22 February 2009

Wah cannot tahan cannot tahan BUAY TAHAN!!

I'm supposed to be studying for my exams right now, but i had to take a break to ROAR out loud here.

Insult INSULT! -.-

Someone said this to me...

"serious or not ? you struck me as the emotional type that require some one to be with you / hold your hands kinda thing"

Wah biscuit crumbs basically flew out of my mouth man! Fortunately my dog wasn't near by or.. CHAOS!

Anyway, this got me thinking to something i said to Jane a while back. That hey, isn't it contradicting if some girls want to be feminists, well not entirely. As in they want to be on equal terms as males, and they want their opinions heard, they want to be respected etc. And that anything males can do, they can do too. YET, they want their boyfriends to be gentlemen and treat them like fragile ladies. Okay not fragile, but do things like, pull out their chairs, help them carry bags, open doors, catch insects around the house and all these.

Doesn't make sense eh? Ladies want to be independent, but they want their men to treat them with care as well.

And now I've decided what's wrong. Females want to be respected for their BRAINS. And their personalities. That they have a mind of their own. They have feelings. They have opinions and thoughts. They have ideas. They have creativity. BUT that doesn't mean they're all brave and macho like males. They just want men to love them a little more, and reassure them as well too. Er right?

Okay anyway. That's not the point. The point is...

I DO NOT NEED A BOYFRIEND TO HOLD MY HAND THANK YOU.

Yes, i am emotional. In the sense that i feel. A lot. People cry, i cry. People angry, i feel sad. People happy, i start smiling like an idiot cause it just feels so nice to smile with people. Sometimes i get panicky, and overwhelmed, and i go cranky, but i solve my own problems, in my OWN way.

i do NOT, and most certainly do NOT, need people to help me solve my problems. Advice will be nice, a friend who listens is definitely appreciated, but i am not a child. I have a BRAIN. a WORKING one. thank you very much.

This has effectively put me off boyfriends entirely. Anyway, i think friends will be there for life, more than boyfriends. Boyfriends make you happy, but boy in hell do they make you cry too. And they leave you when they don't want you anymore. And you not only lose a boyfriend, you lose a friend. Unless you stay friends, but usually no, right? Anyway, the point is, too much complications.

God will find me a man someday, who loves me for me. I hate it when people leave in my life, but not because i NEED them. (glares at a certain someone) It's just sad to lose a friend. Right? I mean don't you think it's horrible that someone walks our of your life and you're never able to call them up and say "hey.. wanna go drink teh at yakun kaya toast?" or something...

Okay. Nevermind. My friends will get the point I'm trying to make. If you're not my friend, you'll probably go huh, but that's alright. =) I still love you anyway cause God put you in my life for some reason.

Hey does anyone feel like eating frosted cornflakes with milk? Suddenly my mouth needs a taste of that -.- okay see ya!

Conquered GROW!!

BUAHAHAHA okay i've finally conquered this game!! =D

SEE SEE SEE! Haha



My personality is such that if i cannot complete anything, i will be superbly annoyed and "die die must finish somehow someway". So i've done it YAY! It was an ultra irritating game though. Here's the link if you want to lose some sleep...

http://www.eyezmaze.com/grow/RPG/index.html

Okay byee! Gotta go back to studying and will stare at that stupid dolphin picture later! I WILL see a couple. I MUST see a couple. x_x

A Couple, or 9 Dolphins?

Sigh... June showed me and Fiona this picture today. Apparently, adults can see the couple, while children can only see 9 dolphins because they have not been exposed to images of the human body yet.

June could see both, Fi only the couple (i wonder why...), and after 4 over hours now, i can only see 9 dolphins. Even after enlarging the picture. You know what's the most horrible part of it all? I can see one hippo at the bottom, and two giraffes at the side. This calls for a change of glasses and contacts, since i used BOTH to analyze the picture!

Try it!



P.S. Does anyone see 10 dolphins instead? The last one's kinda of an incomplete dolphin, but there's the tail end of the half body... SO technically it's 10 dolphins right? haha okay okay. I won't bother looking already.

BABY!!

At last, at LONG last, here are the pictures of the love of my life...







Isn't he just an absolute darling?

30th January 2009

AHHHH such a sad day =(

I've been on a movie marathon today. Okay it isn't much of a marathon since it's only 2 movies, but it's bad enough, since the plots are so rubbishy. Rubbishy to me means sad endings and plots. My heart cannot take it arh...

Anyway, just to let you know, the first movie was "The Mist". Initially, i was watching it cause my cousin lent my dad the dvd, but the quality was RUBBISH, utter rubbish, so mum and i couldn't take it and we went to borrow the REAL dvd.

