Thursday, July 17, 2008
17th July 2008
Anyway, we bumped into an asian dog and a caucasian boy. I say asian dog cause it's one SUPERBLY ugly cute chinese crest. And i say caucasian boy cause my mum said he's one. Obviously i didn't take notice of him at all, i was more interested in the dog. But somehow, when our dogs met, i was going ga-ga-goochi over the doggie, and my mum kept smiling idiotically at the boy. I was wondering why, but i couldn't see him clearly anyway.
Picture a boy with dark hair, black clothes, under the shadows of a tree, at 8.32pm in the night. Scary right? The dark knight. >.<
And yes, my mum was so eager to set me up that she checked the time and practically ordered me to go back to that tree again tomorrow at 8.32pm. Too bad i've got cell group! haha boys can wait. God first hahaha
Loisa: Why? He's very cute ah?
Mum: YESS GAHH Very... *shivers with glee* CUUUTEE!
Loisa: -_- as cute as his chinese crest dog?
Mum: YESS as cute as his... WHAT??!
Loisa: *humming as she walks off*
Mum: *muttering behind*
17th July 2008
I left the conversation with a clear conscience and on a nice note, and i am not going back.
But it's still sad, to me lar. That they are people out there who feel so sad and miserable about their lives, and therefore go out and ruin everyone else's lives whom are the opposites of them. I think it isn't fair to judge and make snide comments, but i don't think i was wrong to make the first tag in the first place. And i really did it in love, not in anger, not in arrogance, and certainly not to show I'm a saint, cause for goodness sake, I'm SOOOO far from a saint, it's laughable! Man if people call me a saint, it's probably the biggest compliment ever! =))
Anyway, i think the bottom line is that this silly person has effectively made me doubt myself. I know religion is a sensitive topic, and that is why i made sure never to push anyone, although churches always tell us to evangelize blah blah, but i try not to make anyone feel uncomfortable. And i thought i was saying it in love to a fellow sister and friend i truly care about, so BAH. Now i don't even dare to say God bless to anyone except family and cell group.
And as I'm typing this, I'm thinking, STUPID SATAN has put this doubt in me! I don't care. I'm going to carry on doing whatever i think is right. God will guide me. MY God. The ONE GOD I BELIEVE IN. So there. Putty.
Ha ha okay the last two fragments are so childlike, but it seemed so funny, for emphasis. Ha ha
Which leads me to think about something else. Rarely do i stand up for myself, nor get mad or even realize when people supposedly bully or make use of me. And when i do realize, i find it hard to counter attack. But, when my friends or family gets into trouble or are insulted, suddenly I'm able to do something, or at least feel something, like horrendous anger ha ha. Okay not so dramatic but something like that. Okay never mind. Dog just licked my face and i lost my train of thought.
Random babbling. Alright see ya... and Here's to everyone out there, Christians, Buddhists, Muslims, free thinkers, whoever. GOD BLESS! From the bottom of Loisa's heart. I want the best for you, I'm not forcing you to accept my God. It's my way of wishing you well! Byee!! =)
Monday, July 14, 2008
14th July 2008
ANYWAY, he cleverly bought one on discount, and when he came home, he poked me in my eye, and asked me to go fix it. Clever man. Know how to buy, don't know how to put it together -_-
So i was Loisa, the builder, can we fix it?
Loisa, the builder, YES I CAN!
Yep, i did it. Hammered my finger but it happens haha. SO now it's done! Happy =)
IKEA's stuff are quite idiot proof. Very easy to fix. Yada! =))
Sunday, July 13, 2008
Top 100 Books
1) Look at the list and bold those you have read.
2) Italicize those you intend to read.
3) Underline the books you LOVE.
4) Strike out the books you have no intention of ever reading, or were forced to read at school and hated.
5) Reprint this list in your own LJ/(any other blog you have) so we can try and track down these people who've read 6 and force books upon them ;-)
Here's my list anyway... =)
The Lord of the Rings - JRR Tolkien
Jane Eyre - Charlotte Bronte
Harry Potter series - JK Rowling
To Kill a Mockingbird - Harper Lee
The Bible
Wuthering Heights - Emily Bronte
Nineteen Eighty Four - George Orwell
His Dark Materials - Philip Pullman
Great Expectations - Charles Dickens
Little Women - Louisa M Alcott
Tess of the D'Urbervilles - Thomas Hardy
Catch 22 - Joseph Heller
Complete Works of Shakespeare
Rebecca - Daphne Du Maurier
The Hobbit - JRR Tolkien
Birdsong - Sebastian Faulks
Catcher in the Rye - JD Salinger
The Time Traveller's Wife - Audrey Niffenegger
Middlemarch - George Eliot
Gone With The Wind - Margaret Mitchell
The Great Gatsby - F Scott Fitzgerald
Bleak House - Charles Dickens
War and Peace - Leo Tolstoy
The Hitch Hiker's Guide to the Galaxy - Douglas Adams
Brideshead Revisited - Evelyn Waugh
Crime and Punishment - Fyodor Dostoyevsky
Grapes of Wrath - John Steinbeck
Alice in Wonderland - Lewis Carroll
The Wind in the Willows - Kenneth Grahame
Anna Karenina - Leo Tolstoy
David Copperfield - Charles Dickens
Chronicles of Narnia - CS Lewis
Emma - Jane Austen
Persuasion - Jane Austen
The Kite Runner - Khaled Hosseini
Captain Corelli's Mandolin - Louis De Bernieres
Memoirs of a Geisha - Arthur Golden
Winnie the Pooh - AA Milne
Animal Farm - George Orwell
The Da Vinci Code - Dan Brown
One Hundred Years of Solitude - Gabriel Garcia Marquez
A Prayer for Owen Meaney - John Irving
The Woman in White - Wilkie Collins
Anne of Green Gables - LM Montgomery
Far From The Madding Crowd - Thomas Hardy
The Handmaid's Tale - Margaret Atwood
Lord of the Flies - William Golding
Atonement - Ian McEwan
Life of Pi - Yann Martel
Dune - Frank Herbert
Cold Comfort Farm - Stella Gibbons
Sense and Sensibility - Jane Austen
A Suitable Boy - Vikram Seth
The Shadow of the Wind - Carlos Ruiz Zafon
A Tale Of Two Cities - Charles Dickens
Brave New World - Aldous Huxley
The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-time - Mark Haddon
Love In The Time Of Cholera - Gabriel Garcia Marquez
Of Mice and Men - John Steinbeck
Lolita - Vladimir Nabokov
The Secret History - Donna Tartt
The Lovely Bones - Alice Sebold
Count of Monte Cristo - Alexandre Dumas
On The Road - Jack Kerouac
Bridget Jones' Diary - Helen Fielding
Midnight's Children - Salman Rushdie
Moby Dick - Herman Melville
Oliver Twist - Charles Dickens
Dracula - Bram Stoker
The Secret Garden - Frances Hodgson Burnett
Notes From A Small Island - Bill Bryson
Ulysses - James Joyce
The Bell Jar - Sylvia Plath
Swallows and Amazons - Arthur Ransome
Germinal - Emile Zola
Vanity Fair - William Makepeace Thackeray
Possession - AS Byatt
A Christmas Carol - Charles Dickens
Cloud Atlas - David Mitchell
The Color Purple - Alice Walker
The Remains of the Day - Kazuo Ishiguro
Madame Bovary - Gustave Flaubert
A Fine Balance - Rohinton Mistry
Charlotte's Web - EB White
The Five People You Meet In Heaven - Mitch Albom
Adventures of Sherlock Holmes - Sir Arthur Conan Doyle
The Faraway Tree Collection - Enid Blyton
Heart of Darkness - Joseph Conrad
The Little Prince - Antoine De Saint-Exupery
The Wasp Factory - Iain Banks
Watership Down - Richard Adams
A Confederacy of Dunces - John Kennedy Toole
A Town Like Alice - Nevil Shute
The Three Musketeers - Alexandre Dumas
Charlie and the Chocolate Factory - Roald Dahl
Les Miserables - Victor Hugo
The Princess Diaries - Meg Cabot
Wednesday, July 09, 2008
9th July 2008
Friday, July 04, 2008
4th July 2008
Thursday, July 03, 2008
3rd July 2008
Anyway afternoon class was more fun. Well not during lesson of course, but after class! Cherie's new laptop has this webcam thing that has various hilarious backgrounds, so we took them all! Hahaha i'll show you a few of the pictures... Every single 1 of them is nice... I won't show all 22 of them!! Hahaha yes, that's how many we took, but i'll show you the real cracked up ones, plus a sweet one of us all! =)
Yep that's life in University at Buffalo, at SIM! Haha =)
Air Supply Concert
Haha i finally went to my first concert ever. Obviously it wasn't that expensive or i wouldn't have gone. I went with eileen, to the Air Supply concert. And whoever says i'm an oldie will get a fat slapping from me. It was lovely, really. Loved all the songs, i could have cried. Here's a few pictures to show that i really was there, what the environment was like, and a picture of eileen and me, with a random guy poking his head in. ZZZ
haha enjoy!! =)
Monday, June 30, 2008
29th June 2008
30th June 2008
First, an air freshener can fell from around 2 metres high onto my little toe, that exact toe that i fractured a long long long time ago... OOO pain can... It swelled like a balloon! Thank goodness it went down during the night, now it's just bruised with an long cut down the toe. OWWWW!! Can't wear shoes or sandals haha. Learnt it the hard way. I was too excited in bringing my dog down for a walk and wore sandals. Ended up limping, and finally resorted to walking around with one sandal. Gah...
