh. i'm going to SOMEHOW pull them up. i believe i still can do it. i have to. now math... hmmm.. i think i can do it too. i'm banking on my math too. didn't do TOO badly but not up to my expectations. chinese... improved a LITTLE, like 2 marks? but i'm afraid if i do too much chinese, my english will go down. it's gone down this time, and i scared myself. i got a darn b can. not happy. cause english is one of the few subjects which can hopefully cover up for my dear chinese and sciences which at the moment, are atrscious. at the moment only. =) okay, i've decided. no more computers for me. it's bad. it doesn't really help blogging anyway. didn't improve my english did it? maybe cause i didn't try to speak good english out here but ai yar. anyway seriously, it doesn't help anything. so... if anyone had anything to important to say, pls don't feel free to call or email. but do feel free to tell me in my face cause that's the only way to get anything through me now i guess. my mom and dad seemed pretty okay with my results, they said i have to pull up my sciences but good job for my Bs.. at least not Cs or something. but then, i made one grave mistake. that was calling sam to tell her that our mission trip but the day after our supposed prom night so i might not go. then wah, my dad's face turned a black precipitate colour. wah he wasn't happy anymore. i was actually preparing to finish up a math paper i did yesterday but fell asleep. but now he doesn't seem to be happy with my doing of math. he wants me to do science. but the problem is, i do math in the night. and i do science in the afternoon. somehow it works better but okay. i'll try to turn things the other way around to make him happy. like i said, no mroe computers, no more phone calls that last over a minute, if i can even pick them up. oh ya, and i'll try not to touch my handphone too. shall keep it off for as long as possible so my hands will not be itchy when i receive a call or sms. sigh, i feel like kingshaw. trapped. but that's the way it is. come on, ti's one mroe month to O levels only. can make it! ONE MONTH! can't wait. okay this shall be the end of louie's happy life. good bye... sniff... okay being dramatic yet again.....................i'm depressed, stressed, supressed, opressed, whatever press.. press starts sigh. okay off to my study table. c ya =)

ps. happy birthday yesterday germaine! =)

1st October

happy children's day! haha, okay funny way to start but heh... it's just too bad youths don't get a holiday too and it's REALLY abd that instead, the Os are COMING!!!!! haha like angel said, "bang wall also no difference", or for my case, tearing tissue paper. =D sigh... the rest of the school's finals are on monday, sigh all the best yeah? it's jsut as stressful here haha as i'll be getting back THE RESULTS. AHHHHHHHHH...... panic attack here! haha, realised something. i tend to put "haha" for the sake of it. doesn't it make one feel better, it's as if you're telling yourself "no worries, God is behind you... HAHAHAHA!" does that make sense?

anyway began to feel really lonely after i hung up with angel. it was such a surprise. we've all been... isolated... after the exams. all our papers are different (bio, a math, chinese, chem, physics) sigh... was at home studying while mum was out (dad was overseas), when angel called!!! haha she was at the interchange or something. of course we just had to go crazy. haha psst, read her blog! i just love her latest post, erm basically cause it's GREEN. haha... thank you angel! =)

oh ya, i went for the miracle service today with my mum! it was an annointing session. =) they put oil on our foreheads, and blessed us. prayed against dengue fever and all. after they blessed me, i was supposed to say "i receive, in Jesus' name, AMEN." that's for the youths lar, but for the adults, it's "i receive, and my family too, in Jesus' name, AMEN" of course, i had to fumble and consider myself as an adult when i said the wrong one, but does it mater anyway? ahha good thing i said the family part too, cause daddy wasn't there as he had just arrived from a business trip and was very tired, and mummy said the youth's one. she forgot to say family! haha, so i said it. good eh? my whole family's annointed! =) that would spread around to everyone else too right? cause we're all one big family! =) sigh, tmr raq's sister has a birthday party so she can't make it for service, adn julie's not going for it as it's her finals on monday, so maybe i'll either go with my neighbours which is funny as i have rarely, no, NEVER gone with them before... or i'll go for the morning service with mummy and daddy. yeah =)

one last thing, i had another dream last night! haha, for our GB annual camp this year, we went to Florida (disneyland). haha maybe ms gan would bring us there? 10th year mah, special! haha i guess i can continue dreaming eh? nvm it's a pleasant dream =)

ps: this hmm pink colour is dedicated to angel, who went through the trauma of putting up a green post for me! haha thanks... okay, so i've got one purple (amelia) and one pink (angel). erm kim, there's way too many blues in my blog! more than my green okay! haha study hard people!!

