hmmm i've just realised what a complete, uptight airhead i've been.
haha "complete" is from my neighbour (i've got to find out his name. he's my neighbour and we don't know each other's names -.- ), "uptight" is from jonathan, "airhead" is from myself.
I'm a striver, i think. THINK. Strivers tend to strive, and therefore, " hai zi ji", stress themselves out. When i push myself too much, i feel the pinch, and thnn i can't do things up to my own expectations. In fact, sometimes, i do worst than my usual standard. That's for the "uptight" part of course.
*i'm philoso-phying here, so if you get bored, skip this entire thing =)*
On to the airhead. I read cherie's post, and hmm, "spare"... hmmm... I'm doing all those work like crazy, and then i freely distribute my work out when people ask me "how to do". Kinda dumb on my part eh? I should be teaching them, not spoon feeding them, especially with MY work too. Hmm just a thought. No offense to anyone. =)
Back to the word "complete". I can't believe i'm even thinking about these stuff! Haha, let alone allowing myself to feel funny! Dumb eh. I'm supposed to be this care-free, simple minded girl who loves everyone, and now i suddenly feel... used? NAH
Loisa is talking rubbish. It must be the lack of sleep.
Dear heavenly Father, i love You, and i love myself too! Amen. =)
*sings* Happy happy happy buggy.... =)
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