AND THEN! I found out our class groupings. Ohhhh meee gooodness! ZZZZZ
Nevermind! This is the only way i can find out how strong i am on my own!
I will survive, i will survive *sings*
I do hope i'll be able to find someone to change with though... but i'll keep my spirits up!! Positive thinking =))
Saturday, June 28, 2008
23rd June 2008
I was on a ship with a friend (i won't tell you who that friend is! That person's evil anyway.) Somehow, we went overboard and fell into the deep dark ocean. It soon became dark, but we held on to each other, half floating, half swimming in the open sea. Suddenly, we bumped into a man in a kayak. Evidently, he had lost his paddle, so he was floating around as well, extremely terrified. He joined us and we continued swimming. Finally, we reach a hut or some kind of pavilion. Don't ask me why there's a pavilion in the middle of the ocean. But whatever it was, it was home for us.
All of a sudden, we saw a cruise ship in the distance, and the threee of us jumped back into the sea and swam like mad towards that ship. Somehow, the string attaching the 3 of us broke, leaving me behind. Therefore, my friend and the strange man were saved.
The nightmarish part of this dream was that my friend did not come back for me, nor ask the cruise ship to turn back to save me. I had no choice but to turn back and swim to that same hut. It was so so dark and i remember feeling really afraid. There was an indian man in the hut this time, and i knew i had to take a risk and ask for his help, to bring me back to shore, cause he must have come from somewhere right? He said yes, and suddenly, a whole group of indian men were surround me, laughing and pointing. I had this wild fear that they would rape me -_- I turned around, and instantly, it was day again! In the distance, i saw the shores of pasir ris. Zzz
so.. i jumped back into the sea and swam for my life, back to Singapore, Pasir Ris. YAY i was saved!!
weird, I have no idea what this dream meant, but i know why my friend was in it. And why the kayak was there, plus the indian men and pasir ris hahahaa. All stuff i have thought about and experienced before! Madness. Woke up kicking the wall. Blue black hahaha
Anyway, the exams are over now, but i start school again immediately on Monday!! Rubbish eh? AND DO NOT GET ME STARTED ON DESAI. Now bubyee people =) Gonna walk my dog!! =)
Sunday, June 15, 2008
15th June 2008
My cousin's gonna have a baby!! =) I can't WAIT to play with the little fella =) I really do hope she'll let me play with her, him, it... Sigh... finally, life coming into the "TOH" family. I'm not the baby anymore! =)
I just wish kong kong was here to see it all happen. You know what? I know he's gonna be at my graduation too! He'll be there the day i go up there to get my cert, and it'll be all for him =)
Ahh loisa's one happy kid. I wonder what the baby's name will be? Hee
*giggles to self*
Friday, June 13, 2008
13th June 2008
The whole week's been literally hell, starting from last weekend. I blame it on my anxiety, my panic attacks, my weak immune system, the silly viruses floating around, and the devil's despicable attempts at ruining my life.
It all started like this...
I received my grades for MGM 403 Marketing Research last weekend, and i nearly died. In fact, i as good as ran naked round the whole house wailing (i just had my bath you see). Apparently, my grade was a D. My aim in SIM is to achieve more As, and NO Cs. Suddenly, i envisioned a DDDDDDDD in my GPA report, and i might have just as well jumped off my balcony. I worried myself sick the entire weekend, and that was the beginning of the weakening of my pathetic immune system. OOMMMMGGG
Anyway, on monday, we checked our grades and like what the... the stupid machine calculated my grade wrongly!!! So in the end i didn't do so badly. I jumped 6 grades!! EH very different!! MY GAWD. Scared me half to death. Wanted to cry. It may sound like i'm making a mountain out of a molehill, but a D really scared the heck out of me.
In school, cherie, jia zhen, and eileen were all sick. SO i guess it was inevitable that i would fall sick too, thereby passing it to jane. I'm sorry =(
Moving on, the next heart attack was monday night. My teacher told me not to worry if i received an email from her requesting for me to have extra classes with her (due to poor grades), but that wasn't the email i got. I had a WARNING letter from Mr Neo, and the Dean, STRONGLY advising me to resign from MGM 403. ZZZZ
Tuesday was crap. Never realized how cruel people can be when they don't want to have anything to do with you. My heart went ping piang ping piang (broken into a billion million pieces), but you know what? Now, it glued itself back together with SUPER ELEPHANT UHU GLUE and cannot be broken again. The saying is right. You CAN grow stronger =))
Alright, enough of my sentimental loisa. On thursday, i was too sick to go to school so i missed my MGM 404 exam. Before i could even send him an email, i received another notice telling me that UB is aware that i failed my MGM 404 exam 2, and therefore, i should resign from that course as well. (-------___-------)"""
LIKE WHAT THE BOOOHOOO??? They want me to resign from my ONLY TWO SUBJECTS in this 6 weeks??!?! ZZZZ and KOPE MY MONEY?
Right. So my fever went up up up due to my panicky and stressed up mind. Haha.. yeah la, i know my own fault. But i tend to panic easily and that's a bad habit i'm trying to kick.
Right now? I'm typing this post while camping on MSN, attempting to prey on unsuspecting victims to get them to do my survey. And the devil is playing with me again, cause everyone's ignoring me. DEVIL BEGONE! No wonder it's friday the 13th.
OOO can't wait for the weekend! Mum doesn't have to work this entire weekend, so i'm gonna stay home, nestle in her arms, with my dog in MY arms, and rest! Hee... happy =))
Thursday, May 29, 2008
Bus drivers
So a few days ago, i was taking the bus with jia zhen home, and it was pretty late, with many people on the bus. Jz and i couldn't even find seats, so we had to sit on the ones facing backwards, pretty near the front. I missed my stop, and rushed to press the bell. When the bus came to a stop, i tapped my ez link card at the front, and waited for the driver to open the doors for me. I waited, then decided it was too long a wait, so i asked him to open the doors for me. He scolded me in chinese, the china kind of chinese, very curtly, very loudly, and gestured for me to use the back doors. Like what the heck?? I would have.. if
1) i was nearer to the back
2) if there were not so many people
3) if the machine on the front didn't state "entrance/exit". If it states exit, i obviously am allowed to exit by the front doors as well! ZZZZ
i mean, i ALWAYS check, so i don't make a fool of myself when the machine beeps cause it will not register my card. SO anyway, i took a second bus back to my right stop, and the moment i boarded the bus, i got another scolding, cause i was too slow in tapping my ez link card, or rather, the machine was too slow in registering it. Zzz so when i tried to take the card out of my wallet, the guy scolded me. SO. zzzz
Who wants to continue the second episode? Free for all!!
