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something weird happened today. was kinda funny actually now thinking back about it... i went to seek help for chinese from mdm li dong mei... then arh, she told me that actually she taught that i was pretending about my asttocious chinese during GB. like whenever she talks in chinese i would siam or speak some funny chinese back to her. she taught i was playing! probably playing a fool. very funny arh. why woudl i bluff and pretend my chinese is poor? if it really is good, i'd be proudly prouting it by now. haha kinda funny. no wonder she was more patient with me today. now she finally knows the truth about louie's chinese. i feel a bit uncomfortable in school actually. teachers' eyes roll round and round in their head...some of their mouths turn downward and their lips curl cruelly... and they seem to taunt me about chinese. they shake their heads in disgust and mutter about teenagers these days losing their roots! (okay fine, i'm exaggerating... suddenly felt like doing a paragraph on descriptive essay. haha... but the eyeball part is true) most teachers smile sympathetically though. but i don't want that. i don't want anything. i just want HELP. and no chinese teacher seems to have the time! nvm, louie will do what she can, and God will take care of the rest! =) okay shall stop about chinese.

on to pbb! haha, finally i decided to heck with everything. just ask ms gan about pbb! so i smsed ms gan and she argh! goodness.. like so cute like that... told me "soon you will find out". i was like hopping all over my room. i actually kinda asked on behalf of aud... she seems dying to know. haha i admit i'd lvoe to know too... but i wasn't really willing to "waste" my sms.. but nvm. oh then i called audrey on her hp about it. but she seemed so angry goodness. i can only hope that she sounded angry because she was sleepy, or she was studying. she even hung up on me before i could finish talking. very cool. sigh... sometimes audrey does things like which kinda makes me feel uncomfortable. nvm. aud's still my aud. =) anyway, pbb letter is coming in either tmr or thurs.. hee! shall wait for it... i don't feel kan cheong though... funny... now maybe all the waiting has caused the anxious effect to be lost.. oh well.. tmr i'll be excited i guess... haha