Second movie we watched was "The Year of the Dog". SO SAD. In the first few minutes, a superbly adorable beagle died already, and i just zzz... sian liao. Throughout the movie, there were sad bits all over.

I will not tell you anymore haha. But if you are an emotional person, DO NOT watch these movies. Or you'll cry. I did. Sad Sad.

Next movie i REALLY want to watch is "Escape to Alcatraz". Does anyone wanna watch that too?

Daniel Daniel Daniel

ahh i've finally completed the book of Daniel! haha paranoid. I had a nightmare last night that shannon asked claudia and me to conduct bible study on the whole book. Woke up panicking and cross eyed. haha.

OKay i'm gonna go back to my school assignments. Sigh... here i am spending chinese year typing up reflection papers zzz

January 22 2009

Wow chinese new year is coming already!!

Anyway, i was superbly happy cause i thought i'd be able to blog something to make everyone jealous.

Krystel says (8:56 PM):
krystel loves loisa!

See? Krys loves me!

But at the very next second, she typed...

Krystel says (8:56 PM):
but she loves cherie a bit more
Krystel says (8:56 PM):
haahah

So well... zzzz. Perhaps if Cherie reads this post, she'll feel very happy! hahaha I'll make cherie's day!

18th January 2009

Right.. so well... haha a little lazy to blog. Life is as per usual.. School's started, and the moment i received my course syllabus, i began to feel a wee bit stressed. Why? Cause quizzes have started already -_-

Like, what happened man? If anyone asks me what modules i am taking right now, i can only tell them the subject name and will be unable to elaborate further. Zzzz

Anyway, i'm thankful for how God has blessed me so far, and i know this year He's gonna do the same again! Feel the love people =)

ps: all the UB people are back! *jump jump*

pps: learnt some SUPERBLY interesting news last night! ah well. i... am at a loss of what to type. Nevermind. I'll get over it. I can't decide if it'd have been better for me to learn about it now, or earlier on. Surprising that my friends didn't tell me, but it's alright. In the meantime, i'll feel the love from angel, amelia and jane!

Eileen makes the most sense at the moment.

Things that initially felt good drastically fall apart, so that better things can dramatically come together and form a beautiful thing!

Haha just wanted to end off the post with a very intellectual statement. Sorry it doesn't make much sense since you probably won't know the full story. Doesn't matter yea? I'll forget all about it in a few days too! Okay maybe months. Or years. -bish- Okay la i'm exaggerating. Shouldn't kill my heart over it. From this second on, i will forget what this post means and go back to studying so i can get that damm honors which is so difficult to attain. *mutters to oneself*

ppps: never bother trying to have dinner at taka when it's really crowded. -_- pathetic group of people eating at one tiny bench. It was a laugh though! =)

Roller Blading

AH yes, back tracking a bit, a few days ago, Angel, Amelia, Sab and me met up to roller blade and cycle! Well only sab cycled haha. We taught her how to. And she DID GREAT. I was stunned haha. She was a fast learner =)

Here's a picture of me roller blading! Wheee haha



Here's us after the extremely hot day! Killer. (-.-)



Over the weekend, we celebrated Angel's and May's birthdays!!

(sorry pictures are in my hard drive and lazy to transfer...)

And then i had an "arcade" day with Jovin and Alfred! Gosh haha... Never played so many shooting games before. Zzz.



Yeah i was very happy when we finally got to eat lunch. Pizza.



Yeah randomly found these photos in my "received files". Apparently i'm making a name for myself as an auntie.





Yeah well okay. Done for today. Gotta go pack! Hee

22nd December 2008

Last Christmas,
I gave you my heart,
But the very next day you gave it away!
This year,
To save me from tears,
I'll give it to someone special.

Once bitten and twice shy.
I keep my distance,
But you still catch my eye.
Tell me baby,
Do you recognize me?
Well...
If it's been a year,
It doesn't surprise me.

"Merry Christmas"
I wrapped it up and sent it
With a note saying "I love you"
I meant it.
Now I know what a fool I've been
But if you kissed me now,
I know you'd fool me again!!

haha all who has fond memories of this song, say "GB! Aye!" haha... Every Christmas, whenever i hear this song, i immediately hear Juliana's voice singing it, plus i start cha-cha-ing. Shoot. It just goes to show how much Miss Gan trained us to dance to these songs, so much that the dance moves and lyrics are still fresh in my mind.