Tune in the the next episode, by whoever, same time, different place! (depends on whose blog haha)
29th May 2008
Bag - i like... haha cause you can sling it as well as carry it on your shoulder! It's called a "tote" right? Anyway, the print's kinda feminine, but sigh... can live with it haha
Shoes - It's kinda like slippers? REALLY REALLY complicated, like you have a thousand staps on it? haha and the MOST interesting bit? there are excess strings at the sides, to tie AROUND and UP your calf? ahahahah!!! It's gonna take me at least 15 minutes to wear those man!! But they were cheap and my size! Well not exactly but the strings hold the slippers to my feet so YAY!
Dress shorts - erm... this is a one piece, but shorts instead of a open dress? Okay hard to explain. It's like those pinafore denim shorts with suspenders, except instead of suspenders, it's an attached top! I love it cause it's sooo comfy. Only problem i have with it is that it's sleeveless, so.. back to jackets and scarves and shawls.
Oh yeah, the plaster jane put on me today came out today, well half of it, and yucks, weird. It was supposed to be one small scratch, but suddenly it became a hole. So i quickly pasted it back. It must have opened up or something, lucky jane put the plaster on.
Oh btw jane, my parents love you, and they've been repeating it for around 8 times each. This shows my parents are hitting their elderly age. Mum and dad repeatedly asked me the whole day -->
Parents: ehh why do you have a plaster on your erm?
Loisa: I hit my arm on the toilet roll dispenser. So there's a cut.
Parents: You put the plaster on yourself?
(cause usually i don't like pressing the plaster on the wound, so i prefer not to use plasters)
Loisa: Nah, jane plastered it on me.
Parents: Awww such a sweet jane.
Loisa: ah yeah
-15 minutes later for dad, 30 minutes later for mum-
Parents: ehh is that a plaster on your arm?
Loisa: cut. toilet roll dispenser. jane.
Parents: aww such a nice jane
-another phase laer-
Parents: LOIS!! did you hurt your arm??!
Loisa: gahh
So there's my day! hahaa
Thursday, May 22, 2008
GLORY GLORY MAN UTD!
Finally watched bits and pieces of the champion league... Nearly jumped out of the balcony when my darling ronaldo missed the penalty. That thought came after murderous intent of course...
Love Giggs and Van de Sar!!! And since John Terry missed, i guess i love him too!!
WOOOOO =)))
man u 6-5 to chelsea...
WHOOOOt!!
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
21st May 2008
I screamed earlier in the day when i saw it. For a moment, i thought her breast was swollen or something. WAH PIANG. If it's a growth i'm gonna yell the whole of Marbella down. Cause that would mean surgery, having to cut the thing away.
OOOOOOO okay i'll go eat something. Calm myself down. Gotta bring pebbles to see the vet tomorrow. Honestly, all my savings are going into her medical bills! A dog's haircut and doctor's bills are more expensive than my own!
Remind me again why i got a dog? The expenses are killing me.
Oh right, cause i LOVE DOGS AND I LOVE PEBBLES! =))
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
14th May 2008
I have realized that i should be contented with what i have, and what i want or need, the good Lord will provide in His own time, according to His will, and with my best interest at heart.
Anyway, was stalking my cousins through facebook! HAHA no la... I'm trying to connect with them, so when i was given an opportunity to add one of them, i decided to search for the whole gin gang. Here's a picture i never knew i took with them! Gives me a warm feeling in my heart =)
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
13th May 2008
i was going to type a whole post about what i'm thinking now, but i've decided, no one wants to read it anyway. A little depressing and ughh.. emotional.
SO. Okay this post is ridiculously. Nothing else to say.
I love you kong kong and mama!
Lord, give my family and myself peace of mind. Please? I need assurance, i want to be happy again, to dwell in Your presence, and have nothing on my mind except YOU.
In Jesus' name i pray, AMEN.
Saturday, May 10, 2008
10th May 2008
Look full in His wonderful face,
And the things of earth will grow strangely dim,
In the light of His glory and grace.
Thursday, May 08, 2008
8th May 2008
Mum: (turns to dad) You know ah? I'm actually the same age as Madonna you know? (does a little boogie dance on the table)
Dad: Hah? What did you say? Stop dancing on the coffee table. You will break it again.
Mum: (glares) I SAID, i am the SAME AGE as MADONNA!!
Dad: (looks sideways at mum, in an incredelous voice) HAH?? A lot of difference leh! What happened to you?
Mum then looks at me with this constipated look on her face. I shrug. What can you expect from MEN? hahahahaha!
Wednesday, May 07, 2008
7th May 2008
Today jia zhen and i did up birthday presents for our friends. Shoot, can't describe what we did here cause it's a surprise! Wahahaha... anyway, she showed me a few pictures she took on her way to my place.
A pretty orange flower...
She was extremely fascinated with the thorns of the plant. Don't ask me why. I just gave her my infamous blank look. hahaha
For some odd reason, she was also very excited by the leaves in the planter box.. So. There you have it. Amelia took some great pictures as well...
This is amelia's competitive prize winning (definitely for me!) photograph. Good eh?
An old photograph of 2007's (i think)fireworks display! Beautiful! Her pictures are so sharp, no fair.
Since both jia zhen and amelia came up with such pretty pictures, they inspired me to take one of my own too. So take a look see at my pink flowers! I'm sure there's a name for them, but at the moment, nothing comes to mind haha.
Anyway, was playing around with the camera a lot today, so i took a few random pictures!
My dog's medicinal cupboard. Sigh. Too bad i forgot to take one of my grandpa's too, so now lazy to take it. My room is a hospital. Medicinal drawers everywhere, for everyone. Gahhh Loisa Nightingale at yer service... hahahaha
Oh yeah, and it rained for around 5 minutes at my place too, so i took pictures of the beautiful sky!
Before the rain -->
During the rain -->
After the rain -->
Hope the pictures make you feel at peace. Somehow i just love nature and sceneries. =) You know how to win my heart!! hahahaa
Ps: Jia zhen asked me what color comes out when one mixes blue with white. Hmm i WONDER... hahahaha ;P
Sunday, May 04, 2008
4th April 2008
We shopped at "This Fashion", and i did not fail to make a nuisance of myself, again. I was never good at shopping. Angel was about to hammer me on my head within minutes. I stripped one of the mannequins btw. She (i'm sure it's a she since she had a chest), was wearing some dress with strings tied around her neck. It's called a halter neck or something right? Anyway, i learnt my lesson the last time from tugging at the display clothes, cause they always come off. But this time, since it's tired to her neck, it WOULDN'T and SHOULDN'T come off right? NOOO it proceeded to fall off, exposing all assests of the poor mannequin. So well, i couldn't put it up again, and angel and i slithered off. Sigh... and everything angel picked out for me, i had some form of comment about it, so i doubt she's ever going shopping with me again. hahahaha sorry girl! I'll try to erm.. hmmm... well.
Oh yeah, we looked for jobs in the newspapers as well, and it was quite horrible. Not many jobs available for students these days. Poor us. Saw something promising though, just ONE, to do with small animals. Of course i immediately zoomed into that one, so we'll be applying for it. May, or may not, get it. Oh well. My holidays are short, can't do much.
We've got loads of plans for the holidays, my school mates and i. But planning seems to be a problem hahaha. So we'll see. Birthdays coming up too, AHHHHH and my silly laptop is still NOT fixed. grumble mumble dad mumble grumble... LOOONNNG story.
My wonderful relatives have suddenly disappeared from the face of the earth and are missing in action. The moment my grandfather's doctor appointment came up, there was a spur of activity and fluttering of papers --> some go vacation la, got church activities, cousins are working, busy cooking for family blah blah, then silence. Everyone was gone. Only mum and me were left at the family conference table. SO. Fill in the blanks. My mum's working, and now it's up to me alone to travel around Singapore on Thursday.
The Plan
1. Travel from dover to hougang. Reach there are 7am. SNOOREE
2. Bathe him, feed him breakfast, clean him up. Shave him. Cut nose hair (ugh), not a pretty sight.
3.. Travel from hougang to queensway WITH HIM!! (help) Should probably take like a taxi, but sooo expensive.