don't worry be happy =)

well i changed my song haha kinda like it. i think i shall stick with it haha.

hey DON'T WORRY BE HAPPY!

haha how true isn't it? if you face trouble, don't worry cause you'll just make it double. in most cases triple! so basically don't worry! haha always be happy and everything will fall in place, especially when God's carrying you all the way! =) pray and don't worry, be happy, okay i think i've made my point yeah? shall not repeat myself again. sorry just one last time

Don't worry Be happy =) put a BIG smile on your face!!

a MOVIE FINALLY

yay haha finally i'm going to watch a MOVIE after like goodness knows how many months! haha it's some bride movie thing. watching it with sam, aud and jami. argh! wanted julie raq ans sun to come along too, but they've got school and their finals are coming up. raq said she's going to mug real hard. sometimes, with her crankiness and humous and all, she's really a motivation. it's like she goes for it and she works hard for it. she reaps what she sows. after reading her posts, somehow i find some kinda inspiration there, a motivation to STUDY. haha nice eh? =)

oh ya, the reason i can make it now it's because the rehearsal for my class's performance ( graduation ceremony) has been cancelled. but then again, i kinda pang seh-ed shawn cause i was supposed to help with some math and physics thing. opps sorry... nvm, another day k? and you really should go for studying. sicne you've made it this far, supposedly without studying, you might as well go the whole way and end your journey with your best try. =) oh ya, council has this performance too. some singing thing. yeah the chorus goes something like that, ain't too sure

"and friends are friends forever, if the Lord's the Lord of them, and a friend will not say never, cause the welcome will not end, though it's hard to let you go, in the Father's hands we know, that a lifetime's not too long, to live as friends"

oh ya well basically tonight was a mad phone calling day. felt like GB all over again when we call our squad members! haha, felt normal again. haha well had to call a few cca councillors regarding the council performance on friday, then had to call amelia, angel and kim to inform them of the cancellation of my class's rehearsal tomorrow and blah blah. and THEN tried calling samantha (class) to ask her about the eagles award thing as we were supposed to collect the form from her tomorrow but we're not going to school anymore! and erm well, as expected, mr chiang spelt my name wrongly, as always... (louisa) can't anyone remember it! (sigh... what i cannot stand most are the pronounciations... many variations of it. there's loy-sa, lobster, or oh i absolutely love this one. LOU-SIA! say it in chinese, and wow, i'm downstairs or something.) oh goodness was quite messy. then aud and jami called about the movie and ai yar, really like GB. haha you can never get bored with GB. busy busy bumble bee. that's me! haha, nah, rabbit would be nicer than a bee.. oh did i tell you once angel, kim and me stayed in class during bio by ourselves and we had a date with a whole SWARM OF BEES? haha nvm. long story. it was funny AFTER the incident though.

oooo nothing much happened after these i guess, now i'm free so study it is... i hope =)

ps: ms gan said the disneyland at florida is ncier than the hong kong one..! haha, when jami told me that, for one moment i thought ms gan was bringing us to florida after the thailand trip. sigh my hopes have been dashed, my spirits dampened!!! okay i'm being dramatic again... haha.. well one can dream right? haha i think if we do really go, zhi yi would love it since she likes mickey mouse so much. julie would probably go crazy over donald duck and daisy duck. i love pluto! haha, cause well, it's a dog! haha =) goofy's just too goofy for me.. haha goof woof! okay as what julie would say, deprived of a childhood.. haha nah... just being nonsensical again

sos and elisa's birthday!

haha tmr's sos quite excited... church service that is. save one soul! julie, raq and me are going! sam was supposed to go but in the end she had somethign on. aww... haha, well basically i was QUITE free as i'm done studying physics and chem! today i was so sciency lar. did all the mcq papers in preparation for tues's examination. i'm so happy, taking a break now haha. but then timothy asked me for my copy of the format for english reports, letters etc. had to scuffle through my room to look for it. now everything's turned upside down again. all messy. haha, and i just tidied my room! ah well nvm, all the best for english k? =)

well anyway, tmr's elisa's birthday too! shhh... got surprise... will tell you about it when it's over. i'm not going though, so will harrass someone else to tell me what happened. julie and i are meeting earlier tmr to get elisa a present! sam's chipping in too. hahahahahaha... betcha tmr's gonna be a mad rush as you know whenever julie and i are together, SOMEHOW we'll end up being late. sigh... punctuality is not our forte... haha

oh ya, sigh, there's something wrong with me. i feel old. i have no idea what happened by my neck feels so stiff! my chin hurts, and i keep slouching and hunching. í may be getting athirithis!

