Saturday, February 11, 2006
THE REAL END OF O LEVELS
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
8th February 2006, Wednesday
friday's the big day, it'll be a turning point in my life! it's the collection for the O level results... i had this terrible TERRIBLE, i repeat and emphasise, TERRIBLE nightmare last night...
do you know how the percentage passes are always announced right before you get your o level slip? yeah, i dreamt that this time, for physics, it's no longer 100% passes, it's 96.3! do not ask me how i came up with that number, but the point is, i'm that 3.7% who did not pass! and there's only so few people taking pure physics, i feel like i would know it's me if the number does not turn up to be 100% pass! the same goes for chinese... it'll probably 98.1% or something, and again that's me... i have to tell mrs. tan (my chinese teacher) if i failed or pass some more. i'm so going to run away from her and mr yap... i feel like a let down already, even before i've collected anything!
okay i'm going to stop my rubbish and start concentrating on what i want to do after the Os... sigh, i'm actually thinking of
JC/MI - chemistry, physics, maths, and lit, maybe chinese B
Poly - media, mass comunications or heh, tourism... sounds funny? sigh, i'm a confused kid with no goals, yeha i know it's bad, don't remind me...
well we'll see what happens next yeah? pray for God's blessings... i truly worked my hair off for physics and chinese... sigh... i'm kidna nervous for humanities and english too, cause i'm hoping they cover up for my weak subjects, but argh! do i really have that little confidence or am i being too pessimistic and negative?
okay cut! i'm going to study now... =)
Friday, January 27, 2006
Chinese New Year!!
wheee chinese new year is here!! haha, today was hilarious! my secondary school class 4a had decided to go back as a class to St. Hilda's for CNY celebrations. i heard that qashrul was the one who initiated the whole thing and that dear fella did not even go back! so anyway, initially, angel and i did not plan to go back as our parents do not allow us to skip school, BUT haha due to our charming ways (heh), we managed to weasel our way through the security guards, teachers, and HODs.
NAH, we actually got permission! here's the funny part. angel, jolene, may, junxian, jethro and me (my new classmates lar) wanted to get out of school real bad. we stayed for the performance til 9, but after that we did not want to join in with the activities. so we all trooped down to the back gate, but oh darn it! although it was not locked, it was chained!! -.- sigh... haha we contemplated climbing over the gate but heh, well we are ladies after all. there were even ideas of poisoning the guards, or putting laxatives into their drinks so we could sneak out as they rush for the loo! our school had also invited a "lion dance" troop to perform for us, so one joker suggested all of us hiding as storaways in their lorry! but the saner ones reasoned that it might take hours before the lorry actually moves out of school! haha junxian was cute! he said that "what if the lorry drives until don't know where, we wouldn't be able to find our way back!!" all of us went "DOTS! we just need to get OUT of school, the minute the lorry exits MI, we jump out! we don't travel with the lorry to its destination!!!" haha... so we continued scheming and brainstorming of ways we could get out of our jailhouse. we truly resembled jailbirds lar, the way we pressed our faces against the fence which blocks us out from the world outside... haha pathetic right... haha
aha! our home tutor was the answer, we told ourselves. thus we went over to ask mrs kuek to see if we could go back to shss, or rather, for angel and i only. jolene and may were going home, junxian had to go back to his bowen sch thing, and jethro, ohho jethro! haha, no idea what he wanted to do. he was super funny, he tried to find excuses to go home, starting with
1) headache
2) stomachache
3) goldfish died
4) grandmother's wedding (she's remarrying)
and ending with
5) going with a friend to his secondary school (mind you, both of them are from DIFFERENT secondary schools! haha)
well mrs kuek wanted to help us out VERY badly but she did not want to get any of us or herself into trouble you see, so angel and me thick skin went to ask the security guards posted at the front gate, if we could go out early. they told us that we needed a permission slip signed by our home tutor and a HOD. so again, we marched over to the general office and asked the clerk there if we could have a permission slip or something. haha thank our lucky stars! a HOD man was behind us (he looked like a technician lab helper, not a HOD!) and he allowed us to go back to our respective secondary schools! haha, we enticed him! nah, haha, we psycho him til in the end he gave in and said "okay lar, we want to encourage filial piety in MI, so since you all are so filial and attatched to yoru secondary schools, i'll let the 6 of you off." he walked us to the school gate to give the secuirty guards permission to let us off, and then others asked him if they could go off too! haha he was so funny. he told them "i don't know all of you arh, i only know 6 of them." haha hilarious!
the minute we got out of school, angel, junxian and i started running like the wind (haha exaggerating here) out of toh tuck rise to catch a cab outside. 3 of us got in and we made out way down to tampines st. 81. poor junxian had to follow us all the way there as we were in a rush. i was so excited i whipped out my handphone to call amelia immeidately. haha was so breathless but my, my heart nearly stopped when i heard her voice! okay, not so kua zhang lar, but i missed her so much! haha... throughout the ride, angel and i were laughing at how we got away with it all! the "early dismissal", and the way we fought to get it.