4. See all his doctors. Will probably be done at 5 plus pm so gotta give him lunch too.
5. Bring him back to hougang. Settle his dinner and my own.
6. Travel home to dover. By then i should be asleep on the bus, and will probably miss my bus stop haha!
7. GO TO BED.
Whew. Thank goodness i love my grand dad, if not ah... BOOM black face, red eyes, pout, hair on fire, dress in black... hahahaha emo. no la...
Saturday, May 03, 2008
Holidays
So anyway, i'm lagging in posts, pictures and yeah well, everything else! So to cut short, and of course, i''ll just post up some cannot-not-post-up pictures of pretty things =) Oh yeah, and i'm also a little lazy lar, cause i borrowed 16 books from the library yesterday, and by the end of today, i completed 5 books, so WELL. -_- I'm having fun catching up with all my reading. Schoolwork has been depriving me of my library book! ROAR
Here goes... -->

The canal beside my place, in the night. Beautiful isn't it? *contented sigh*
Thursday, April 24, 2008
Photos

Okay, so mum bought me a pair of cheapo fun slippers from the market. Yeah yeah, i've heard it all
"She sells seashells by the seashore..." Sigh... haha but they're cute. Just a little too big for me. Size 37. WAY too big haha. Thus the piak piak sound when i walk.
Guess who's eating! Yep that's jocelyn! We escaped from one of those dreary COM 125 classes to eat. We were sleepy, bored, and hungry. It's not bad, you should try it! Something giam for you taste buds...
Joce ate her giam thing, i drank chocolate milk, which by the way is SUPERBLY expensive, do never purchase it from the canteen. It's not even that nice. And the packaging is ridiculous. See what i had to do just to be able to open it and insert the EXTREMELY short straw, which IMMEDIATELY slipped all the way into the packet of milk. ZZZ
Monday, April 21, 2008
21st April 2008
I. Am. Traumatized. This post is not going to make much sense, cause i'm not thinking at the moment. Thinking properly and sanely at the moment that is. This Jane. I want to OOOO strangle her. BUHH. Shouldn't have eaten that peanut butter sandwich. Totally vomited it out. Can't study marketing now already.
I opened this email, about saving animals in china, cause they're being skinned BUHHH... alive... BUHHHHH... and there was this video... BUHHH!!! I watched like a minute of it, and the peanut butter sandwich just came pouring out. Actually i choked really, cause i was sniffing too much, then choked over the bread. Buhh...
The poor furry things were... BUHHH... struggling ALIVE while men were just cutting... BUHHH... like like, literally skinning like... you know??? As in, they used a scissors and start SKINNING the paws? As in literally cutting and SLICING and fur away? Can you imagine? It's torture. Imagine someone skinning the skin off your fingers, starting from the edge of your nails, and slowly skinning your arm, meanwhile hitting your face with... BUHHH....
Okay want to cry again. Where's my doggg? I want to hug my dog. PEBBLES!!!
Whoever. Even. Attempts. To. Try. That. With. My. Dog. Will. Have. To. Go. Through. Me. And. Believe me. I WILL put up a huge fight, probably resulting in the CRIMINAL'S DEATH!!!
ROOOOAARR!!!
Jane! Don't send me this kind of email lar... *puppy eyes* Just write my name at the bottom of the email. Can write many times if you want. Put a Loisa, a Mei Shi, a Loisa Koh, a Koh Mei Shi, a Loisa Koh Mei Shi also can. Put everything.... put thousands of my name...
Poor babies... EVIL. Pure evil...
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
16th April 2008
Anyway, i just realized that i have the vision of an infant below 2 years old. Phyliss presented her COM 242 presentation today --> Impact of educational media content on infants. She mentioned that the vision of an infant below the age of 2, has a vision of 20/400.
Like SHOOT
I am BLIND
Oh well.
Haha right back to studying again. It just dawned on me that there's loads to study for the exams. It's STUDY, mind you. Not REVISION. At least with revision, you're done with the STUDYING part. BUT GEEZ, i've not even completed the studying. Dratz.
14th APril 2008
Yikes, was late for school so i RAN. Imagine me running for my life up 7 flights of stairs and down 3 flights. GAHHH. Anyway, reached school on time, SUPERBLY tired. Chaos. Guess what? First lesson was from 10.45 - 12.15pm. Next lesson's from 1pm to 2.30pm.
Had COM 242 presentations from 10.45 ALL THE WAY TO 12.55!!! NO TIME FOR LUNCH! The moment i ended my presentation, i couldn't wait for the rest. Jia zhen and i RAN LIKE THE WIND for our next class, as our second presentation for the day was at 1pm!! Can you imagine? The HUNGER? The FATIGUE? MY GOODNESS. Was so mad, so angry, so tired.
Oh and guess what? The PowerPoint slides were not printed yet, my script for that presentation was not completed, so well, my other team members ran down to the library to print out our report. Like hell, that day. Our lecturer came in, everyone was ready to start, a Jonathan, our team member, mysteriously disappeared! WAH PANIC ATTACK SIA. My jacket was all stiff on me, DAMM PANICKY! Sigh... was so terribly hungry. During the presentation itself, whoa a lot of screw ups. Panic attack came on again. My script became the printed out report, and when it was given to the lecturer halfway through the presentation for reference, i was like perspiring, cause SHOOT NO SCRIPT!!!! A member presented way too much during the presentation also. PANIC again! Cause most of what he said, wasn't in the report. And i myself had lost him, and the class wasn't listening anymore, and he was over presenting, into another member's portion. GAH PANIC! And during my part, i made a stupid mistake, saying "Kill two stones with one bird". ROAAARRR didn't realize it even when the class was laughing. Sigh.. *WAILS*
So basically, the whole day was ridiculous.
After school, we had lunch, and jiz zhen was quite sick. Gave her a gastric pill, but i think it made her vomit everything out instead. At least she felt better after that =) Moral of the story? Always eat before school, cause the lecturers' timing cannot be trusted. School is for anorexics. You starve there.
After school, i accompanied eileen on the bus, since i was going to visit my grandpa at hougang. Ahh have not visited him for quite some time, so decided to do so the moment i get some free time. Have been planning it for sooo long. Both of us fell asleep on the bus la! Such a long trip, so tired. Sigh... Fortunately Eileen awake exactly at where she's supposed to alight, if not, she can cry all the way home already! When she alighted, kenneth came to sit with me, since he was gonna walk me to where my grandpa is.
Wah as if the day wasn't bad enough, kenneth totally brought the fireworks on. He was crapping all the way on the bus, until i couldn't sleep, cause was too annoyed with him. He continued to crap all the way to IMH, where i REALLY wanted a car, any car, to knock him down. When it looked like it was going to rain, i was wondering if a tree would fall on him. Okay okay, he's good company, but sheesh, he can really annoy you to the max with his crappy jokes.
By the time we reached IMH, i had blisters all over my feet, and i was SUPER hot. Bear in mind i still had my blazer on. Kenneth didn't go up with me this time, to the relief of both of us. Cause the last time, my grandfather thought he was my boyfriend!
OH YEAH KENNETH! If you're reading this, i forgot to tell you. My kong kong asked me "Where's your boyfriend today? Didn't come with you?" I got stunned.
Told him, "Kong kong, i have no boyfriend. Still in school, no time for hanky panky. You want me to do well in school right? Half the boys in my school don't love me for who i am, the other half drive me crazy, and they stalk me. I will wait til next time to get a boyfriend okay. In the meantime, you can be my boyfriend kong kong."
Wah then the silly old man started smiling happily and dranky MY packet of drink - winter melon, which is SWEET btw!! He can't drink that! But oh well. Let him have a little bit of fun in his life.
I stayed for about 10 minutes, then had to go home for dinner already since it was so late. That was the ultimate time when kenneth really drove me bonkers. He was sitting next to the dustbin on the floor, when i came out of the building. So pai seh. I quickly walked super fast so i will not be associated with him. =P But thank you lar, but bringing me there.
