31st October 2006

Uhhh OOPS i've totally been lagging in my updates... I"m afraid my current "update" isn't very updated either. It's a continuation of the trek last last last......... week!

Oh before i forget...

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!! =) hahahaha

So the 5 of us boarded the lorry. Do not ask me what possessed us to sit on the lorry instead of a jeep, or whatever else they had. Mind you, the ride on the lorry is no ordinary ride. We don't sit IN the lorry, we sit ON the lorry. Literally. PLanks were nailed across the sides of the lorry, and we sat ON THE PLANKS. In case you didn't quite catch that, we sat ON THE PLANKS. Meaning.. ON THE PLANKS!!!!! We had nothing to hold, except the planks!!! Is that scary or what? We went up and down slopes, went SQUISH across HUGE puddles of muddy water, wnet boom boom BUMP over really ROCKY paths... sigh... haha our butts! No matter, only butts right? BUT the worse was yet to come. As we were going straight into jungle-like terrain, GOODNESS. The people sitting at the sides... Poor guys! There were branches and leaves swipping past them. It was so dangerous really. You could have either fell backwards off the lorry and rolled down, or you could have been knocked down by the hanging solid branch, or you could have been cut real bad by thorns. Poor Eileen, this bumble bee thing stung her on her head. One moment she was sitting next to me, the next moment she was yelling "Get it off Get it off VERY PAIN!" I was panicking lar. i saw it on her head and i actually thought i flicked it off, but it seems that it was stuck on her scalp. Poor girl, she was crying. I have no idea what that insect was. It was black with orange stripes. Anyone knows what it is? Sigh... Well at least she didn't blank out, or suffered from any i don't know, side effects of that sting. Except for a red lump, there was nothing much. What i was worried about was that that lump contained poison or something, and that if it was not treated soon, Eileen might be real sick later. She's okay now anyway, so i guess it's fine. =)

Well, we reached the campsite, an empty piece of land. Guess what? We were to set up our tents there. So uhhh heh, the guys kinda set up the tent. And we just kinda stood around. Haha i wanted to help, but there was just nothing to do. Felt a little bad though, cause later they set up the second tent, and gave us the first one. They did EVERYTHING. Like... Uhh feel a little useless? heh

Group picture before setting off...

Before we could do anything else, we were told to pack our day packs as the trek to to waterfall was immediate. Goodness panicked! Haha I whipped out my obscenely bright yellow pack, and started stuffing cereal inside together with louis (cute eh? he's nearly got the same name as me! He's this guy in my group too!). Haha well we were going to have our lunch there right? Therefore, we needed food! I shared the bag with jia zhen cause i thought it would be ridiculous to carry so many bags up there. Haha she was so cute! SHe brought along these water shoes thing that SUPPOSEDLY is so effective that water does not get in. Well this theory was SO proven wrong later. HAHAHA so off we went.

Sorry guys, it seems like this blogging of the trek will never end. Maybe i'll cut it short and write in point form the next time. I've got to go now. Need to study. This is a rare day when i am free to study "on my own". There is no homework or assignments due immediately, exlcusing CSE (comptuer science) that is. =) See ya

love, loisa

13th -15th October 2006

Introducing the trekking gang:

• Stephanie
• Krystel
• Eileen
• Jia Zhen
• Loisa

These group of able bodied girls embarked on a treacherous trekking trip to the Rainbow Falls and Bukit Paranoma in Malaysia. At Rainbow Falls, the highlight was duh, the waterfalls haha, as can be seen from the name itself. In Bukit Pranoma, it was the SUNRISE. -.- Yes, don't laugh, we trekked all the way up, to miss the sunrise. Haha right, here's the full juicy story from miss loisa koh. . . . .

To be continued.

Day 1 - 20th October 2006 (Friday)

JZ AND I WERE LATE! zoom zoom zoom! I waited for her at Jurong East Mrt station, an was hopping impatiently from one foot to another. SIGH haha it was coming 7pm, and that was the time we were supposed to be AT KRNJI MRT STATION! haha Grand entrance we made indeed, with out wild and erm moppie-like hair, and our blooming big knapsakcs, we rushed, no ran, towards the bunch of OutDoor Adventure Club peeps (ODAC). Riiight, we looked like we were participating in the amazing race or something, but hey, everyone else rpetty much looked the same! WAHAHAHA some had bags bigger than hours! *snickers* AND SOME, *hey steph!* had bags as small as a harversack/schoolbag. (you so want to strangle them eh?) Krystel was real early, and she was sitting there looking like an angel. Steph and eileen were lost on their way to Kranji, so we waited for them. No worries though, as there were others who were later! In fact, jz and i could be considered early. -.- hahahaha

So the trekking gang boarded bus 170 towards JB, but as luck would have it, it was jammed. We fell out of the bus, literally, as we were still unused to the big bags, and struggled throughout the causeway... ON FOOT! It was my first time WALKING to JB, so it was kinda cool. ONe thing i loved about this trip was the experience gained.