opps, too late. we then realised that we didn't have enough money to pay for the fare! haha, again we were ultra fortunate that junxian had money with him. vikNESH (he's always going around calling us anGEL and loiSA you see, haha) had given him 10 bucks and he had another 10 bucks of his own so whew! we had enough, but heh, angel still owes him a buck while i owe him 30 cents. pathetic... haha... the total cost was around 12 plus lar, each of us had to pay 4.50. it's like a ticket to enter SHSS's concert.
okay, so we stopped at the springfield bus stop, and we RAN, yet again, towards SHSS, with junxian panting behind us. haha, poor guy... well he wanted to see our school what... haha... first person we saw when we reached school? AMELIA! haha i've never loved her so much! we had a group hug, a bear crushing hug! haha... then we walked in as graduates of SHSS. haha dramatic isn't it? too bad we didn't have a fan club or something waiting for us. haha, okay i'm babbling again. hee
gosh so many familiar faces, friends, fellow school mates, juniors, seniors too, and teachers! haha, there was this homey cosy feeling as we walked up to the hall. sigh... i love SHSS. truly, once a hildan, ALWAYS a hildan. okay, i'm getting sappy here... anyway, the concert was still going on. it was this hildan superstar singing competition thing, and we got there just in time to hear song ren (at least i think that's his name) sing! wow he's good, made my heart melt! haha i could fall in love with a guy like that, although i didn't understand a word he was singing since it was in chinese... haha
okay to name a few people i met... ... ... hmmm i've decided not to. it's just too many! i saw nearly the entire sec 4 batch, joy a senior, juniors, councillors, mr. wong, mdm norhani, mdm wong, mrs. tan the libarian... wow haha... and when mr. yap saw angel and i in school uniform, he was telling us that we disgraced the school uniform as we were not wearing our name tags, school socks, and for me, the school tie. he pointed to my black shoes and went "you still wear black shoes some more... councillor! never wear tie HAI YO!" angel was diaoing him and i so wanted so badly to roll my eyeballs up but i didn't want to look rude and was afraid my contact lenses would drop out onto the floor. haha... met nic teo too... he told me some lame joke, as usual, then twirled me three times... seriously, i do think he's insane... =)
oh oh, i'm wearing contact lenses! ain't used to it yet! mum made me get them as my degree went up and it was advised that i wear lenses to lower my degrees before i go entirely blind! haha, i got it three days ago... heh i'm taking pretty long to get it onto my eyeballs... i woke up at 5am the other day, and i only got it in around 6.45am... haha was nearly late for school because of that... taking them out is much easier... all you've gotta do is practically peel it off the eyeballs... okay am i scaring you? it's okay... =) i'm scared of it myself. haha that's why i take so long to put it on. scary, but my chor lor nature helpes me take it out easily lar. haha...
okay back to topic. after school, kim, angel, amelia and i went to macs for lunch! angel and i were kinda broke (thanks to the taxi fare) so we used our EZ link cards to pay! haha oh then i had to rush home, as my trip back to buona vista is super long! sigh, we went our seperate ways, and i boarded the train towards "don't play" station. (boonlay i mean, it sounds like don't play right? i was a kid and doing my version of a pole dance, playing on the train, when the announcement was made. DON'T PLAY!! i thought the person making the announcements was scolding me, heh) yeah then angel called me and guess what? she met alvin (my orientation group member) and gang at tampines interchange. they're from dunman secondary school so i guess they wanted to visit their school too. by then it was 12 plus, haha, not sure who they're visiting... security guards maybe? haha...
well that's about it! louie's eventful chinese new year! haha... my friends have planned an ice skating outing... i'm afraid i'll fall down and break the ice or my neck! haha, we'll see... it'll be an experience though... wheeeeee cant wait! =)
happy chinese new year you guys! =)
Sunday, January 15, 2006
turning into a lawyer
talking about newspapers, i'm considering journalism too! haha, i do not really enjoy the writing part, but it sounds nice, and something that i believe i can cope with, better than other careers. does that make sense?
okay i'm switching topics very fast. my mind thinks too much haha. my new cca, badminton! haha i haven't exactly signed up for it yet lar, but i'm all for it! haha, it would be cool to actually play badminton regularly now... =)
all these trend of thoughts make me remember something i learnt somewhere in school... a teacher told us something about one thought leading to many many thoughts... it was in literature i believe. she told us about a lady who composed a poem similar to this. a cloud of thoughts or something like that. i'm ashamed to say that i slept in her class. NEVER before have i slept during a literature period. i have always been wide awake during mrs. koh and mr. rashidi's lessons. somehow, this time i just couldn't seem to keep my eyelids open. i promise myself though that in future, i'll sit up real straight and be extremely attentive. haha =) i want to take literature at a H2 level!! not H1! sniff oh well nevermind. i'll stick with my current combination. i can always change it later! =)
Saturday, January 14, 2006
friday the 13th!