Nothing beats "Blue Christmas" though. Haha if you wanna know what we did that Christmas year, just read my very first few December posts in the archives page of this blog. Alamak, this means that my blog is effectively... *counts in head*... 4-5 years old probably? Hmmm..

oh yeah, a side note. If you really do go back and read the posts 4 years back, sorry about the font color. Back then, i think my blog's layout was black, so making the colors neon bright seemed like a good idea. Now.. oh well. Old already, can't be bothered with making my blog pretty. hee

19th December 2008

Sigh just came home and started clearing all the folders and folders of pictures in my computer. I've been happily uploading all of them onto my laptop over the last few weeks but failing to organize them. TSK. MESSY!!

So anyway, after i sorted them out into various categories, i found two pictures that i love and can't resist putting them up here! haha Enjoy!



Pebbles having a go at Kai's chocolate waffle thingy...



A picture i found during my australia trip with family. Greedy cow. Sometimes i wonder why all the animals i come into contact with are gluttish ones. All my pets so far have been like that -.-

9th December 2008

i am REALLY in the mood to eat char siew bao and satay...

mmmmm

i think i'll go to the market in the morning to satisfy my itchy mouth...

BUSY

okay this holidays is ugh..

very tired. stressed haha. sick! again. shoot.

I'm so sorry people. If i can't make it on a proper date with any of you this holidays, forgive me? I'm really tight for time, and my energy seems pathetic.

but i still love all of you okay? I just really cannot cope with everything everywhere. You're all in my prayers EVERY DAY though! =)

love loisa

27 November 2008

*throws a fit*

-starts doing 50 star jumps-

I have come to a concluded conclusion which concludes that I, Loisa, emits EMP (electro magnetic pulse) which causes all technological electronic goods within a radius of 3 metres from me to cease functioning.

First my phone died. Dead pixels MYSTERIOUSLY starts appearing and spreading.

Then, my dryer MYSTERIOUSLY explodes.

Immediately after, my washing machine MYSTERIOUSLY starts pfft-ing and vibrating like... like a... well imagine a thousand vibrating fishballs spasm-ing and wriggling in mid air. Something like that.

Anyway, i'm just ranting now. It's so tiring. All stay at home mums and housewives have my utmost respect now. One heck of a day today. COOKING is one thing. After cooking, must SCRUB pots like nuts (okay cause i burnt the pot). Then wash and dry dishes. Then wash laundry. HANDWASH by the way. Then got caught in the rain. So HANDWASH another load of clothes. PLUS HANDWASH DOG. I wish i could throw the dog into some dishwasher thing and she'll be cleaned just like that.

Then not finished you know! Handwash all the towels and rags (since i bathed dog might as well do the rags too). Then huh, the yard toilet is entirely not feasible to wash ANYTHING. There's a step there, and the place is SO SMALL, you have to squat on the step, bend your back, and scrub and wash everything. And towels are so heavy when soaked with water. And the movement of washing things.. ughh

My back is like aching. My arms are crappy. And my hands are extremely dry. The detergent plus soap plus dishwashing liquid... KILLER of skin cells.

I can't imagine if after doing all this, i have KIDS to look after. Now i know what my mum went through years years years ago when we didn't have a maid, and i was this tiny kpo kid who constantly followed her around and wanted to stick my nose into everything she did.

Okay i'm done complaining. Need to put some cream on hands already. Cracking. Pain geez.

With my first pay cheque, i'm gonna buy a washing machine and dryer. Maybe a dog washer as well if they have one. Anyone? Invent one please >.<

how can i be young and old at the same time!!!

I'm young...

But i feel old!!

*gurgle*

Family and Babies

And yes, another random post. I'm obviously not studying eh.

Angel recently blogged about babies, and recent events has made me think about my own family, or rather my own family to be, or family to create.

A friend's marriage... Mrs. Koh's babies... Mike and Ken's talk about wives... Amelia's dream wedding date of 12.12.12... (which btw amelia, is approaching really soon)

I do want to get married, and i want kids, loads of them. Tiny little things that grow up into big horrors, but still the loves of my life.

I want a loving God-fearing husband, a beautiful marriage, happy kids, lots of animals roaming all around a HDB flat, and no maid.

I want to take care of my kids MYSELF. With my husband of course.

But i'm thinking, is that God's plan for me? Will i find a good man? Will my kids be raised right? Will they grow up and be spiritually strong?

Mike's afraid of marriage, cause he's afraid of seeing the same face for 24 hours for the rest of your life.

I'm afraid of... everything. -.- Childbirth. What you do BEFORE childbirth to get a child. What you do when you DO get your kid. How to maintain that relationship with husband and kids.

Oh yeah, getting back to amelia's dream wedding date, i realized i have one criteria before marriage. I'll have to date that fella for quite a while before enterting marriage. So bio clock ticking! Find someone. Date what, 2, 3 years? Then marry. Then get kid. STRESSED??

What on earth am i talking about?