1) the jungle like-ness of it all
2) the trekking
3) the traditional way of going into JB (walking, stumbling trhough the crowds)

etc.

At the customs, it was ridiculous. Our Singapore customs officer sure had loads of comments for us. He told Krystel to open "her curtain" (hair) as she looked very difference form her passport photo, told jz all about the departure form, and called me "boy boy". The ultimate was the Malysian side, when the guy told me "10 year old little girls shouldn't be travelling without their mothers". Wah i nearly snapped! I furiously turned to my date of birth and wordlessly stuffed it into his face. See it for yourself, you big meanie!

ps: Passport covers were amusing! Mine was normal, thank goodness, krystel's had a very nice sunshine on it, but jz... hmm, it needs further elaboration. She's disney kid! A hello kitty passport cover, mickey mouse wallet, and... a tweetybird plaster! (ahem.. haha)

Well we took bus 170 yet again to Larkin bus station, in Malaysia, and stopped at Marybrown's to eat. Sigh, that was when i found out my malaysian one rinngit-s were expired. I tired to use them to pay for my iced milo and the cashier went "These are expired already!" How embarrassing was that?! Sigh...

Here we are at Marybrown's! =)

Right, onwards, march march march, to the coach we hired! ARGHHH a 6 hours bus ride! I could have died in there. We were rushing to put our bags at the back, so i took out only my windbreaker (GB's one), and left everything else! Thankgoodness Jia zhen brought her MP3 player along to entertain us. We listened to quite a few songs, so wasn't so sick on the bus. After a while, was a bit tired already, so went to sleep. I mean come on, it was like 2 plus in the morning? Haha our body clock went so wrong... Krystel sat with another guy in our group, and i felt a little cause she was alone. Anyway, i think it was better for her to sit there in the end, cause jz and i were a little uncomfortable in our seats. We were as good as stuck! Nevermind, we'll leave it as that.

FINALLY the bus had a rest stop. We all got off to pee, and pee, and peeeeeeee..... Everyone were so zombieliked and cold. So off we trooped to the coffee shop to get our hot milo. Before the milo could even arrive, the whole lot were back boarding the bus already. We were like "WHAT?!" *panicks* I was trying to gorge down my milo as quickly as posisble but it was so SO scorching hot!! Actually, i wanted to finish the whole cup, but since the girls were so fast in drinking, i decided to forgo the lasy half of my milo. =) Was quite sad. Haha, all the way to the bus i was literally thinking longingly of that half filled cup of MILO.

Well back to the bus.. sigh... back to our seats... sigh... back on the road... sigh... back to sleep... sigh...

ARRIVAL! SQ...

Okay so not so high class. Just the arrival of a very normal coach at Sungei Lembing! We packed our daypacks, AND GOT TO BRUSH OUR TEETH! Haha, a very rare thing down there... After that, the interesting part comes...

There's Krystel looking.. uhh.. REALLY stoned...

THE LORRY RIDE!!!

(to be continued once again) heh heh

9th October 2006

Well well well...

I got back my CSE (computer science) grade today! Just realised something, peopel are never ever contented with what they have. I mean, how much can we improve in such a short period of time right? Not to worry, i'm not pointing fingers at anyone, only at myself really haha. You see, i failed my first BASIC computer science test 2 weeks back, perhaps? I had 5/10, but in SIM, that ain't the passing mark. The passing mark is 60 %. Annoying right? haha Such high standards.

Anyway, this time round, for the mid terms, HEY i passed!!! BUT i got a C grade, i think. 25/40. I know i passed, but i dare not calculate the actual grade. It could be a C-, or a D, but whatever, i don't really want to know. Initially i was so ultra excited, SUPER happy, cause i thought " OEI LOISA KOH MEI SHI! You passed girl! You're the genius of the world! SUPERGIRL!" hahahaha yeah narcissist i know haha, but give me some credit here, i IMPROVED. That is the important thing right? Always improving, that's the best anyone can hope for.