i attended yet another group outing with my mi mates today. it was supposedly a bbq to celebrate two people's birthdays. namely, carmen, and benjamin. i'm not too sure if these outings are for cyrus one, or the whole of cyrus or something, but nevermind about that. just a thought. anyway, i arrived there pretty late, around 7 plus as i had to travel from music class in buona vista. the place was near MI, and i could actually take bus 173 from there -.- BUT i was told to travel all teh way to bukit batok, adn take 173 from the interchange. hai yo haha but nvm. it was an interesting though stressful ride. the train was darn crowded. oh ya, a mum asked her 5 year old kid what bukit batok was in chinese, and the little one answered with much confidence. i was so embarrassed that i myself did not know it! haha a five year old kid beat me to it! haha oh well...
anyway, basically, i arrived there at 7 plus. 2 guys met me at the bus stop. haha i had escorts! haha, nice of them =) nat, ting, and wanqi were already there in the house when i went in. we played with poker cards for a little while and then nat went home. the 3 of us left decided to help start the cooking as it was 8 plus by then and though everyone was hungry, no one was cooking -.- one fella told us "maybe you better start the cooking. it's okay if you poison us, cause if we don't eat now, we'll still die of hunger" haha it was pretty funny... so the three hopeless cooks tried to kick start the bbq by putting the grill onto the pit. haha we took approximately 20 minutes to do that? haha in desperation, we decided to call the boys who went out to jalan jalan. by the time they got back, we were already cooking the raw food. we were unsure whether they were cooked or not so we just trial and error lar haha. some food were erm, chao ta of course. hee but that's not the point
the point is...
argh! people were complaining and criticising so much! i mean come on, we're cooking for you, we had not eaten either too you know. if you don't want to help it's fine, but please do not ask "who cooked this shit" when everyone is hungry and yet you're not doing a thing! there were of course more comments on our bad cooking but nevermind, what's in the past, let's leave it in the past! =) i guess everyone was pretty frustrated then...
the most amusing thing was that we three girls walked out on everyone with attitude, or rather only wanqi lar. haha, ting and me were loking down all the time and muttering bye without sincerity, but wanqi is seriously the best! haha she dao-ed everyone! and as our msn nicks say....
PATHETIC us. eating puffs along e DESERTED roadside. we nearly got SMASHED by a reversing car and and ongoing car
haha the host's mum was real nice. she gave us three currypuffs to eat on the way home. =) so we walked to the bus stop, and we realised goodness, was it even a bus stop? there were no benches, no lights, no bars, haha just a piece of metal above our heads and a near invisible bus pole there! haha, we sat down on the road to eat our puffs, and again as the nick tells it, we nearly got knocked down, from both sides! on our right a car was going towards us, and on our left, a car was reversing! haha boy did we feel lousy and pathetic at that point of time. we were quite pissed off too so we lost our appetitie, but on the bus to clementi, we became tired and just didn't have anymore energy to be angry at anyone. we had drinks at a coffee shop in clementi and basically, joked and crapped a lot... haha well we had fun then yeah? oh and poor wei yao (mr. polar bear) tore his ankle ligaments... keep him in prayer! we were missing him like mad cause he would have made our day! haha
so i guess all in all, the whole outing wasn't a total black out right? =) we already planned our next chinese new year gathering.. haha or rather gatherings... we're gonna go visitation! haha... =)
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
combination
and now, we need a graphic calculator for math... i just smsed elisa, jami and june about it, but elisa hasn't even heard of it! ahhhh!!! and it's darn expensive lar.. it's 175 or 210 bucks can... imagine, if you drop it on the floor... bang! wah your heart will just stop... the worst part is that in poly, you don't need it! so it's such a waste if you purchase one and then decide to go to poly! sniff... it's quite tiring really... trying to decide on so many things now and gosh, i'm so scared! feel so hopeless... useless especially when the math teacher starts to talk... at least i can grasp chem, but math!!! sigh, i love angel that's all i can say... we shall pull through this together okay? =)
=(
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
a week in MI
for the icebreakers we had to "get to know" the person sitting next to us. so i "got to know" benjamin! he's this really tall fella (and he knows it! will explain later), who is from st. joseph's institution... haha we asked a lot of irrelavant questions lar, such as shirt size, whether one likes to eat or not, and if one has any animals at home. okay that sounds so like my questions... well i was the one asking the questions mah. the shirt size was by our group leader. oh ya, his cca was canoeing, but he doesn't like to canoe. hmmm okay i guess... haha...
during break, i was standing at a noticeboard i school, desperately sms-ing and calling angel cause i was so lost! haha, and this girl, theodora was standing enxt to me, doign the exact same thing! ahah since she's in my group, we laughed and agreed that we might only be able to find our friends in the mi crowd next year! and then an angel appeared in front of me... ANGEL!!! haha i happily skipped off with her, then looking back, saw theodora still standing there, so i invited her along! make new friends! =) theo's nice... haha very sweet... kinda quiet and innocent, but great! must not forget this funny part. we were eating at the basketball court (it wasn't allowed but heh), and a hilarious incident occurred. there was this gigantic tree nearby, and this guy threw up another fella's sch shirt. it stuck there lar! they tried using a ball to push it out, and guess what? the ball stuck too! by then we were spluttering all voer our food. it was real funny! haha, then a saviour came along. this guy used a mere TENNIS BALL and one throw, the ball on the tree came loose. of course there was no hope for the sch shirt so leaders had to be involved together with bamboo sticks. haha funny man...
