8th March 2007

Hmm I'm currently in the computer lab with Jia Zhen, waiting for Shawn (he might decide to school in my university!!) to come and to see Professor Rehman for our test papers back. Sigh... BORED. Scary exams are over, but the examinations for our communication modules are not over yet. They're next week, but ah well, after mugging like mad for history and math and statistic, i think we all deserve a little break yeah? THUS, exercise tomorrow. Since class is cancelled on friday (our teacher is going for reservice), we're gonna play badminton!

B.A.D.M.I.N.T.O.N

I'm out of shape. Had better go jogging wiht pebbles tonight. Haha, it'll be embarrassing if we play halfway then faint out of sheer fatique while the rest of still happily shooting shuttlecorks over th net -.-

Hmmm what's been going on these few days? Not much updates right? Well i'll upddate you.

EXAMS. STUDY. LACK OF SLEEP. EXHAUSTION.

Yet God has been good. He's blessed me with pretty okay results for the midterms. We'll see about the finals though. I have to do well for those too.

I have an aim, so Lord please help me achieve my dream, if it's in Your will.

I wanna have a GPA of well, over 3.3! I want a 3.6! But that may be overachieving yeah? Solet's stick to 3.3 first. =) This couse is a big money course. I want to do well for something, i want to have a passion for something, and i've found it. I want to excel. Sometimes, i get

"zzzzz SIAN. Teachers so bias. Cannot make it. Don't feel like listening to the teacher. Go home can study (of course i get distrcted at home)." The worst thing is waking up early in the morning, friday for piano, saturday for cell group, sunday for church. Often, i think, "Aiyooo don't feel like going. I've been studying so hard, let me rest at home, please."

But hey, studying is a gift God gave to me. Should i not put Him first in everything, give Him rule over my whole life? Is my family not important too? Shouldn't i study well in school, then i don't have to panic at home, i can have fun with my family? I have a dog, i took responsibility for her, should i not take time to play wiht her, teach her, love her?

This psot is getting... heavy. Sounds like COM 225 eh? We just need a half hour to talk to ourselves, let our thoughts flow, just to have that feeling that someone is listening attentively and fully to us. Obviously no on's listening to me right now, but the internet is. =) Good enough for me

So end of thoughts.

I think i shall do something else, like study for my upcoming communications examinations. Or maybe surf the net. Haha okay lar STUDY

Over and out.