Yet... After a while, i began to feel... sore? I don't know, like hey, why couldn't i have got better? Oh, but what the heck, i'll do better for the finals eh? As long as i improve, i'm the luckiest girl on the planet!

Thank you Lord. =)

ps: the peeps are back, they got their results already! HEY GUYS! haha =)

8th October 2006

I'm dying... from the haze. It's killing me. If i don't contract kidney failure from the high amount of carbon dioxide in the air, i'll suffer from respiritory problems due to the sulphur dioxide. Haha okay exaggerating here a little... but seriously, the psi level is at an unhealthy level already. The healthy level should be 100, and although it did drop form 150 to 140, it's still unhealthy!!

BRING OUT THE MASKS PEOPLE! 1997 is BACK!

Riiight, being dramatic here...

Anyway, on just don't open your windows and doors too much okay? It's very choking... I'm thirsty, i'm hot, and i'm uncomfortable, but somehow it makes me work faster and better. Now that the haze has cleared up a little, i seem to be more laggy... oh well.

Gotta run, literally. My dog's screaming for me. She's horrible lar. This morning she wanted to watch tv, so i turned the channel to "beyblade" on kids central for her. Not quite sure why, but she loves that show. -.- Don't ask. AND NOW, she wants to go for a walk. Siiighhhhh

see ya =)

Poem

It is the Lord, who will set me free
Watch, as He shines His light on me

No mountains too high, no waters too deep
My soul is for the Lord to keep

I lift up my voice, with songs so sweet
And it will be the Lord i'll meet

Forever faithful, i will remain
My love for the Lord, i will sustain

My name is in the book of life
The Lord has removed, all my sighs (?? or lies?)

Thank you Lord, for loving me. Oh,
I shall worship You, now and forever so.

(or Thank you Lord, for loving me
I shall worship You, for all to see)

I kinda came up with this on the spot after reading the previous post in an email i received. Haha it ain't too good, it is after all, just a small lil poetry of a thing. HEY i am an amateur okay! haha i had a little trouble with the second last stanza. couldn't seem to rhyme it. AND i can't decide which one to use for the lazy stanza. the "or" part sounds nicer, of course, but i kinda like the other one put there. haha oh well. It is for the Lord, so wh cares? It's what in the heart, that is true. Right? haha =)

The game was tight. Archrivals had faced off for three and a half periods in a seesaw battle that was going down to the wire. As the clock ticked down, the two sides traded the lead back and forth. Neither could be assured of victory because with the game so close, anything could happen. From the sideline, the coach watched his team getting more and more apprehensive as the seconds ticked away. They were missing shots they never missed. They were missing opportunities they didn't miss. Even their body language said, "This is bad. We might lose this one."

With less than a minute left, the coach called a time out. Now he knew that every girl on that court had been over the plays a million times. They didn't need elaborate help to set up a play for a last second win. They needed to calm down and play the way they knew how to play. So when they bent into that huddle, the coach told them something more than a little unconventional. "Go out there. Play the game. Have fun. Do your best, and I'll win it for you."
No pressure instructions. No you have to win this or we lose to our rivals. No anxiety-inducing strategy. Simply, "Go play, and I'll win it for you."

To my way of thinking, that was an audacious statement because in reality, it wouldn't be the coach taking the shot that would win or lose the game. He would be standing on the sideline with no direct control whatsoever. However, this coach knew something about the training these girls had been through, and he knew without a doubt they could do it. The problem was they didn't know they could do it, and so, he let them rely not on themselves for the win but on him.

The amazing thing to me when I really started thinking about this statement is that what that coach told his team is exactly what Jesus tells each one of us: "Go out there. Play the game. Have fun. Do your best, and I'll win it for you."

"Play the game. Have fun."

We think it's all on us-that we have to get everything right, do everything perfectly, or our "win" will never materialize. In fact, we get sucked into this mentality that Heaven may be just out of our reach no matter what we do. However, I think the reality is that Jesus is the coach standing on the sideline having full faith that we can do everything He's trained us to do. We can love just like He's shown us. We can give; we can live-not because we can do it on our own but because He's right there, and He has faith that we have been given everything we need to win through Him.

I'm sure you know the end of the story. When the buzzer sounded, the team who had just gone out, had fun, and done their best was victorious.]