oh and i found a few of my pri. sch friends! haha one of them is amanda, who's in my group too! i totally did not recognise her, but she recognised me! aww so touched... i'm famous... haha! okay then came the games, mi dance, and the oh to goodness SOOO boring discipline talks and subjects combination talks... but i guess it's a neccessity...
ookay, i can't remember details and it'd be too long anyway so i'll just emphasise on my new found friends since that's what orientation is about. jovin, another girl in our group, started passing this book along asking for everyone's numbers and email adds. i remember her casue it's something i'd never dare to do. i'm too shy. i'd just look down and feel real akward. actually jovin's kinda shy too but we both don't know what made her do that.. but anyway it was great cause after that, we all got to know each other better! then there's jasmine, fadilah, michelle, wanqi (her name is together, haha she told me that), natalie, ting you, carmen, pamela (she joined our group on the erm, third day i think), and i missed out a few girls so sorry... i know who you are but can't remember your names! i apologise but i still love you guys! =) okay then there's obviously benjamin, alvin, felix, weiyao erm er... seriously, i think we can forget about the names lar arh... i can't remember a thing. give me faces anytime... =)
what else? okay, we had our first group outing on the 9th january. our group is a very enthusiastic one... haha... i actually heard about it from alvin, then i passed it on the jovin when she called me. the original plan was to go to plaza singapura to play pool, but somehow along the way, the plan changed to orchard taka, then to cineleisure, but still pool.
we ate at macdonald's first. there was a whole lot of fries left! haha so we played this numbers game. each time we lost, we had to eat 5 fries, and we kept giving the longest fries to that poor fella. haha had a good laugh. after that we went to change into home clothes as we were nto allowed into the game room in school clothes. goodness as some did not bring their casual clothes, we had to mix and match to help them out! haha i ahd to pass my school skirt off as a normal skirt! the minute we went in, the man went "oh erm half u is also not allowed" haha. wanqi told him that was not a school skirt. haha she was good! and yeah thanks, we looked small so we had to take out our ezlink cards to prove we're 17! -_- okay on to the game! oh the game was hilarious... haha, theodora and jovin left before the game started, but wanqi and i stayed behind. we took cue sticks, and realised they were longer than us?? haha heavy too... so well, we attempted to help our respective teams play, but of course we were of not much help. in fact i think we slowed them down a lot, thanks to the way our white ball continuously going into the holes... or better yet for my case, the ball flew right OFF the table, don't ask me how that happened okay... by then we were pretty hungry so off we went again to eat! haha, this time at mos burger... wah the guys can eat a lot! wanqi and i were kinda out of the circle so we stonned a little, very quiet. i lost my appetite cause it felt a little weird. in the end we did share a corn soup though. =) it was NICE! i'm going for the frozen strawberries next! hee...
okay time to go home!! majority took the bus home i guess, while a few stayed back to take erm neoprints. did i get it right? yeah.. that sticker picture thing... wanqi, alvin, me and another fella who's from cyrus one (i didn't even know he's in my group til today) went to sommerset station. since wanqi was taking the opposite train, the two guys adn me went off first. i couldn't decide whether to go back to buona vista, or back to tampines instead. (long story) at city hall, i was still thinking about it when alvin made me so kan cheong and told me i had to "decide now". so ookay! i went back to buona vista... haha it was nearer. he actually calculated the number of stations. buona vista - 9, tampines -11... he said two stops did not make a difference but well, haha. that concludes cyrus one's outing!! =)
Sunday, December 25, 2005
CHRISTmas
ms gan sent me an sms which read "christmas is more than gifts and parties. the birth of Jesus is the reason for the season.He brings us hope, joy, love and peace." that's so true ain't it?
As little children
We would dream of Christmas morn
Of all the gifts and toys
We knew we'd find
But we never realized
A baby born one blessed night
Gave us the greatest gift of our lives
We were the reason
That He gave His life
We were the reason
That He suffered and died
To a world that was lost
He gave all He could give
To show us the reason to live
As the years went by
We learned more about gifts
The giving of ourselves
And what that means
On a dark and cloudy day
A man hung crying in the rain
All because of love, all because of love
I've finally found the reason for living
It's in giving every part of my heart to Him
In all that I do every word that I say
I'll be giving my all just for Him, for Him
He is my reason to live
sigh now this song has special meaning right? haha let's sign language to it, but the GB girls would probably glare at me. done it too many times already.