break time!

haha okay the last two days were great as basically i had time to take a breather. whew! though i rested quite a bit, i studied too! quite proud of myself. have been qutie focused these few weeks, ever since the september holidays. =) erm wait, i'll continue another day. cold case had started and i'm gonna eat while watching! lalalala =)

21st September

when i got home, my neighbours and i had lunch together, in front of a computer. sigh, realised teenagers these days just love the com... a bit addictive isn't it? anyway, i received this email thing, and after clicking and answering question after question for like how many pages long, i finally got the results of this funny test thing. i didn't even know what i was supposed to find from this... something about me i guess... a quick advice, maybe one should put the title of any quiz at the TOP of the quiz? yeah...

as i was saying, basically... this is what the screen told me

You see many things through the eyes of a child. Meaning, you're rarely cynical or jaded. You cherish all of the details in life. Easily fascinated, you enjoy experiencing new things.

i see things through the eyes of a child? hmmm funny... i find that i don't even realise the details in life as i'm always rushing or sleepy or just day dreaming. most comman past time is stonning. easily fascinated? haha YEAH maybe! =) experiencing new things are fun... but somehow i prefer to experience new physical things. i don't mind trying out a new sport, or jump over a wall or something like that. but if you ask me to try something that is mental... ahhh maybe not. okay okay i'm off the com now! i'm going to study my literature for tmr's prelims! ahhhhh hee =)

flag day

okay louie is sick. haha been sneezing my arse off. something very wrong with my nose. i got a fever last night, and a cold this morning. my noose is bloocked! not nice. oh i can't breathe! no oxygen! haha... nah, being drama ah ma here. i don't really have the mood to study now, so i went online heh. the GB girls are having flag day now. around 9, julie called me. haha, it seems she's supposed to go to seng kang with carol, sarah, and a few sec 1s. they're lost on bus 27! haha! actually after hanging up, i realised that could they not have taken the MRT train instead? haha, anyway, i played a few games with amos, or rather ATTEMPTED to, but our coms are weird! the only game both of us can play is tic tac toe, which becomes boring after two or three games. discussing ss and lit with jeremy. he told me there's this website online whereby you can get questions with model answers for KOTC online, but i'd have to pay. in the end i was like "nvm!" he said he'd hack into the website or something. goodness gave me a fright.

oh ya ya, i saw this version of a star in this stationary shop in st. 11 yesterday! haha was so excited. the people who came into mind were audrey, avril, carol and sunshine. haha. so i decided to draw the outlines during dinner for the star. then i'd try to do some decorations, cut it out or something, then give it to them. haha wheee. so excited. i glued audrey's star already. currently doing avril's one while listening to this song amos sent me. it's quite nice. "i'll be okay" by mcfly. hee thanks! =) lalala, wonder where's julie now? anyway i should be heading out later to donate and say hi to jessica and debbie's group in pasir ris... hee wait for me girls! =)

erm people, would you like to make a donation to The Girls' Brigade? please head down to tampines, bedok, semei, pasir ris, or erm, seng kang NOW! thank you! =)

first week of prelims are over!!

okay i realised a few things. this is officially the second time i feel so proud of my juniors and touched by them. i was totally panicking for my chinese exam, as different people kep telling me different formats and different things i nearly died lar. so i decided to take on priscilla''s advice and to call carol and germaine up for some major help, the day before my prelims. yeah yeah a bit late, but i felt bad for troubling them. anyway, i decided carol was quite busy so i called germaine up first. although she wasn't very sure about the format, and we hung up, i think she got jacintha to help me. i guess i can safely presume that's her cause jacintha's scary sometimes that was why i was hesitant in calling her. but she called me anyway. and that's so sweet! it's like, juniros who care. it brings out this really nice feeling... oh and carol too! carol actually helped me out during her recess too. aw so sweet. shawn too. these are examples of people who are too nice but that's good right? the world needs nice people. what's that haha, powerpuff girls' song? (sorry lar, i babysit so i've listened to this song quite a few times)

"love love love makes the world go round!!"