One day the final buzzer of your life will sound, and the question at that moment will be this: Did you allow Jesus to be your coach? Did you have faith that He would win the game for you-or are you still trying to win it yourself? It's a question worth contemplating.

Big Face Cat

Haha just thought this was kinda cute. I was always attracted to grumpy faces or close ups... they're so cute! haha 

ANGEL! This one's for you! Hang in there, i'm with you the whole way! =)

Love, louie

ps: you had better appreciate this cause it's pink haha ;P

30th September 2006

Right, it is now 1am in the morning. argh! The last few days have been REALLY hectic. Never realised how fast-paced life can be. I though the worst was over after O levels, and then after the choosing of schools. Now this... -.- It's always going faster and faster eh? Like those dizzy tea cups you sit on at amusement parks. All they do is go round and round and roun, sometime sideways, then roung again, til you get so sick and tired, you start to walk funny. Yeah, haha i've been walking real funny nowadays, with my legs bowed inward.

I wasted a whole lot of time on wednesday night. Apparently, so did jia zhen. Haha we sure make a lot of boos boos, it's no wonder we get HYSTERICAL every now and then. We actually typed out our history )UGC) stuff, VERY nciely, and we were nearly completing the thing too, when.. we realised we were doing the wrong assignment. Instead of the week 5's homework, we were happily typing away week 4!! GRAHHHHH... After that, i think i usd up too much of my brain cells or something, i couldn't seem to understand what the heck i was typing for the REAL homework. Kenneth was grumbling away with me haha. We were both lost in the "light", we were so NOT "enlightened". Reading about plato, aristotle, daoism... i felt lke i was the one chained and in a cave, partly due the fact that my eyes were closing. Jia zhen completed hers so fast lar. So i stayed on the computer til...3 plus? Couldn't take it anymore and panicked, asking jonathan and gary to wake me up. Jon because he wakes up at 5.45am anyway, and gary cause, haha he was the only one alive on msn at that point of time.

5.45am. Jon called. I think i went back to sleep, cause gary woke me up again at 6am. Sigh, stupid homework. This is the first time in my entire life waking up in the morning to do homework can. NEVER before have i bothered to decrease my sleep in the mornings for school stuff. I sleep late, yes, but i NEVER EVER wake up early. And i obviously do not intend to again, cuase in school, boy was it nuts. I was falling asleep everywhere, and i actually fell asleep on the floor before UGC class started. Disugsting.

Then again, UGC has been giving everyone nightmares. Everyone has been asking and talking to me about that silly assignment. Let's count...

Gracelyn, Kenneth, Jia zhen, Jonathan, Cherie, Jocelyn, Eileen, Elizabeth... Did i miss anyone out? Ah well 8 then... SEE? Poor us haha *wallowing in self-pity*

*slaps ownself*

Right. I shall stop complaining. Gotta study study study. The mid-terms are

HERE!!!!

ANGEL! Hang in there! I'm with you! =)

25th September 2006

HADY HADY HADY MIRZA! ahahahahaha singapore's very own idol!

JIA ZHEN! mmmm? any comments? wahahahahahaha told ya, no jonathan for me. ahem heh... just alex. ahaha nah kidding.

right i shall ATTEMPT to stop gloating and uhhh, go uhh do something... something... can't quite remember... too many things to accomplish so... something... hmmm

ah

1. RESEARCH paper
(shucks)

2. communications OBJECTIVITY project
(double shucks)

3. computer science HTML WEBPAGE
(SHOOT!! but then again, many people have been really sweet, helping me and all that. Special thanks to kenneth cause now i found out how to do it PROPERLY!!)

4. communications exam
(i'm kinda hoping it'll be postponed, but i doubt so)

5. computer science xam! ah ah ahhhh
(thansk cherie, for helping us zap the book! she a darling isn't she? jon lent us the book too)

6. Grah, all the other examinations are coming up too. NUTS

haha, this is beginnign to sound like some kind of acknowledgement page. oh well. i shall stop here and so my

"something"

and i haven't quite figured out where to start.

right. ONWARDS loisa! uhh majulah koh mei shi! -.-

"Majulah"'s onwards right?

ha random. okay see ya!

ps: I'm gonna go for baptism soon! Whoopppee =)

24th September 2006

I found this small snippet of a piece of paper in my bible today. It made me reflect quite a bit actually

"Only one life, Twil soon be past
Only your work for Christ will last"

Hmm inspirational eh? Made me realise that my sole purpose on earth, and everyone else's i guess, is to glorify the Lord, win more souls, and bless everyone around me.