ah yes, i got a doggie! haha it's a schnauzer! it's one month old, a baby! it's like my christmas present, 2006 birthday present, 2006 christmas present, and part of my savings... or rather the WHOLE lot! ahhhhhh, so i guess i had better start saving again huh... but good news.. at least everything was below the expected 1,000 bucks. we had thought that the dog herself would be more than 1,000. YAY! =) her name is pebbles by the way... don't ask me why but it jsut popped into my mum's head! well it's better than wobbles right? haha i came up with that... and schnauz too, but sounds funny. i llove my long awaited doggie! =)
10th anniversary
yeah that's about it... but happy birthday 34th! =)
Friday, December 16, 2005
1st to 13th December
Wednesday, December 14, 2005

din and don (siblings, not quite sure who is who)
wah these two arh, stressful piang! they've got such great stamina adn run like the wind! extremely playful and cheeky boys too! the one in green calls me "LOUEI LOUIE" all teh time for apparently no reason at all, and he gets a kick out of making me run and perspire as i chase after him for stealing my shoes, right from under my feet while i'm standing!
the purple one is slightly less active. SLIGHTLY i emphasize. his way is putting on this innocent face tehn charging with vengence towards his victim and starts tickling her without mercy. somehow all these children enjoy tickling each other and chasing each other through the house and into the fields. sigh... i feel tired just thinking about our race on the last day!
but they're lovely kids. i wish i could go back to tickle them back once again! =)

kan chit
haha he's a dear... kinda small for his age though. he's primary five, but a real playful boy. on the last day, he constantly crept up behind me to tickle, or rather POKE my ribs real hard, in the hopes that i'd run after him and take revenge. of course i did that, and we all screamed with laughter. he runs really fast. can you imagine, juliana, samantha AND me, with suwisa as our grand planner to trap him, took 10 minutes to catch him? wow!

natee and suwisa (siblings)
natee is cute!! he goes "heh heh heh" all the time and we can't help but errupt in splits of laughter all the time! haha heh heh heh
haha i'm bias towards suwisa... a wonderful angel she is... she can be very fierce although she is one of the younger ones in teh orphanage. she spoke to my defence many a time, and helped me out in settling down the older ones. fantastic eh? =)

suwisa and tanya
sigh they're adorable little ones. suwisa's my kid, while tanya's julie's kid. haha one can't help cuddling them the minute you set eyes on their child-like faces... =) they're actually sitting on a home made hammock whichcannot, and i repeat CANNOT, fit both julie and me. we nearly fell off attempting it. it was just nice for suwisa and me, for tanya and julie though. haha... both of us together are too fat for the hammock. behind it as you can see, is a tree. there's a tree hosue on top but it's not very safe. the children there are very agile and they can actually scamper up trees in matter of seconds without aid. scary... when you see it with your own eyes
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
25th to 28th november
Thursday, November 24, 2005
23rd November
okay then i met angel and boy was she hopping mad. but she was find later. i was late around 10 minutes... heh sorry... oh then we went for the JC talk... my, not too bad... haha thinking of going to a CI... am quite into the art stream. H2 subjects - english literature, geography, chemistry. H1 - mathematics... haha... not too bad eh? yeah, and we talked to mrs tan (libarian) for quite a while, she's really nice okay? yup, then we rushed, like seriously flew down to tampines mall to meet 4a for our class championship award, a pizza hut treat for all! =) hee very nice! haha, kim angel and i ate til we were stuffed! poor amelia was dying by the third slice. we all ate 4 slices each. oh yeah, and amelia looked so white! perhaps in contrast to our black class tee lar... haha but she looked so sweet... too sweet! haha
after this, i ran to meet julie and rebecca for our jab thing. in the end, we met sam at the interchange. we were 5 minutes early! haha, AND she was a minute late! haha finally sam is late. haha... then this hoi shek wah fed up. he supposedly waved to me at the mall but i did not see, adn then he called me and i was so confused. before i could say anything he said bye and hung up. i was just standing there with this question mark on my face... bleh... if and when i see him again, i'll personally pinch him til all his hair drop out.
next stop, changi general hospital. we had the jab for stomache upsets, in case we eat rubbish and our stomache explodes. hee... wah i didn't feel as nauseous as i did after the flu jab, but arh, wah teh arm is super super aching can... wah piang... like my arm is going to drop off... yeah that's about what i did today. busy huh...
oh and i jsut found out me and raq are the first and second i/c for thailand trip! haha
one question, WHAT is baccalaureate? it's some a level subject... is it about calculus? haha
Monday, November 21, 2005
the end
Saturday, November 12, 2005
make time for God!
I had to hurry and get to work for bills would soon be due.
So I knelt and said a hurried prayer,
And jumped up off my knees.
My Christian duty was now done.
My soul could rest at ease.
All day long I had no time
To spread a word of cheer.
No time to speak of Christ to friends,
They'd laugh at me I'd fear.
No time, no time, too much to do,
That was my constant cry.
No time to give to souls in need ...
But, at last, the time, the time to die.
I went before the Lord. I came, I stood with downcast eyes. For in his hands God held a book; It was the book of life.
God looked into his book and said
"Your name I cannot find.
I once was going to write it down ...
