13th June 2008

Friday the 13th today...

The whole week's been literally hell, starting from last weekend. I blame it on my anxiety, my panic attacks, my weak immune system, the silly viruses floating around, and the devil's despicable attempts at ruining my life.

It all started like this...

I received my grades for MGM 403 Marketing Research last weekend, and i nearly died. In fact, i as good as ran naked round the whole house wailing (i just had my bath you see). Apparently, my grade was a D. My aim in SIM is to achieve more As, and NO Cs. Suddenly, i envisioned a DDDDDDDD in my GPA report, and i might have just as well jumped off my balcony. I worried myself sick the entire weekend, and that was the beginning of the weakening of my pathetic immune system. OOMMMMGGG

Anyway, on monday, we checked our grades and like what the... the stupid machine calculated my grade wrongly!!! So in the end i didn't do so badly. I jumped 6 grades!! EH very different!! MY GAWD. Scared me half to death. Wanted to cry. It may sound like i'm making a mountain out of a molehill, but a D really scared the heck out of me.

In school, cherie, jia zhen, and eileen were all sick. SO i guess it was inevitable that i would fall sick too, thereby passing it to jane. I'm sorry =(

Moving on, the next heart attack was monday night. My teacher told me not to worry if i received an email from her requesting for me to have extra classes with her (due to poor grades), but that wasn't the email i got. I had a WARNING letter from Mr Neo, and the Dean, STRONGLY advising me to resign from MGM 403. ZZZZ

Tuesday was crap. Never realized how cruel people can be when they don't want to have anything to do with you. My heart went ping piang ping piang (broken into a billion million pieces), but you know what? Now, it glued itself back together with SUPER ELEPHANT UHU GLUE and cannot be broken again. The saying is right. You CAN grow stronger =))

Alright, enough of my sentimental loisa. On thursday, i was too sick to go to school so i missed my MGM 404 exam. Before i could even send him an email, i received another notice telling me that UB is aware that i failed my MGM 404 exam 2, and therefore, i should resign from that course as well. (-------___-------)"""

LIKE WHAT THE BOOOHOOO??? They want me to resign from my ONLY TWO SUBJECTS in this 6 weeks??!?! ZZZZ and KOPE MY MONEY?

Right. So my fever went up up up due to my panicky and stressed up mind. Haha.. yeah la, i know my own fault. But i tend to panic easily and that's a bad habit i'm trying to kick.

Right now? I'm typing this post while camping on MSN, attempting to prey on unsuspecting victims to get them to do my survey. And the devil is playing with me again, cause everyone's ignoring me. DEVIL BEGONE! No wonder it's friday the 13th.

OOO can't wait for the weekend! Mum doesn't have to work this entire weekend, so i'm gonna stay home, nestle in her arms, with my dog in MY arms, and rest! Hee... happy =))