Oh and since he knows the place better than me, Kenneth should be leading the way, and showing me all the short cuts to get home right? NOOO SIRREE! That silly donkey walked super slow until i was leading, and FOLLOWED ME THE WRONG WAY BACK. So we walked one extra round to reach the original block 6, and continued walking straight back home. A REDUNDANT ROUND. WASTE TIME CAN. WASTE ENERGY CAN. And because we walked an extra round, it started to RAIN. And we were CAUGHT IN THE RAIN. SO my jeans were wet. AND MY UMBRELLA BROKE. All because kenneth made me walk that extra round!!!
Should have taken pictures to show you the scenery of IMH, since we walked practically the whole of it!! But i was too busy thinking of ways to attack kenneth. GEEZ. Took the shuttle bus back to Hougang. Didn't know there's a shuttle bus. Kenneth can tell me "Oh i forgot about it". -SMACK-
Long journey back home again, had dinner, studied a little, went online to do work, replied hi to eileen, and proceeded to conk out on my keyboard. Wonderful. Slept for 12 hours. Best sleep of my life.
The amount of walking and exercise and vocal energy i used to scream at kenneth came in handy, cause i think i lost weight and voice. ZZZZZ kenneth spoilt my lungs as well.
Night people! Exams are here! Gotta run! Sleep! God bless! =)
Thursday, April 10, 2008
10th April 2008
I realized why i love animals so much, and it ain't just for the company! I think animals and birds are so much easier to deal with than humans. They don't judge you, they don't complain, and they're loyal too!
Alright, so my dog isn't very loyal. -_- She's on the side of anyone who feeds her!! *growl* Oh anyway, she's on my lap now. She just loves being cuddled. Ah YEAH! And animals let you love them!! If you love them too much and suffocate them with your hugs, they won't go bonkers. They'll love and lick you right back!
aha! So that's why i love animals! Humans are complicated things. They rarely forget, find it hard to forgive, and have little love to give unconditionally.
I wanna get more dogs, more rabbits, a few hamsters, mice, birds! AN OWL if you please! Haha okay an owl's really out of the option, but i was thinking, a cockatoo? A pretty white bird. Pretty green love birds? Haha budgies!
Sigh, i'm so gonna get a farm with jocelyn once we get out of the singapore system.
GOATS! Here i come!
Veggies!! Wait for jocelyn -.- She's all yours. I want my goats.
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Wednesday, April 09, 2008
9th April 2008
Yellow and Blue and Black and Purple... Pink and Green and... *sings*
Colors of a rainbow.... colors of a rainbow.... (know the song? ><)
Shoot the EKs, shoot shoot, the EKs
Burn the EKs, burn burn, the EKs
Light the Eks, light light, the EKs
We are the projectors of LIGHT. We bring forth LIFE, we bring forth BEAUTY.
We bring you... LOVE.
Anyway... Spastic post for today!! Inspired by PAN'S LADYRINTH, courtesy of a friend who watched the dvd.
In darkness, there can be light.
In misery, there can be beauty.
In death, there can be life....
Alright. I lost my spastic-ness. Just saw a torture scene on TV. Totally lost all sense of inspiration, even for my research paper. Erm, to be continued. heh
Alright, i'm back. Knowing well how lazy i am to continue, i was again, inspired by Eileen to philosophise about life. Or you could say i was inpsired by Wu Zhun. Haha
If you've hit the rock bottom, you can't go down any further. Right?
And if you're not at the bottom, you're nearer to the top then you think you are, and therefore you CAN push yourself up.
The thing about living, is that you have to live YOUR life. You're the only one who can dictate what your life turns out to be. Not your family, not your friends, not your environment. You always have a choice.
Oh great. I just saw more people getting killed on tv. Totally lost inspiration again -_-. I give up. End of post. Back to research paper! Snoree
Wednesday, April 02, 2008
M1 Advertisement
Heh, i've been seeing this on the television the last few days. Never fail to be tickled by it!
hahahaha "1 butter chicken".. "ehh mumbai ah! INDIA!"
hahahaha snorts! Hahahhaha love it! Don't particularly love M1, but it has one of the best advertisements ever!! =D
Tuesday, April 01, 2008
Sleepy Kitten!
AHHH nearly fell off my chair when i saw this video. Goo Gah haha! This adorable little thing looks just like my Pebbles when she's sleepy!!
GOO GAH GOO hahaha =)
1st April 2008
Too bad i couldn't trick anyone today! Then again, i wasn't in the mood to think so hard to purposely get at people. -_-
I remember in secondary school, we used to play tricks on our teachers. One memorable one was when we turned our tables and chairs backwards, so the whole class was facing the back. Our subject teachers' faces were classic! Muahahah!!
Ah well. No such fun in university! Tsk. Such boring studious lives we have -.-
Alright end of post! Til next time, adios!
Ps: ANONYMOUS! Don't say i didn't update ah!! Haha. No boo to my blog. YAY to it! Hahaha
Monday, March 24, 2008
1 Star Kayking Course - Day 2
So off we headed off to the dirty water again for our second day of kayaking. Aiyo, drama with the kayaks again. Felt so pathetic. -_- Everyone headed off in their single kayaks so fast, so i had to pair up with someone else. Aiyo i dare not pair up with the capsize fella. He's damm funny. Later i'll explain. And you'll see why i'm lucky not to have him. Haha OOPS. Anyway i paired up with this super zai guy. Wah heng. Haha. But he seems to have a lot of breath. Constantly counting "left, right, left, right, left, right", like not tired. A bit noisy haha but he's fun. At least he entertained me. It was have been worse if my partner is super quiet, then wah awkwardness!!
We all learnt more technical skills. Goodness, so tiring. I really dislike the side movement --> The draw stroke, and the classical draw etc. YUCKS. Couldn't get it for so long. But of course, yours truly got it at the last moment, and out of pure excitement, yelled that "i moved!!" and embarrassed myself. again.
Day 2 was more of learning how to rescue people. It was super crappy. I really hated the rescue thing. I know the rest did too, because they were so tired, poor people. But i hated it for a different reason.
1) i didn't learn anything
2) i felt super pathetic, like a loner. zzzz
Cause we had to practice the rescue stunt in groups of three. There were ten of us, so guess who was the last one? Sitting at some random corner of the beach, playing with litter in the water. -.- Usually when Eileen and Jz are out in the water, i watch them and learn. But this time, they were so far out in the river i couldn't even see what they were doing. So die lor. Sit at some corner and sleep. zzz when everyone came back, they were all too tired to redo the rescue thing with me. So basically i learnt how to be a VICTIM only, not how to rescue use. And bear in mind that being the victim requires me to CAPSIZE. Again. Not something that i like to do. I mean i like dipping in the water, dirty water and all, but i don't like somersaulting in it. Pah. Eileen was part of my rescue team by the way. See? A good girlfriend (her) always rescues her boyfriend (me) ! Okay jz "kind of" recused me too, since she was in the doubles with eileen. She was the one who held all the paddles. The other guy who rescued me was the fella who constantly capsizes. Zzz i also scared. haha he was with another fella in the doubles, but this one didn't help. Just eye power me only. Haha technically cannot help much, too far behind.
Anyway, we did a few nonsensical stuff. Such as playing water polo with one guy's crocs slippers, and rafting up for all of us to stand up together. Zzz we never managed to get the whole team to stand up. Cause people kept capsizing all the time. I was one of the few. I was holding on to jz's hand, when i lost my balance and fell into the water. I THOUGHT i fell into the water, but eileen and jz said i JUMPED in. I guess i must have been too panicky and reflex jumped in. Eileen was funny. Haha she was wobbling, and kept standing up, and squatting down. The fella who always capsizes for no rhyme of reason was beside her in a doubles kayak, with another guy. Don't know what happened, one moment eileen was standing up with them beside her, the next moment eileen was squatting and they capsized. Ahahahaha shoot. You really wonder how they capsize. And the fella's partner said "wo shi wu gu de!!" ahahahaha damm funny. Now what did i tell you? Suay to partner the capsize king right? Hahahha not to be mean la, but he really does capsizes every few moments. Don't know how he managed to capsize also.
Oh yeah, we rafted up to change kayaks too, meaning eileen and jz, who were in the doubles, changed to single kayaks. Eileen took some guy's kayak, and jz took mine. While exchanging with jz, i was so scared i would capsize, i just plonk plonk into her hole, in the process hitting both my knees against the edge. WAH PAING. now blue black.