But never found the time.
kinda sad huh... so there... we must always put God first in everything and make time for Him! lalala =)
ooo we're going for a flu jab! don't like... haha... sigh gthe girls are going next week, but the sec 4s still have our exams on! i have to get hold of aud and sam to find out free dates, then get back to ms gan so we can poke poke for flu... =( don't like... but it's a must i guess... sigh... yuck
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
nursery rhymes? haha
The Farm
"Bow-wow," says the dog,
"Mew, mew, " says the cat,
"Grunt, grunt," goes the hog,
And "Squeak," goes the rat.
"Tu-whu," says the owl,
"Caw, caw," says the crow,
"Quack, quack," says the duck,
And what cuckoos say you know.
The Caterpillar
Brown and furry
Caterpillar in a hurry
Take your walk
To the shady leaf, or stalk,
Or what not,
Which may be the chosen spot.
No toad spy you,
Hovering bird of prey pass by you,
Spin and die,
To live again a butterfly.
Little Lamb
A motherless soft lambskin
Alone upon a hill;
No mother's fleexe to shelter him
And wrap him from the cold.
I'll run to him and comfort him,
I'll fetch him, that i will;
I'll care for him and feed him
Until he's strong and bold.
yeah yeah i know, it's all to do with animals... that's why i like them! haha nursery rhymes can be pretty original and creative... i like the "one two buckle my shoe" that one.. too bad i don't know the full thing... when i remember or find it, i'll post it up here k? =)
Sunday, November 06, 2005
itchy itchy again!!
tidy up my room PROPERLY
i never do it the proper way... tidying up to me is " as long as nothing can be seen, tidy lor..." yeah, clothes thrown crumpled into my wardrobe... bags and books stuffed into drawers... you know.. the works. as long as no one tries to open any cupboards of any sort, everything is compact.. EXTREMELY compact. so NOW, good o louie is going to PACK things away nicely, cleanly and tidily. i stopped tidying up my room ever since prelims.. like 3 months ago? so all my books and papers plus files are stacked like twice the height of me? okay that's exaggerating... definitely up to my chin... you know.. thick books, PILES and PILES of worksheets... chem, lit and ss files are like breaking apart already, especially my humanities file. everything's kinda combined into one file, and oh my goodness, it's a ring file and it's bulging can... it's going to puff and huff any moment and then
wham bam alakazaima whoosh!
everything's going to come tumbling down and all the koh family, and all of louie's friends, couldn't put the file, back together again. (okay, a bit going out of point here... humpty dumpty rhyme... nvm)
kinda dumb tidying up my room at this time as it's just going to get messier again right? but seriously, i can't step anywhere without tripping over an eraser or slipping on a post it which, btw, are so non sticky that it's beginning to irk me. i mean come on, what do you buy post its for? to POST IT.. to STICK it.. and if they're going to drop off all the time, what's the point? defeats the purpose. i've resorted to using blue tack to stick the post it onto my paper.. which is very ridiculous i tell you
sorry i'm switching topic very quickly. my mind is running away too fast for me to comprehend anything. sometimes it annoys me as i get very confused and lost, as if i just had a wonderful thought and lost it! ah yes anyway, what i was trying to say was that i just remembered that the GB newsletter SHOULD have been given out already so YAY!!!! haha they had better keep a copy for me or i'll just yell into their hair. too busy to collect it from elisa though. can't wait for it! my pride and joy... ahhhh.... it's finally out! oooo my little sarah has all grown up! haha even though i have yet to see it, it must be good... i hope. nvm, thanks for putting in your best sarah cheong!! =) louie loves you! haha now how's the Notice Board coming along? haven't seen it myself quite some time. i used to glance at it every time i walk past it, arrive in school, exit out of school... but now i'm like a mad turkyy, always rushing here and there, i turn my head to look at the board but then i can't see anything. cannot register. and i kinda missed penelope's birthday so happy birthday sweetie! many happy returns of the day! =) oh ya, it was yun zhen's birthday too so i costly smsed her ( i over exceeded lar. teachers don't believe in calls. they like to sms and it's difficult to carry a conversation through sms! argh! ), and she can ask me who i am. sigh... that's so sad... usually i'd keep my seniors' numbers in my hp til i'm certain i'm never going to speak or talk to them again... sniff... nvm it's okay... i shall comfort myself in food... heh... been eating quite a bit too, but the day before the actual exam, i would lose my appetite all of a sudden. i think i'm balding.. my hair is dropping off... haha... i need a wig soon! =)
okay i'm off to bed. quite proud of myself again. managed to study 2.5 themes of ss today! tmr i shall complete the other 1.5 themes then it's math all the way! =) i shall have to read my lit text over and over and over and over over over over over over over again on monday. sigh... i love lit, but the story's kinda depressing isn't it? i mean in the midst of one's O LEVELS, one reads about suicide... the reader might actually comtemplate it you know. okay nonsense! louie shut your mind and trap. no morbid suggestions here. okay bed it is. my mind is running away again...........