I shall try to do that, but i of course will stray halfway and therefore, i say a little prayer for the Lord to give me strength and faith to carry on.

On to a few jokes i read in an email. Pretty hilarious haha. I couldn't stop laughing.

- "work facinates me". I can look at it all day. (-.-)

- The wise never marry, but when and if they do, they become otherwise. (ahahaha!)

- A bus station is where a bus stops. (duh)
A train station is where a train stops. (sigh... yeah)
On my desk, i have a work station... (...?)
What more can i say? (heeee heee hee!!)

ooo boy, haha made my day sia.

OH yeah, and sammi made me one happy kid when she told me she ain't a com whiz either. haha no idea why, but it made me feel not quite a dumb ass. =) Thank you sam!! =)

Right, now i gotta go sleep early. AND i have to write that letter to cherie. She seems so sad lar, i cannot take it. Must write something. Although i'm not sure if it'll make a difference... BUT she jsut smsed me and said she's not feeling well. Grah, poor girl. Take care of yourself alright?

Adieus people! =)

Love, loisa

22nd September

funny. how come my blog's layout changed on its own? Hmm, looks like my very own website has a mind of its own. Creepy.

Anyway, i'm feeling quite proud of myself. I managed to conquer my frustrations and not go mad. I was on the verge of pulling out all my hair just now though, ha, that must be the reason why i looked so flustered and sick when i got in SIM. At least, that's what steph and jocelyn said.

I was trying to do a little on my CSE 111 project. I'm required to do up some html thing, my own website or something like that.

BUT

My silly notepad programme cannot save in html format. My MS word has hidden codes which automatically implant themselves into my already painfully typed codes, so my website comes out funny. AND i do not have microsoft office or front page, which can be used to view html stuff.

Wonderful eh? I had 29 copies of html codes saved in text format, and 29 similar ones saved in html format. Both formats did not work. SO in total, i typed 58 files worth of rubbish. Such a waste of my time, effort, and eyesight. It's no wonder i'm getting a headache now. Jocelyn was sweet though. She offered to help me. And i love my cherie too! She told me i could type my stuff out in notepad, and send it to her so she can help me save it in html format. However, i'm thinking of tryign to download my own MS office/front page thing. I don't want to bother her too much. We're all like super stressed here already.

Sheesh, assignment after assignment after project after project keeps pilling up. I'm not scoring fantastically for my tests too. I merely passed for my "world civilisation" and english tests, and i FAILED my first computer test can. See? I told you technology and loisa are just not meant to be. Oh well. I'm going to really try my best, at least i will not have any regrets. All the other things i can't do, God will help me do. =)

AHA another headache. The communications objectivity project. Sigh, i've been tryign to find articles but my silly computer can't get into any nice websites. It keeps going error error, and disconnecting itself. What is going wrong?

*PIAK* smacks a fly. This annoying fly keeps flying into my face. What the heck is wrong with it? I need one of those electronic rackets which can kill flies with just one swip, but then again, that's cruelty. Sigh...

Hmmm, i think i'm goign to be sick. I keep coughing and sniffing. Grah...

*sings* Virus virus go away, come again another day, or maybe not at all... =)

Right, sorry, going outta my mind. i'm off!

21st September 2006

Right i'm finally blogging...

to say...

that i will not be posting much for the next few weeks? or maybe for the rest of this semester. Haha, it would depends on how busy i am, and my mood.

Lately i've been ever so tired, and gosh i have like TONS of assignments now, so people, don't talk to me in long sentences or i'll get blur and go nuts on you!

Well busy busy, gotta run, literally. =) See ya!

love, loisa.

16th Sptember 2006

It didn't really hit me, til now.

Yesterday i read on audrey and shawn's blogs that a certain samuel tan passed away. He's a junior in BB. All the while that i have been working with BB, it's always with amos, or tinsley, or someone from my year. So, i didn't feel the impact as much. I was never good with names anyway.

Then

As i was flipping through the papers today, i came across the orbituary, and i went oh shiat, samuel! He's only 16 years old, and he hasn't even done his O levels yet. I saw his picture there, his handsome strong face, and oh no... It brings me back to think why i never... whatever, the words aren't coming out of my mouth.