So after that, we hung around in the water, stagnant. Eileen and me were bored, and we were simply drifting near the shore. That silly woman, called me. So i turned around the talk to her, and found myself drinking kallang's water. SHE SPLASHED ME!!! Grrrr... gotta learn how to do that. Silly brown hair guy was laughing at me. And he's the one who's always laughing at me la! I always close my eyes when i collide with people. First day i closed both eyes, second day i close one. So he told me "wah good improvement. Now close one eye only". Zzzz -_________- But he's one of the few who entertained me la. Otherwise i will be super bored.
Ahh nearly forgot. Our instructor made the whole team mass capsize, and think of ways to rescue ourselves. Wah piang. Haha, capsize, AGAIN!!! ROAR! Somersaulted, drank water again. What else is new? I was the first girl to be rescued. It was actually jz's kayak, but jz and eileen didn't want to climb up la. Wah sigh. So i malued myself again by attempting to assist in the rescue, but to no avail. In fact, i was quite useless -.- The only thing i was good for was to help carry paddles. Zzzz...
Next was the water polo game. HELLO PEOPLE! Haha eileen and my team WON!! Wahahaha hee! Jz was in the other team. Show me an "L" jz! Hahahhaa okay okay won't be so mean. We have tactics okay. Hahaha fun. =) But wah, chiong like mad. They anyhow bang the kayak here and there. Super jia lact.
I guess that was about it for that day. At the end of the whole thing, i played with the dog there. Super sweetie pie. It's a girl =) Sigh... We used the hose to bathe ourselves. We couldn't tahan the showers there, so we walked to the park to shower instead. Wah super sickening. Some random indian worker came into the LADIES' TOILET and stared at me la. While i was wearing my swimming costume alone!! -cries- feel so violated. He saw my bare legs and arms and all. sniff. Sigh, oh well. Whatever. Hope he goes blind one day.Well we changed and had dinner at geylang. Was starving by then. Walked past don't know how many lorongs to eat nice food, which in the end was SUPER spicy. Lucky the soya bean and you tiao made up for it. =)
If you want to eat nice bean curd and soya bean, go to geylang lorang 27A. It's called Yong He something something. It's a whole coffee shop. VERY NICE... =)
Yep we've come to the end of it all! We're gonna get our 1 star certificate soon! Can't wait! Maybe, just maybe, we'll go for the 2 star kayaking course as well! Wahahhaa, but as for the 4 and 5 star one, erm overseas, er... maybe not. Er.. haha!!
I think this course was worth it la, in terms of the certificate, and we DID learn stuff. More than we ever could in any camp. Only thing was that i felt a bit pathetic sometimes, but no matter. I enjoyed the single kayak =) Sigh happy. FULFILLED!
Congrats to Eileen, Jia Zhen, and Me! The kayaking sopranos! -_- hahaha
Saturday, March 22, 2008
1 Star Kayking Course - Day 1
I went to bed at 3 plus in the morning, but i fianlly fell asleep around 5? SIGH, and i had to wake up at 7.00am in order to make it to Kallang Mrt station by 8.30am. SUPERBLY EARLY snoreeeesss... And guess what? I woke up at 6.50am. Why? Cause i didn't set my alarm properly. The alarm hand was set at slightly before the number 7 on the clock. Sickening. Wo hai zi ji (-.-)
Guess what? We were late anyway haha. We reached Kallang around 8.50am. OH WELL.
We started off with learning how to use the paddle and the kayak. Aiyoo. Three of us can't fit into one kayak, so Eileen partnered Jia Zhen. AND GUESS WHERE I LANDED UP? With the instructor. Darn. Haha. Was wondering if that's good or bad, i decided it's bad. Why?
1) Intimidating. Cannot have fun. Must paddle nicely with the instructor, who sat in front. I was at the back.
2) As an instructor, she has to make sure everyone's doing the right thing. So she had to look out for the slower ones. So. i didn't paddle much. I just sat there, while she instructed a particular kayak which was constantly going in the wrong direction.
That kayak was a two seater one by the way. (funny. As i'm typing this, i feel like i'm rocking on the choppy sea. Headache.) I realized why they had so much problems. They were not coordinating. That's why i think individual kayaks are more fun. I means it's nice if you get to partner a friend and kayak together, but it's so difficult to coordinate. For example, if you suddenly want to turn right, you must tell your partner you are going to turn right, then BOTH turn right together. Wah mah fan. If you're in an individual kayak, you do what you wanna do! Hahhahaa
After drifting in that kayak with the instructor, we did capsize drill.
Capsize Drill
1) Capsize (DOH haha)
2) STAY in the overturned kayak and hug the bottom of the boat, together with the paddle
3) Tap the bottom (top i guess, since it's overturned) of the kayak 3 times
4) slide out of the kayak with the paddle in your hand
5) Shout for help
6) And then swim back to shore with your kayak
I was laughing at Eileen when she tapped the bottom of the kayak 3 times SUPER QUICKLY, like taptaptap! Mind you, it ain't easy staying underwater STILL IN THE KAYAK. My bad for laughing. When it came to my turn, my arms were so short, i could barely hug the whole thing to reach the bottom. So my taps were like --> tap... Hand slip... tap tap tap... slip... forget it. Just get out of the kayak already! THEN...
Wah OHH MY GOODNESS! Blurb blurb blurb. I have this tendencey to somersault under water. So that's what yours truly did when she got out from under the kayak. Somersault. And blurb blurb blurb, all the water went into the nose. WOW. Snorts out water. Ah well. Whatever. Just swim back to shore. Then i realized, wah piang, i wasn't moving. It's super hard to swim with the kayak. So i was told to to backstroke. So i backstroke lor, without looking at the back of me, and backstroked all the way literally to shore. ZZZZZ
Another part of capsize drill was getting back on the boat in deep level, meaning out feet can't touch the ground. ZOMG that was the worse thing ever. I really, had no more strength left. My legs were wobbling. We had to jump up onto the bow of the kayak, and slither our way back to the seat, which isn't near the bow at all, by the way. Gah. Each time i got onto the kayak, ALREADY got ONTO it, i slipped off. Probably about 5 times? It's so hard getting on ONE time, and i had to slip off every single time. Frustrating. Finally got it though! Achievement! Eileen and jia zhen had it harder. Jia zhen didn't manage to complete it, because the string of ther kayak broke, but eileen did it, after quite long. It's REALLY hard. Me and Jia zhen encouraged her at the side ahahaha. See how much we love you?
Had lunch. ARGHH not so nice but we all ate it up, to get energy for the next part of the course!!
YAY! We could re choose our kayaks! Ahahaha hee! I pleadingly asked for the single kayak haha. YAY GOT IT! SO i was on my own! Whoa exhilarating...ly tiring. -_- Gosh, if you thought two people kayak were bad, one is worse!! But like i said, you do what you want ahaha. =)
ahh shiok. The rest of the day was on my own, in my tiny little kayak! A little lonely, but feels so good. After that back pain, legs pain, wrist pain, arm pain, everything pain la. Haha
Worst was yet to come though. When we were done washing up all the kayaks, paddles, and life jackets, AND CHANGED INTO DRY CLOTHES AS WELL,
drip drip POUR POUR MONSOON HAILSTONES...
okay not so exaggerating, but it was really pouring buffalos. The three of us were stranded there for super long... Jia Zhen and i decided to brave the pouring buffalos and went out to scout the area, to see if there were any bus stops nearby. We failed, miserable, and wetly. If was terrible. Kallang FLOODS can. Drainage system is terrible haha.
We were walking in HUGE puddles that might as well have resembled ponds. The grass patches became swamps, the canals rivers, the rives opens seas, the open seas tasunami... okay i'm getting carried away again, but you get the idea. The half the road was flooded, so it was inevitable that we would get SOAKED whenever a car zooms past? ARGHH
We went back really grumpy. And we couldn't find out way out of kallang as well. So we waited there some more, and FINALLY the rain slowed. Thank you Lord. The three gung ho females made their way back home.