I'll think about all these again when i get am financially independent. I think i'm starting to think too much. Cause i'm worrying about a job. Then i started to worry about future. My brain's gonna burst. It seems i'm slowly realizing how alone you are when you're done with studying. I mean, you just worry about grades. That's all. But when you graduate, OH MY GOODNESS. HOWW????

I so envy those who are still studying. All my peers just started their undergraduate studies. AND I AM GONNA BE DONE SOON. D.e.a.d

November 22, 2008

So... Sean and I were debating over supper about beef, cows, bulls, BULLESS, ox, and oxen.

Beef = cow. Correct?

That we established.

But what we were arguing over were...

What's the female of a bull?
Sean: BULLESS. Bullis? Bullus?
Loisa: -.- (what nonsense...) cow!!
Sean: No... definitely not cow.

What's the female of an ox?
Sean: No female
Loisa: cow?
Sean: NO LA. Anyway you said a cow is female of bull.
Loisa: oxen?
Sean: YEAH i think it's oxen.
Loisa: Isn't cow and bull the same thing?
Sean: -.- different species la!

What's the plural of ox?
Sean: No plural. Cannot be oxes right?
Loisa: Yeah, no plural i guess.

So people, what's your take?

November 20, 2008

Good evening people! It's a beautiful evening indeed. Haha pretty twinkling stars in the sky now.. ahh lovely. God's so good eh, he made pretty glittering stars for us to see in the lonely boring nights.

ANYWAY, WHOOT WHOOT do i hear cheer people? Haha all projects and assignments are over. O.V.E.R. YEEEAAAHHHH... No more 45 minutes of sleep and wearing the same yoga pants for every presentation. No more blisters on the feet and walking like a duck on those heels. No more drooling on laptops and falling asleep on bathroom floors. Best of all, no more frustrations and anger and hurt! Isn't that nice.. =))

What's NOT nice, is that.... THE EXAMS ARE HERE.

I can't wait for everything to end. I have really been loving my sleep the last two days.

Did you know i am able to sleep for more than 12 hours? I'm amazed!! I've always wondered how it's possible for people to sleep 16 over hours after a camp or during holidays and stuff. NOW I KNOW.

On tuesday night, after our final presentation, i really died during critical thinking. I actually fell asleep during class. While he was talking. And not those nodding nodding kind of sleep. It was literally the lie head on table, open mouth, drool, kind of sleep. After dinner with mum, i came home, kissed her, and tada, i fell asleep on my coffee table. Meaning whole body on the coffee table. Yeah don't ask. THat was 7plus pm in the night by the way.

Anyhow, the next morning, jane woke me up for class selections, around 8am. Goodness. Kill me. I still wanted to sleep so bad. Obviously i didn't do any work that night. The thing is, when i woke up, i found myself on the bed. Either mummy miraculously acquired loads of strength and carried me to bed, or i sleep walked there myself.

Talking about sleep walking, this is superbly funny. Kenneth was my alarm clock for one morning, cause the night before i had about 45 minutes of sleep only. He woke me up, but then he called me a second time. When i picked up, i went "kenneth, KENNETH? KENN!!" But all i got in response was...

"zzz snoorreee zzzzzzz ZZZZZZZZ"

hmmm... i think i'm in the unconscious minds of everyone cause cherie called me today as well, and all i heard was "tii-toooo-tiiiii." And lots of bus sounds...

Jane called me a few times too with no response. But i guess nothing can beat the time when i blanked smsed poor aud like 50 over times.

Okay i'm rambling. I've gotta get back to work and study. NO MORE SLEEPING SO MUCH LOISA! Time to study! =))

16th November 2008

So well yesterday we were supposed to celebrate angel's birthday, but it was kinda of a disaster and i cried. Embarrassing much? YEA!! But he kept scolding and scolding me, and he was so harsh. So i walked out before i burst into tears in public. Later, angel told me he started scolding her as well.

Anyway angel and i walked away from him and we had our own thing together. We felt so much better after that. That's us!! =D



And here's some random photos from the last few days that i didn't blog.

Kenneth and i spent some time with kai, and had dinner with him when he got back. There's kenneth when he walked home with me. He walked so darn fast i had to run in front of him to take it. I wanted to take the scenery with him, but he kept walking so everything's blur.



And finally, there's PEBBLES! Watching "200 pounds beauty". -____- I suddenly had to pee, so i left the video running and when i got back, there was pebbles in my spot on the couch. ---_---

Drama Queens

I was just clearing my received files and guess what i found!! Something from a long long long LONNNNG time ago...

Haha this is what we do, late at night, in the midst of doing projects, when we are frustrated and tired, and when we have no idea what to do with our newly purchased scarves.

Enjoy ~~