I used to see him in church, and he's always with his parents and brother. Whenever there are bibles, cds, or vcds to be sold, he's the one who take money from his mum and runs down to get them. Even though we don't know each other like super personally, i used to play face games with him, in church. We knew each other existed, i knew he was the Head of BB, he knew i was the Head of GB, we knew we were there in church, but we pretended not to recognise each other. One week he nodded at me, i smiled at him, he smiled back at me, i nodded back at him, and it continued for the next few weeks. Our families sat together during one service, and we were making faces at each other throughout the sermon. Oops, yes, hut.. argh...

Shoot. i Passed him a little bit of my secondary school notes too, when i met him once along the corridor. Same subject, and he asked for it.

I wish i had never marked him down. Numerous times, when i was in sec 3, and he, in sec 2, i used to book him. I was a councillor and was part of the recess duty team. He was always such a rascal, staying back in class so late. Gah

I don't know, suddenly everything's so.. wrong? without him? Nevermind, all said, he's best known for his leadership skills, and i've always somewhat admired him from afar, cause he seemed so cool with his red sash and BB uniform, giving out commands wiht no effort, and everyone listened, you know?

Right, i don't know what point i'm trying to make here. I guess it's jsut so sudden and i'll miss him, somewhat.

Ps. Stay away from mosquitos. Dengue fever can take lives away very very very fast. =(

15th September 2006

funny, i can't seem to get into my own blog... hmmm

CHANGE!!

Okay that's scary... suddenly my enitre layout changed...

Haha JIA ZHEN! NOW i know why it didn't change the last time! I didn't republish... -.- HAHAHA

Well people, this is CHOWDER, the adorable boy in the movie "Monster House". He's an absolute cutie! =)

THANK YOU JZ!! =)

11th Sptember 2006

Is it just me or is MSN not working? Haha right, it's not working. Angel just told me.

Oh well good, then it is not a distraction. I can slowly cut down on my silly profile, which by the way, is now 17 pages!! I'm always doing things like that. I have so much trouble trying to write it out, and then all of a sudden, everything comes pouring out. The maximum is 5 pages. Nice, 17 pages, hallejuah. I don't even know what to cut out now lar. Well, at least jonathan has 8 pages; thus, i can cut mine down to around 10? It'll be a miracle if i can do it to 5. If so, everyone owes me an ice cream. Haha oops, greedy me...

Right now, i'm talking to angel and cherie.

Angel plus loisa: Complaining about the price of ink, about the weather, about GP topics, about essays, about MSN... haha

Cherie plus loisa: Complaining about the communications teacher, who is a total ummm ************. Can't remember the stuff jonathan taught me, but whatever it is, it's not good. (don't bother to count the number of stars or play hang man, cuase it's not according to the bad bad words)

Seems like we're complaining a lot these days huh...

OH OH! Cherie was ubberly sweet today. Oh gosh so touching, i was like sniffing away at home when i opened her little gift to me. Awww, it's a key chain! THANK YOU THANK YOU a thousand times! =) On it, it read "smart, pretty and kind".

I'M PRETTY! *making a big announcement here* Right rubbish. Anyway, i didn't kow i was smart and kind. Haha, it may or may not be true, but it's nice to think someone thinks so eh? I hope to be that though! haha =)

Cherie's my guardian angel in UB! Haha

I just realised my shorts has a big hole at the backside area. Right, i either sat on something sharp and pulled really hard so my shorts tore, or my dog bit it. I'm thinking the latter. Haha okay, that was a bit random. Nevermind.

Oh yeah Oh yeah! It was a really hectic day today. Will not kill you wiht the details. Basically, eileen, jonathan and i rushed from school to the NEW bishan library and back again, to borrow books for our research paper. Talking about that, i am now haivng trouble wiht my research topic, question, AND thesis. Haha in other words, the entire thing. Haha

Oh and oh the way there, jonathan gave me his phone card! So cool! I've been collecting phone cards way back in primary school. I obviously stopped in secondary school cause i was too lazy, but his was nice. It's the scenery of a river. Really pretty. =)

An interesting incident happened to christine today too. But it's a little embarrassing so we'll leave it at that. jane helped me with my phone too. She's so nice, i love her!! =) Jia zhen sent me some MP3 songs, and AHEM, the pirates of the Caribbean theme song! =)

Can you just tell i need so much help in my daily life? Sad eh? I vow to be independant as soon as possible.