Time out people! Muscles aching. I'm still floating on the river. Stupid computer screen making me real dizzy. Good night! Tomorrow's day 2! We'll be learning how to RESCUE people!!
The Rainbow Rangers --> TO THE RESCUE!!
Right... see ya! I love kayaking =) Just don't like the consequences after. hahahaha
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
18th march 2008
What prompted me to blog about this? Honestly? Cherie's post. Haha. Oh a side note, i'm not rebutting her or anything ah, just decided that it's time to share my opinions, and my own personal experiences. I know, and yes, i DO KNOW, many people, and i can go as far to share, the friends i've made throughout my life; every single one of them, think i am rich, and as good as 90 percent of them have said it to my horrified and annoyed face, which i have tried so often to mask it with an "innocent" look. To this bunch of people, loisa has something to say to you! Oh and this is probably from secondary school up. In primary school, i was considered SUPERBLY poor, probably wore tacky clothes (still do haha), and well, a nobody. *rolls eyes* What can i say? I came from a stereotypically rich school. Haha the female version of ACS i guess. haha
ANYWAY. I thought of blogging about my poor humble background, and YES, i came from a superbly humble background, and my parents included. That's probably why they're working so hard to give me everything a parent could give the child they love so dearly. BUT, i shall not. Why? Cause i do not owe anyone anything. I do not have to make myself sound pathetic and pitiful, to PROVE i am not as classy as anyone thinks i am. Logical? logical. Haha
SO. i shall blog about my CURRENT lifestyle, and why i CHOOSE to live my life the way i live it.
I am an only child. I am all my parents have got. Whatever they have, whatever they do, it's for me ONLY. THAT DOES NOT MEAN I AM SPOILT JUST BECAUSE I AM AN ONLY CHILD. Please bear in mind that. I've grown up. I am not afraid to BLOW at you if anyone calls me "spoilt" (because i'm an only child) or "rich" (because i live where i do). Back to the point. I'm the only one, my parents can afford to send me to this school, and pay the ridiculous fees, BECAUSE i am the only one. I have asked them before. If i had a sibling... bye bye UB. If it makes you (whoever is out there spitting fire at me) feel any richer, i wouldn't be able to get this degree if i had the blessings of a sibling.
Moving on. I never thought about my dog as an asset before haha! Cherie mentioned "expensive pet", which reminded me of Pebbles, who btw, just jumped onto my bed to sleep with me. Disgusting, but sweet. ANYWAY. Pebbles is darn expensive to keep. I mean, the price of her alone is -_-. And the constant feeding, and vet bills (vets are CONMEN btw! haha). Sure is pricey. But hey, i NEED company. My parents, working as hard as they do, are not home to play with me. What do you expect me to do? No siblings, cousins all too old. Talk to the plants?? A pet is my life. I need someone to pamper, to love me back unconditionally. a pet is cheaper than a kid. Pebbles is my life. THE love of my life. I'll do anything to keep her. And don't forget, she's 3 years worth of christmas and birthday presents, relatives included. SO.
Next point. I'm actually having fun! hahaha. All the years of frustrations i guess. My life is simple. I do not crave expensive stuff, gadgets, clothes etc. Okay haha of course i want la, but i don't go all out to get it. The stuff i have --> All below a hundred.
Piano, laptop, dog, mp3 player, for goodness sake, my handphone has NEGATIVE value la. They PAY me to get a new phone. -_-
I spend little. And i am happy. My clothes? To date, the most expensive thing i have are two.
1. GB uniform --> Over a hundred in total
2. Blazer --> about a hundred after discount.
Half my wadrobe, costs 1.90 each. Why? From the warehouse sale. People, understand that i am small. Meaning, i can wear the same clothes as i did, in primary school (because my clothes then were oversized anyway). Why should i waste these clothes? If appearances count so much, don't hang out with me. I believe i am a big girl enough, to dress appropriately when need be. For the meantime, i believe friends should accept me as who i am. I wear clothes that make me FEEL comfortable. I can go to all thsoe expensive stores and buy a few nice fashionable clothes. But questions i have to constantly ask myself -->
1. I am shy. Should i outrage my own modesty to wear low cut stuff and short stuff that will make me look good?
2. I am small. Sometimes, even XXS doesn't fit. Bottoms look ridiculous on me. I look like i'm missing half a backside, and my front is oo, don't get me started! hahahaha
3. How often do i wear these out?
Again, my life is simple. I go to school, i hang out with family, at the most boring places, and play with my dog. Go out with friends? But to WHERE? kayaking?? How to wear all these nice stuff out. And i perspire like a mad pig. Don't want to spoil clothes.
I treasure my simplicity. I was raised this way. My money, my future assests of my parents that will go to me one day, is the damm house. THAT, is all i have. If some idiot burns my house down, that's it. I have nothing. Kapish? My parents have chosen to invest in property. That is all. I don't particularly have money to spare everyday -.- Granted, my parents are free and easy with my pocket money, but i am thinking of the future. So i take less. I have a grandpa, who's gonna live for very long. Thank the Lord for that, but also means more expenses. I'm not being mean, it's true. My family is the responsible one for him. I am one child. Responsible for TWO parents. Erm savings people! You know? Better safe than sorry! =)
Note: DO NOT make me compare with you (whoever you are), every little nitty gritty details about our expenses. Don't go that far. Just stop stereotyping me! :)
I love my life the way it is. I'm happy with what i have.
What i am not happy, are people's unneccessary comments, uninvited ones as well, about my financial status and my own "spoilt" personality.
After typing so much, i wonder what's the point of this -.- But since i already typed, might as well post. Otherwise effort wasted.
Dear Cherie, i hope i don't sound like i'm attacking you. I don't mean to. I still love you okay? It just got me thinking that's all. Everyone keeps saying the same thing to me over and over again. Some vicious part of loisa finally snapped! Cool! haha =)
Yep end of long post. Conclusion for today.
I agree there are super giam siap people around who ought to be slapped. As in they are truly kiam. But for those who have reasons, or appear... i don't know. Forgot what i told Jia Zhen just now. But whatever it is, we should never judge, especially by a person's property, and this is a personal reason for myself la.
There are relatively rich people who live in 3 room flats as well!
Be contented with what you have. Maybe, God has blessed us with little (if that's what you think), just so he can bless us with EVEN more in the future! =)
Sunday, March 16, 2008
16th March 2008
a summer field
and yet...
how dense love's foliage
has grown.
-- Izumi Shikibu
Oh and another one!!
I love you,
Not only for what you are,
But for what i am
When i am with you.
I love you,
Not only for what
You have made yourself,
But for what
You are making of me.
I love you
For that part of me
That you bring out;
I love you
For putting your hand
Into my heaped-up heart
And passing over
All the foolish, weak things
That you can't help
Dimly seeing there,
And for drawing out
Into the light
All the beautiful belongings
That no one else had looked
Quite far enough to find.
I love because you
Are helping me to make
Of the lumber of my life
Not a taven
But a temple;
Out of the works
Of my every day
Not a reproach
But a song.
I love you
Because you have done
More than any creed
Could have done
To make me good,
And more than any fate
Could have done
To make me happy.
You have done it
Without a touch,
Without a word,
Without a sign.
You have done it
By being yourself.
Perhaps that is what
Being a friend meann,
After all.
-- Roy Croft
Makes me wanna cry a little. I think i like the second one best. Yep, my friends are the one who make me the happiest, and make me the saddest too! But these are the feelings i will always cherish. Er makes sense? Aiya, odd. Just feeling a bit.. feelish today. Like feeling a lot. NOT emo, just... okay maybe emo. -.- But emo-ly good. Haha Not the suicidal emo kind. Haha
Thank you for being a friend to me =) And thank you for loving me too! Unless you don't... but if i say you're my friend, i probably love you, so i'll have enough love for the both of us =)
The best friend anyone can have is still the Lord though. He's the life of my life. No one can make me real sad without His permission! =)
Friday, March 14, 2008
Picture
Presenting Angel and me anyway!! =D
Don't ask. But nonetheless... Love angel!! haha
Thursday, March 13, 2008
13th March 2008
Guess what that little dirty poem meant? It ain't about making babies. It's about making SUGAR CAN JUICE. Siann... Literally snorted with laughter in class!!