ps: don't you think hospitals are well... too white for their own good? haven't you ever been to a clinic or a ward whereby everything, and i mean EVERYTHING is white? it's not those off white stuff, it's really purity white. from the window panes to the curtains to the bed to the bed sheets to the floor to the bathroom to the basins to the toilet bowl to the toilet paper to the walls..... even the pyjamas thing they pass you to wear is white. it's just so... dazzling white! it can give a patient a bigger headache you know? sometimes, when you stare at something that does not move, and it's all one colour, you feel like you're sinking into some empty space? ESPECIALLY if it's WHITE? wah dizzy... like you're just falling falling falling... into emptiness... into... nothing!!
imagine this.
you are bored. when you are on the bed, you can't do anything! the tv is so high you gotta strain your neck, and you can't read a book cause it's either too tiring to hold one up, it's inconvenient, or it's hard on your eyes. so what are you left with? scenery. beautiful scenery. panoramic view. unblocked view. rolling hills, lush greenery.... preferbly rabbits hopping around on the meadows right outside your window.... but NO! there isn't even a window! okay so there IS one, which faces a WHITE wall. you look up, down, left right, everything's white for goodness sake. everything BUT the darn television. sigh... maybe i should make a suggestion of repainting hospitals with various happier, less depressing colours. =) i might win the suggestion of the year! haha... nah one can always hope and dream right....? dream...... of little baby rabbits.... =)
Saturday, November 05, 2005
2 more days to the week of extreme O levels
oh anyway, i became itchy again and decided to do little "i spy my little eye................." heh, so i browsed through pages and pages and pages pages pages pages pages of blogs.. and found some blogs of juniors! haha... shu wen was super fast reaction. i told her to link me, WHOA, so FAST i tell you link liao. michelle.. haha she was very cute. i teased her about hiding her blog. but she got the better of me. she pointed out the fact that i didn't exactly ask if she had one. sigh, everything always backfires on me. better plan my next move carefully. aha, then i re linked zhi yin... wanted to tag somethign but i couldn't find her tagboard. ahh then saw bao hui, penelope and vannessa's ones... oh and i realised something. i linked basia, adn she didn't link me. so i went to ka chiao her. ooo i love her blog! haha looks so cool! okay so i'm a sucker for green and dull colours... haha read that they're doing the christmas dancing thing.. haha was laughing away to myself and reminiscing about the red skirt. sigh okay that's about all i found. no more liao leh...
okay anyway, next monday is my e math paper 1 and social studies. someone murder me right now. ss is killing me. why couldn't they have offered pure lit...? huh huh huh?! okay nvm. louie can do it. must pray for the O level people okay? nerve wreaking one leh... hee... oh yeah, louie was sick too. sorry, that's why i slowed down on the blogging. i'd love to say it's because i was dutifully studying til i drop but nah... although i did revise quite a bit... to my standards... oh ya! i'm going to church on sunday! yay! =)
Thursday, October 20, 2005
english as an A level subject?
"o romeo romeo wherefore art thou romeo? deny thy father, and refuse they name; or, if thou wilt not, be but sworm my love, and i'll no longer be a capulet"
or is it catapult? nvm
anyway, mrs. koh's explanation went something like that.
"why are you romeo?" (note: it's not where are you romeo)
and the deny part onwards is basically how juliet wants romeo to disown his family. she herself will give up her own name just to be with him. some love tragedy thing but my point is, it's so complicating!
"it is too rash, too unadvised, too sudden; Too like the lightning, which doth cease to be. Ere one can say it lightens. sweet, goodnight! This bud of love, by summer's ripening breath, may prove a beauteous flower when next we meet"
and what about the stanza above? these are the only two quotes i actually memorised from the book. i hardly understand a word they're saying... but i seem to be more of an artsy person than sciency leh... anyone knows ANYTHING about the english course? fwah... should i even take it? i don't think i'm up for anything to do with science and math!
heelp!!
s'pore's rainy season
anyway i'm actually sending out a mail to my physics teacher now to request for some physics consultation since he kindly ignored my second sms. he's not free on sat... so i asked for monday but i guess he's real busy at home. ah well, he said he checks his mail everyday so i hope he tells me soon so i may plan my schedule. i want to control my schedule, and not to be controlled by events instead. cool eh? i woke up one morning and realised that i'm quite philosphical. =)
okay i'm off to do some major muggeration (pris's vocab) now. tmr's the combine practical so all the best to everyone taking it! after tmr it's over yeah so tahan for a few more hours! =) i'm free tmr so i decided since i drank so much tea for dinner, (it was so diluted right elisa? practically like H2O, no tea at all. btw, if it's diluted, it will take a slower time to react right? so the speed of reaction is slower. ha! chemistry... see? i'm learning! ) so yup, as tea works wonders for me, i just can't sleep with tea in my head, thus i shall study like a studatic, a lunatic basically. sigh okay see ya =)
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
Thursday, October 13, 2005
12th october
angel: 4-D eh? hope we stirke! haha... sigh, too bad the probability is so low. haha...
amos: square centimetres? cubis metres? squares of cubes? cuboids of squared sqaure cuboids? haha had a great laugh in there eh?
