F1 in Singapore 2008

so i went to watch the F1. And i'm too lazy to let you on about the experience, so i'll let the pictures entertain you. Gotta study anyway... It was extremely deafening by the way. And oh yeah, i didn't actually have tickets to watch it at the grand stand. We sneaked to dad's office to watch it.

The beautiful view...

The Race Track (it might be blur cause i had to zoom in from the 28th floor)

Another picture of the track... Oh and that little blur you see in the middle of the picture is the leading car at that point of time. Ferrari if i remember correctly...

Yeah okay, dad snapped a picture of mum and me. We were quite annoyed cause we wanted to watch the race... So i put it up here to prove i was there hahaa

This one too. See? It was so loud that the man (a volunteer) had to stuff earphones into his ears)

There, some videos for you to enjoy. =)





You won't believe what i had to climb and stand on just to take this video. Sorry i had to zoom in during the video itself. I didn't want to miss anything so i quickly started the recording.



Oh for the last video, the racers are slowing down cause it's the end already; thus, the applause and stuff. =)

28th September 2008

Update on the cruellas who live beside me! (Note to those who do not know, the Cruellas are my neighbors who hate my dog.)

Anyway, about a month back, they got themselves a dog. HA! Such a joke. They hate dogs so much, they poured hot water through our shared balcony at my darling Pebbles. Then they get a dog of their own. NONSENSE.

For about two weeks, they've been verbally abusing their own puppy. THey constantly scream at it whenever it howls. Mind you, it's a pitiful howl. What do you expect? It's a PUPPY in a NEW ENRIVONRMENT. Give it some love man!

Well after those two weeks, i never heard a sound from the puppy again. Just today, we bumped into our neighbors. Guess what we found out? It seems tat they're sueing the pet shop where they got that puppy from. WHY? Cause their puppy died. -_- It was 3 months old, and it died within two weeks the moment it went to their home.

SEE???

And she has actually had the nerve to ask if i wanted her doggie food and whitening chemicals to keep the fur coat of the dog white. CRAZY. I think that's what killed her puppy. HELLO, 3 months old puppy. CANNOT EAT DRY WHOLE FOOD. It has to drink milk. THEN you pound the pellets and mix it with the milk. ZZZZ. And at such a young age, isn't it dangerous to bathe your tiny frightened puppy in whitening chemicals??

That woman is insane i tell you. Poor puppy. She cannot have a dog. She shouldn't have a dog. I know this is what, critical thinking, "moral obligation" or something. BUT STILL. She does weird things and then she sues everyone. Did i mention that she raised hell at AVA about my Pebbles, saying that pebbles is abused because she keeps barking at her? IT IS BECAUSE YOU THREW HOT WATER AT MY DOG DUMB DUMB.

okay fed up. Right nevermind. I'm done with my ranting and comments. ZzzzZZZzzz

Fire Drill September 2008

ZZZ PANT PANT PANNNNTT

So you get the idea.

I'm back from my excursion... I fought the fire bravely, with a mini extinguisher, which was SUPERBLY heavy by the way. I was given a fireman's hat by one of the Malay fireman. Heee souvenir.

And yeah i was cheapskate. I walked round to EVERY block on my estate to get free drinks... hahahah cause they had a box of packet drinks at every lobby.

AND OMG the fire alarm is ONE KIND OF PIERCING. Both pebbles and i hid in the bomb shelter.

"MAY DAY MAY DAY!!"

And there was SMOKE can... CHOKE. ZZZZ not fire smoke, BBQ SMOKE! People were bbq-ing during a fire drill!!!!

NONSENSE. haha but yep that was my experience. Anyone needs any questions answered about evacuation plans? I have them all! hahahaa

alright that's it. Off to dinner! Finally get to use the lift.

ps: I died around 14th floor. I couldn't walk up the rest of the flights of stairs. SO i cheated. I waited for the lift to start then i rode it back up to my floor.

September 21 2008

Alright stab me people. Kill me. Drown me. Inject me. Okay no, don't inject me. I hate needles.

Anyway, later I'm gonna exercise. Not voluntary of course, but very much unwillingly due to the command by my management downstairs. There's gonna be a fire drill in a few hours time. Everyone is required to participate, including wheelchair bound citizens. Unless you're not at home, every living thing is required to WALK DOWN THE STAIRS and congregate at the lobby. Pets included. Plants not. They can rot and die in our smoking houses. -_-

And in case you were unaware, i live on the 21st story. WALKING DOWN 21 FLIGHTS OF STAIRS CARRYING A BARKY DOG IS NOT MY IDEA OF A CALMING RESTFUL SUNDAY AFTERNOON. Walk down never mind. Must carry dog and walk back upstairs, cause the lifts will not restart til 3 hours later. I do not intend to waste 3 hours of my life talking to neighbors. If they were nice neighbors maybe. But horrible neighbors? No way...

My thighs had better be thin after this, and my calves muscular. ha.