Loisa! Grow up quickly! haha =)

thoughts for the day

hmmm i've just realised what a complete, uptight airhead i've been.

haha "complete" is from my neighbour (i've got to find out his name. he's my neighbour and we don't know each other's names -.- ), "uptight" is from jonathan, "airhead" is from myself.

I'm a striver, i think. THINK. Strivers tend to strive, and therefore, " hai zi ji", stress themselves out. When i push myself too much, i feel the pinch, and thnn i can't do things up to my own expectations. In fact, sometimes, i do worst than my usual standard. That's for the "uptight" part of course.

*i'm philoso-phying here, so if you get bored, skip this entire thing =)*

On to the airhead. I read cherie's post, and hmm, "spare"... hmmm... I'm doing all those work like crazy, and then i freely distribute my work out when people ask me "how to do". Kinda dumb on my part eh? I should be teaching them, not spoon feeding them, especially with MY work too. Hmm just a thought. No offense to anyone. =)

Back to the word "complete". I can't believe i'm even thinking about these stuff! Haha, let alone allowing myself to feel funny! Dumb eh. I'm supposed to be this care-free, simple minded girl who loves everyone, and now i suddenly feel... used? NAH

Loisa is talking rubbish. It must be the lack of sleep.

Dear heavenly Father, i love You, and i love myself too! Amen. =)

*sings* Happy happy happy buggy.... =)

Cherie

Ookay this post is for you, cherie!

She's been an angel to me.=, and i truly thank the Lord for blessing me with a wonderful friend.

She was so sweet can... sweet as honey haha. On wednesday, we had communications lesson, and she saved a seat for me!! Awwww right, she's porbably diaoing me now as she reads this... She shared gummies with us too! Haha told ya, the way to loisa's heart is through her stomach. Heh heh

Oh oh and she even passed me a piece of paper with handphone deals! Haha i was discussing with ehr the day before about my changing my handphone, since it's so pathetic already... And she just helped me along... geee

WAIT! The best thing? She was my pillar of strength last night! I was ready to faint on teh spot while doing my profile for english, and she took the time to scan, reformat and send her notes to me. We have different handouts you see, and hers are quite useful. A total angel, isn't she? A God-sent angel, to me.

awww i love cherie... =)

7th September 2006

Right-ho! I was total stone dead today in school, and i can say the same for at least half of the UB students! Haha, for me, and eileen, elizabeth and jonathan, we stayed up really late last night to complete our english profiles plus UGC assignments. We nearly died... Ha no make that did die in school. I couldn't even open my eyes. For the rest, they went to this club party last night, and were therefore "wasted" and totally gonged out.

English class was first, and we edited each others essays. Unfortunately, my essay couldn't be edited cuase the editor, was out. Again, the word "wasted". Sigh... ah well... I liked eileen and johan's profiles... really nice =) Charles' one wasn't too bad either, but jon's... uhh too political lar arh... haha "Mahatir bin Mohamad"... Sorry, i wouldn't read up on him, though jon did write pretty well.

Later, we gate crashed into the critical thinking class. It's supposed to make you smarter... haha yeah right. Jane, christine and samuel were there so well... hee. Initially, i tired following the thought processes of the critical thinking lesson, but halfway i was lost, and i just got more tired and fed up, so i gave up and half slept, half read my UGC book. Jon drew a picture but i guess he tore it up, that idiot... haha nah...

Aha UGC time! Met jia zhen and kenneth there. Krystel didn't go, perhaps she was tired too. We received our last papers and i got a check! It's the middle grade, equivalent to a B. Awww, i didn't get a check +, which is an A, but well, first attempt, good enough! =) It seemed that the previous gang had gonw to a taiwan restaurant in bukit timah to have lunch, so they ta pao-ed for us. Ummmmm not bad.. not bad at all =) SLIGHTLY blend, but i enjoyed it nonetheless... IT WAS SPICY!!!! Haha was exploding towards the end, had to steal everyone's ice... sigh...

Whew finally, psychology. Last lesson for the day. I was truly falling asleep by then and everythign was one ear in, one ear out. No, it should be nothing in, everything out. It's no wonder my brain is total emptiness right now. Oops i nearly forgot a very important thing. Jia zhen brought banana chips for us today! haha yummmm.... talking about YUMMY stuff, jane bought tis hazelnut coffe latte thing from megabites. I've got to get myself one of those! OOOOO

Over and out. Loisa.