anyway, it's just too bad i can't eleborate on it cause i may unintentionally "flame"or slam teachers. i doubt i would, but a precaution nonetheless due to the news about blogs and teachers right? but it was fun, really... realised that teachers can loosen up a lot, but we have to be careful not to cross the line too. =)
sigh, anyway i realised something. the many student couples we see around... they're so happy sometimes right? but you can see the pain and quarrels theu go through too... it's sad sometimes, but somehow things always turn out okay right? so never fear, God is here! did my QT today and prayed for the O levels. hee anyway i had better go to bed now. tomorrow's my graduation ceremony! haha night people! =)
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
busy busy bumble bee!
i'm supposed to be in school by 7.15, attend assembly, and have class at 7.45AM! mind you ti's not school, it's an enrichment lesson with mr rashidi and mates. the small problem is angel and i don't really have questions to ask him, so well, we'll just sit in and listen to the rest! =) perhaps we could learn something too! =) oh after that, it's lunch time! hee angel adn i are gonna have a NICE lunch. after how many months we're actually goign to sit down and eat! we don't have to stuff our faces and rush up the stairs with bags hammering at our hands and legs, or bang into walls, tripping over shoes laces and stuff like we used to during school hours! haha quite excited actually... funny eh... well after that's physics with mr yap. we're gonna ask him a few questions... okay so it's A LOT of questions, but we're probably complete a few only cause our physics ain't too strong. actually our sciences are horrible but ah nvm. i'm more of an artistic person. yeah right... okay i'm more of an arts person. the kind who dreams and writes and ya da ya da na da... yeah that kind. okay my physics ends at 2pm, then angel and i are off yet again to literature lesson! this time mr rashidi's gonna go through unseen poetry! haha i'm never quite good with that but somehow i always land up choosing poems over prose even though i hate poems. maybe i'm weird. ah yes, lit ends at 5pm, and finally i get to go home! HOME! back to my mummy and daddy and spider named charlotte (inspiration from jolene's literature text - charlotte's web)! haha, okay, so i caught this spider and am rearing it. (nothing to do with dengue fever okay?) exciting isn't it? i have a pet again! though not a mammel, but a pet nonetheless =) oh anyway, i'm going to meet elisa for dinner! haha yay! now's my turn to feel so loved. i get to spend some time with angel, then elisa! haha, i was deprived of my love for quite a few months. you see, for our csf thing, no one loved louie! yvonne and zhi yin didn't call me for about 4 months straight! (it's recorded in my notebook heh) so anyway, i'm getting my love back! haha nah, i'm being my nonsense self again. ah yes, the reason i'm meeting elisa is so that i cna accompany her in school since mr ng requested for her to help out with the night classes thing. ahha might as well right, then i get to ask her questions too if i'm unsure, which would be most of the time. (LOISA! where's your confidence man!) we end at 9pm. long day huh. i would have spent at least 12 hours in school in one whole day after tomorrow! world record, falling short of camps in school! haha
okay okay, i had better pack up everything and start studying now... bye people! =)
Wednesday, October 05, 2005
prelim results
ps. happy birthday yesterday germaine! =)
Sunday, October 02, 2005
1st October
anyway began to feel really lonely after i hung up with angel. it was such a surprise. we've all been... isolated... after the exams. all our papers are different (bio, a math, chinese, chem, physics) sigh... was at home studying while mum was out (dad was overseas), when angel called!!! haha she was at the interchange or something. of course we just had to go crazy. haha psst, read her blog! i just love her latest post, erm basically cause it's GREEN. haha... thank you angel! =)
oh ya, i went for the miracle service today with my mum! it was an annointing session. =) they put oil on our foreheads, and blessed us. prayed against dengue fever and all. after they blessed me, i was supposed to say "i receive, in Jesus' name, AMEN." that's for the youths lar, but for the adults, it's "i receive, and my family too, in Jesus' name, AMEN" of course, i had to fumble and consider myself as an adult when i said the wrong one, but does it mater anyway? ahha good thing i said the family part too, cause daddy wasn't there as he had just arrived from a business trip and was very tired, and mummy said the youth's one. she forgot to say family! haha, so i said it. good eh? my whole family's annointed! =) that would spread around to everyone else too right? cause we're all one big family! =) sigh, tmr raq's sister has a birthday party so she can't make it for service, adn julie's not going for it as it's her finals on monday, so maybe i'll either go with my neighbours which is funny as i have rarely, no, NEVER gone with them before... or i'll go for the morning service with mummy and daddy. yeah =)
one last thing, i had another dream last night! haha, for our GB annual camp this year, we went to Florida (disneyland). haha maybe ms gan would bring us there? 10th year mah, special! haha i guess i can continue dreaming eh? nvm it's a pleasant dream =)
ps: this hmm pink colour is dedicated to angel, who went through the trauma of putting up a green post for me! haha thanks... okay, so i've got one purple (amelia) and one pink (angel). erm kim, there's way too many blues in my blog! more than my green okay! haha study hard people!!

