haha, oh yeah, bhavna was really a darling too. i was just brooding in my room, couldn't quite concentrate in my room. she smsed me and that cheered me up quite a big. thank you! funny eh? little gestures like these, or hugs and smiles from your friends (angel, kim, amelia) can encourage you so much. one doesn't need something that big to motivate you. something small everyday can make your life so colourful. okay sorry, i'm becoming very philosophical here cause i'm on a one day break after the first week of prelims.

okay okay i'll get to my point. this week has made me realise that there are great people in the world and i am really thankful for them. i'll probably be this crabby stone fish on my bed now if i wasn't feeling so mushy and grateful and cheery. so thank you people! you're the ones who that rainbow and whisk that rain cloud outta my life! i love you guys! =)

ps. happy birthday cherie dear! God bless ya =)

physics and chinese

argh argh argh oh goodness yikes! today's physics paper was like pure ridiculous. kept avoiding mr yap after that. felt so bad for letting him down. bleh. the FIRST wonderful light experiment was deemed a failure the minute my eyeballs set sight on the screw. i don't like light experiments. first and formost, let me introdue to you the plasticine we were given to, to attatch to all objects. we were not given a stand, a box, scotch tape, stapler or glue. oh no no NO! we HAD to be given what...? STONE PLASTICINE! the plasticine arh, i don't know what kind of synthetic dumb clay it's made of, but it's totally rock lar. they gave us a whole gigantic LUMP of it, and we had to break it up into smaller pieces for each object. i didn't do anything for a whole 10 minutes except attempting to pull apart the clay, not as if i have a lot of time. fed up i tell you. in the end i was so pissed with the stone thing i threw it onto the floor. it didn't work. i scratched it, pinched it, used my ruler to cut it. okay, this is turning into a descriptive essay so my point is, the plasticine was plain hard and shi tou like.

well anyway i FINALLY got it apart, then what happened? i switched on the torchlight... and... the switch came off -_- argh! i was hopping mad by that time. so panicking, i stuffed the switch back then tried to find my dear image, which seemed very insistent on disappearing from me. something wrong with my cornea or what but my eyeballs JUST couldn't detect any image of any kind. all i could see was light. LIGHT! sigh, didn't finish graph, bleh bleh bleh

okay time's up! we switch experiment. YAY! an easier mass experiment. we're supposed to measure the mass of the metre rule. haha, oaky no problem! or so i thought. i spoke too soon. all i did was merely poked the wooden cork and it fell apart. what nonsense is this i ask you? okay, i've run out of steam. tired of complaining liao. anyway my 5 mins break online is over. i guess i had better get to studying metals, gases, anions, cations, OAs, RAs, colours, ppts etc. sigh... chemistry HERE I COME! i tell you arh, the test tubes had better not break or the hose don't start to mysteriously spray water on me otherwise, that's it. loisa will lose all sanity, if i haven't already... oh the effects of prelims. what will happen during the Os? haha nah, don't think so much, i'm outta here! =)

ps. oh yeah, chinese ain't too bad. it didn't make me go as crazy as physics, but i don't have much confidence. for the compo, i either did very well, or i wrote so well i went out of point. i memorised phrases from a compo book you see, since i obviously can't form a single proper sentence on my own. paper 2.... eh... the problem is i understood the passages. i didn't understnad the questions! ahhhhhhhhh haha, nvm it's over. with God's grace i'll stay alive somehow. by the way, ahem, important message here, LOUIE IS GOING TO THAILAND with GB! wahahahaha heeeeeeeeeee

hee =)

okay okay! i admit now and right here! i am bored and a bit GB maddening... well sorry i happen to have quite a few GB pictures right? anyway, you see i did all my science practical practices, and completed 3 math papers, so i decided to give myself a treat. i logged onto my computer, and then tuned in to the creative side of louie! haha okay so this isn't the best work of art you've seen, but the fact that i managed to put everything together QUITE straight is a miracle okay? so give me a break. applaud! haha, so pleased with myself. hey! this IS a start. maybe one day i'll turn everything a bit to the right, a bit to the left, centre, forward, backward... resulting in one VERY nice collage but for now, we'll settle with this yeah? nice...? nice...? come on say it.. it's GREAT! haha =)

11th September

sigh today i had some problems with daddy but i don't quite want to eleborate right here cause once it's written, it cannot be erased, and i know i'll forget about it sooner or later so nvm. anyway saw this youth's prayer which ms gan passed to us on youth day this year (it's pasted on my cupboard).i saw these two rpayers which are really meaningful, well some parts of it applies to me, so i jumbo mumbo both of them together into one nice prayer for louie. here it goes!