Anyway, mum read something from a little book of wits today.
Here is it!
There is so much good in the worst of us,
and so much bad in the best of us.
That it won’t do good for any of us,
to talk about the rest of us.
It's so right, right? There's a little bit of good and bad in all of us. We shouldn't point out a splinter in someone's eye, when we have a plank in ours!
Moral of the story? Do not judege. Be kind and patient. Love one another. Yay!
*cheery smile*
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
12th March 2008
Oh, and bear in mind, i'm not scolding anyone, nor do i wish to offend anyone alright? Loisa still loves all. Moving on...
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OOO last night i was so so so very mad. I'm pretty tired right now, but i need to rant and get it out of my system. Hopefully, i'll have to force myself and keep my tongue in check no longer. It's very tiring, to the extent of having to look down and not get pushed into a conversation with whoever it is.
Anyway, projects are starting to kill me. Okay, they killed me long ago, but this time, it's making me feel real sick, and my patience is no longer... I have no idea if i am becoming intolerant, or if i have reached my limit and can no longer turn a blind eye. Make that two blind eyes.
Okay the story behind this -->
My group had a presentation due today. This morning. With a report. But swell, both was incompleted at the time of 12 midnight. So, a few of us had to rush like nuts, and compile everything. Bear in mind that the word "compiling" in this project, includes editting (A LOT OF IT), re-referencing, formatting.... By the time everything was done, it was 5.30am. That was when i went to bed. SNORE. Was typing rubbish to Jocelyn already. Frustrating, really. And at every corner, everyone was still editing their stuff, so files kept coming in. I was so hopping frustrated. My received files alone had 7 files with the SAME NAME, and 5 others files which had content that looked so similar, i had no idea what the changes were. In my school folder, there were 17 documents.
Hoowwww?
Is it just me, or is the standard of work going down, or just went banonkers in this particular project? It seems that in COM 300 and MGM 301, the same thing is going to happen again -_- It's already happening in COM 300 anyway.
Talking about COM 300, the tabulation is so maddening as well. Yes, no one is perfect, but when called to check, why ain't anyone moving to check their own tabulations? In the end, we have to look through everything, re count, by the end of the whole thing... wah fever again.
A person can only open so many tabs and windows, and can compile only so much. Wah after typing this, it reminds me of some random semester when i told myself "NO MORE COMPILING". Now alamak. Can't wait for next semester to be here!!
Alright, back to studying for the upcoming exam! Busy loisa! =)
Sunday, March 09, 2008
Change a Habit of a Lifetime!
Note: Before watching ths video, switch off music on blog. Heh pai seh. Sorry ah
Whew!! Too funny! Saw this on Eileen's blog. HAD to repost it! Love that girl!! She's my go green partner in crime!!
So people! learn a lesson here!
Take plastic bags ONLY when you need it!
Re-use those that you have!
OR just use a grocer's bag!! Bring a bag from home!
ka-ching! =D
Saturday, March 08, 2008
8th March 2008
Wanna guess what color my toe nails are now? And wanna guess what color Angel's finger and toe nails are? Predictable. Wanna guess what colors we wore today? Hahaha anyone who knows us well, guess away!!
You got it! Green toe nails, green top, and green bag for me! Pink finger nails, pink finger toes, pink top, pink earrings.......... ALL PINK LA! Haha that's angel for you! ahahaha
I was so sian when i met her at the Mrt station. a PINK figure walking to me. Immediate eye sore. Hahahaha no la kidding =P
The world is so small. I met my mum's cousin's wife at the pedicurist. Is pedicurist a real word? Anyway, yeah i did NOT recognize the lady at all! But she kept smiling at me, and she looked vaguely like an old piano teacher of mine. So i grinned back. When her husband came through the door, ALAMAK.
"MY MUM'S COUSIN AH"
-_-
Note to Loisa: Improve facial memory. No sounds wrong. Improve memory of faces. Yeah! =)
Wednesday, March 05, 2008
5th March 2008
So here goes! Something i made up, while levitating above my bed. Yeah right.
A love that never happened, a man she never knew
A girl who never understood,why her time was due.
She longed for him, he not at all.
It was coming alright. What was? Her downfall.
So she cried,
for days on end, having lost all pride.
No longer could she smile
She laughed no more
Even her friends could tell.
Then one day, her soul came back,
and she was set free! Amen!
She spread her wings, and flew, and soared,
a fool she was, no more!
Haha okay. Not exactly the best poem i had in mind, BUT. It's been a long time since I'm miss arty literature-ry!
I think i know what started all this poetry thing. CHERIE'S POEM!! Still doesn't make sense to me, but it's pretty easy to remember. And it's kinda cute. Read it!
Hard in in,
Soft out out
In out, in out,
Juice comes out.
Cute right? Haha. It'll stay right in your mind, believe me.
Right. That's all for today! Back to work Loisa! =)
Monday, March 03, 2008
Tagged by Eileen!
1. Loisa
2. Louie
3. Bug
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU'VE HAD:
1. lkms10
2. lkms10
3. lkms10 (alright alright, i'm boring. so you know how to find me yeah? lkms10!! remember!)
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. The shape of my chin (note: the SHAPE. not the double chin haha)
2. My hands
3. erm... my chest size? (i give up...)
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. The size of my feet! (so hard to find shoes, too small)
2. My height. (the silly fashion these days is all about LONG tops and dresses. For goodness sake, i'm swimming in these clothes!! ROAR!)
3. My as good as permanent eyebags -.- (also due to my as good as permanent lack of sleep)
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. Half of my heritage is from Indonesia!
2. The other half is from China!
3. I'm the dark kid of my family! (apparently, i'm the only one with the indonesian features. people can somehow tell i'm not the chinese chinese)
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. Quarrels
2. Bad grades
3. Things that go round and round in circles (motion sickness la...)
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Glasses/Lenses (or i'll be blind as a bat!! sniff...)
2. Handphone (not because i'm addicted to it, but i feel safer knowing i have some form of contact with anyone. safety see?)
3. Watch (i need something on my wrist to make me feel secure...)
THREE THINGS THAT YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. Blue jacket
2. Jeans
3. Black t-shirt
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS:
1. Point of Grace
2. Hillsong
3. Well i like loads of music actually. Oldies i guess. Carpenters?? Heh
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS:
1. Blue Skies - Point of Grace
2. I can only imagine - mercyme
3. Baby baby - Amy Grant (i have so many i took the first song off "my music" folder haha)
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. Communication!!!
2. Loads of love! haha bring on the love baby!
3. Happy happy times!
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in no particular order):
1. I love to eat!
2. I do ballet really well!
3. I've eaten a cockroach!
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. A sincere smile!
2. I'd like to see eyes. Not those that close all the time. Doesn't matter if they're small. but i have to see them.
3. No stubble!
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Reading
2. Eating
3. Sports (but now i'm lazy. i'll do it if people do it with me! heh)
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. PEE! I've been wanting to do it since i presented my MGM paper
2. Hug Pebbles
3. Read my library books
THREE CAREERS YOU'VE CONSIDERED/ ARE CONSIDERING:
1. Postman
2. Journalist
3. Broadcaster
THREE PLACES YOU'D LIKE TO GO ON VACATION:
1. Finland!
2. Alaska
3. Spain
THREE KIDS' NAMES YOU LIKE:
1. Timothy
2. Hazel
3. Lois (haha narcisistic, but no seriously.. haha)
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Eat snails
2. Play with a reindeer
3. Skydive (yes eileen, let's do it!)
THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL:
1. Always beat around the bush?
2. I squeal when i see sweetie pie animals? (is that typical if a girl?)
3. Erm, i have long hair?
THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY:
1. I love sports?
2. I'm not afraid of bugs?
3. I dislike the color pink (oh i could go on forever! haha i don't like skirts and dresses as well!)
THREE PEOPLE THAT I WOULD LIKE TO SEE TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW:
1. Angel
2. Cherie (although she has ALREADY said she will not do it -_-)
3. Who else reads my blog? haha can i leave this one out? Feel so pathetic haha




