i just figured out my life!

as the title shows, i've made a fascinating discovery on my character! i was eating tim yam noodle and was practically dying of thirst and spiciness when i had a brainwave! or a spicy wave... well now i understand myself! the reason why i poke my little fingers into the many chicken puffs or curry pies around me is that i like to solve problems and be done with them! there's the satisfaction that you have helped out in doing away with annoying thorns that stand in one's way! that's why i go around with my nose in other's busines.. it's not exactly to the entent of k p o... but more to the border of over doing it... if that makes sense.. am i making sense at all? i hope so, cause it was so clear to me during my noodle eating.. it's nice to help.. but maybe i'm helping too much? spoonfeeding? and while i was in the loo and reading today's newspapers.. i had another thought. i may not only be spoon feeding them, but i may be annoying them too? perhaps they'd like to do it themselves, but i'm not giving them the chance? life's questions eh? sounds so psychological.. hmm.. psychological warfare perhaps...

oh and this branched out when i thought about discipline (GB) and games day (council). hah! there's this rule that the girls'are not allowed to wear the gb uniform in shopping malls and etc, but i ain't too clear on the reason. and i was only reminded of this when i saw the sec 3s' ndp meow meow print whatever thing. so you see, i'm sticking my figners into their pie again? oh goodness when will i ever learn? i can't even differentiate between sticking and helping.. sigh.. and for games day, i was trying to think of a suitable nice date for the councillors to hold their games day.. but then again i realised.. i was never really in the council family.. it's was weird enough that suddenly i did this bonding games day thing.. and besides, i've stepped down. the thing has been handed over to shawn, or bundit, or the exco, or whoever. so basically, i'm out of council... if i was ever in anyway.. i feel weird about council sometimes you know.. like yeah, i'm wearing the tie and balck shoes.. but everyone's somehow out... not like a big family similar to GB.. i feel comfortable with ANYONE in GB... but not in council.. it's just... weird! hmm.. nvm.. i shall think about it and perhaps eat another cup of maggie noodles.. maybe then i shall find my answer... hee =) i'm thinking too much really.. i should be studying.. i've done my revision for today so i guess i'll go to my wonderful la-la land now.. night everyone! =)