Dear Heavenly Father,

You know the struggles i face. people are loading their expectations on mr. the worst part of all is that i am not sure about myself. i have many dreams. i have my own expectations. Dear Heavenly Father, give me understanding. You understand the turmoil i am going through. help me find the anchor in You so that i will not be swept away by the storms of life.

i know You have commanded me to obey my parents. You ahve made it very clear in Your word that i am to respect my parents. in fact, You have even promised me that if i obey my parents You will bless me richly. Dear Heavenly Father, You know that my relationship with my parents is not exactly what it should be. i pray that You will help me in this area of my life. give me spiritual wisdom and understanding so that i may know how You want me to conduct myself. give me strength so that i can obey my parents even in the face of opposing forces. remind me constantly of the wise word of Psalm 119 verse 9 which asks the question: how can a young person keep his way pure? the answer: by living according to Your revealed word, the Bible.

Dear Heavenly Father, enable me to live a life worthy of Your name.

In Jesus' name, Amen

10th september

goodness i'm just so hungry! i think there's something wrong with me. it must have started when i feel out of bed this morning! i had this nightmare about green frogs eating tiny rabbits with giant forks... started hammering my on my bed and kicking the wall, and somehow, i landed on the floor. bumped my head. from then onwards, i had worms in my stomach. i think the hunger worms diffused from the marble flooring itno my head, traveled down my ateries and veins, and lodged themselves in my stomach. i'm talking nonsense here right? sigh...

i'm feeling so hungry now, but my mom banned me from eating. i actually happily made one tom yam cup noodles with this gleeful grin on my face, and went to do some math. when i went back to the kitchen i couldn't find my noodles. i went back outside to the hall and found my mom eating them. she said she's doing me a favour by eating the noodles so i wouldn't get fat. goodness i cannot think anymore. i'm famished! i'm probably a glutton but hey, i'm a growing girl! well erm, trying to grow but one can always dream right? =)

had tuition with oilam in the morning... quite braindraining but enlightening too. just realised i am THAT blur with chemistry. and i FINALLY understand that darn logic gates! how to combine the silly AND< NOT, OR, NOR, NAND whatever gates! i kinda like physics actually, now i i'm beginning to understand it. it's growing on me. maybe i shall be a physician... hey no, that's a medical doctor. see? hunger pangs make me go all funny. i'm starving here. mabe i shall wait til like 3 or 4am and then i'll go and steal food from the refridgerator. heee now that's an idea! =)

8th september

haha sigh don't ask me what i'm doing right now. i'm basically doing all my notes, doing my compo, and resting at the same time. or rather, i'm crapping around with a few erm.. poetic people... sigh... help! i drank too much tea and now i can't sleep! i've got tuition with oilam tomorrow morning at 8.30 too! fwah la la... okay i seriously don't know what to do with myself...

"i don't know what to do with myself.... lalala, lalala, la, lalala"

uhhhh

why am i doing this?
1) i'm bored
2) i'm on a break
3) for entertainment
4) due to some baton thing but uhhh nvm

Total Volume of Music Files On My Computer
erm... 305 MB? 63 files and 5 folders... yup... i may have got it wrong though, cause they MAY be 5 folders but 63 files?! hmmm...

The Last CD I Bought Was...
God Reigns! =)

Song Playing Right Now
I'll be there for you - The Rembrandts (from the comedy friends! haha)

5 Songs I Listen A Lot To, Or Mean A Lot To Me
1) Sprit touch Your church
2) What the world will never take
3) Tell the world
4) You will never walk alone
5) Can't decide between runaway train, superman, 100 years, hero, or life for rent

5 People I Am Passing The Baton To
I'm nice, i won't pass it to anyone. i don't think they'll actually do it anyway... raq? try rhyming everything... haha

gosh it's so obvious i'm going nutty... i shall sleep now, just finished a chem paper and this too. tmr gotta meet aud, sam and jami for math... mroe math!!! =) suddenly i love math so much. i lvoe paper 1s best, but i guess i better do more paper 2s right? it's jsut pretty boring... sigh...

Dear Lord, give me strength and help me focus in order to do well and glorify you. thank you very much Lord. In Jesus' name i pray, Amen! =)