Okay ha ha i sound like one of those grumpy old ladies... Alright will update you on how i fare later.

I have this odd feeling I'll climb down a few stories, change my mind, climb back up, and hide in my room while the red bulls or red rhinos break into random homes to check for illegal immigrants like me who refuse to participate in necessary fire drills.

ah well. toodle loo! Later alligator! =D

7th September 2008

Story of the Week (might be of the Month since i'm so ultra busy)

The Attack by the BABY Praying Mantis (emphasis: BABY)

"i was happily eating macdonalds and it POOF quite hard into my right cheek, i swat it and swing my hands madly at the UFO. then it landed at my eye level near me and was like ready to box me la, you know like some martial arts stance... then i blew it away and it won't go away la. it came back and landed on my drink and it flew near my face again, i scream and it lands on my shirt, i flick and it lands on the floor. then my bf squished it"

(Howe, J. 2008)

So people, the moral of this real life experience teaches you how to handle the future VICIOUS babiy praying mantis you might meet in time to come...

Learn. Execute. Victory.

30th August 2008

Alright people. SO i'm kinda in trouble here. During the holidays, i borrowed tons of books from all numerous libraries, and i mean TONS. Toa payoh library, National library, Tampines library, Queenstown library, Bukit Merah library, Bedok library, Bukit Panjang library... Goodness knows how many libraries i've been to!! And i was so greedy, that i upgraded my library card to the premium membership, which entitles you to borrow 8 books at a time. Not only did i upgrade mine, i upgraded my mum's too! So i could borrow 16 books!! But there's a reason for this - my granddad's card is no longer in use since he passed away, so...

But alright, i admit it. I overdid it. However, i REALLY could read that many books at that time, except now that school has started, i uhh well, have too many books on my hand and i can't exactly finish reading them. HOW?

Whatever the case, it prompted me to add this little section to my blog, under tagboard. In it states the books i am reading at the moment, and i hope that you'll be inspired to read books as well, this goes mainly to Angel. Hahaha (sniggers). >.<

Oh just an introduction... I borrowed the last two books on my list (by Mary Higgins and Mitch Albom) from Angel, and they're not too bad. If you want to read them too, ask her alright? AND OOOHHHH you've so GOTTA read Kite Runner. Initially i wanted to get the book, since it was listed as one of the 100 greatest books or something (in one of my older posts), but i forgot all about it til Cherie herself borrowed it from the library. It IS available in the libraries by the way. I got mine from Toa Payoh, but i'll probably return it at Queenstown, if you wanna travel all the way to that ulu place.

AND I CANNOT WAIT FOR THE LIBRARY AT CLEMENTI TO OPEN. I am so gonna be a regular there! =D

Right okay so well, i HIGHLY recommend Kite Runner. It's a bit heavy, as in it's so dramatic and sad, that i simply couldn't read it in a day. But it's really good. In fact i'm intentionally gonna fine myself cause mum wants to read it too, so it's definitely gonna be overdued when i return it. But yeah, do read it! I'll let you know what other books are good along the way alright? Let me get the remaining 14 books in my house out of the way first.

(HUGE SIGH)Yeah yeah, do not comment on my incorrigible habit.

24th August 2008

Alright although the date this post is posted on is 24th... it's about 23rd August.

In the afternoon, my whole family accompnied me to get my beloved camera, and finally I HAVE MY OWN CAMERA. I'm gonna be a professional photographer like AMELIA!! hahahaa whoots!

right.. my hard earned money. I've been working like nuts last semester and during the holidays. Telemarketer, writer, editor, admin, tuition, baby sitting, wash car, real estate, runner, overnight queuer, COOK! You name it. Whew... no wonder i was so tired everyday, but it was worth it =)

And now, i'm broke. So no going out this semester. I gotta get my 3.7 GPA! Yeah right. Let's stick to 3.6. Scrap that. Let's do 3.5 okay? haha okay nevermind. I'll just do my best and i'll be proud of that grade.

Oh yeah, back to 23rd. I got my camera, after loads of calls to Amelia, cause she's the only one who knows anything about them, and i'm a total idiot when it comes to these stuff.

And tada, in the night, it was FIREWORKS with my beautiful girlfriends! Angel darling, amelia sweetheart, and dear o' wei lian. Too bad kim couldn't make it. Next time girl! =D And knowing us, the outing HAD to be a dramatic one -- with rain. So we sat outside the esplanade on newspapers and plastic bags, holding umbrellas. Yeah a little pathetic. Not as grand as i thought it'd be. But hey, with friends, how bad can it be? Poor amelia was running up and down in the rain adjusting and fussing over her camera. I took pictures too! Yeah but you know, obviously my pictures wouldn't be as beautiful as hers! >.<

Nevermind company was lovely enough. I love you girls!

Yeah well, mum and i were bored, so we decided to play with the web cam i bought from Jane. Interesting. We didn't know it was possible to take pictures/videos of YOURSELF, without CONNECTING to anyone else. So yep, what else can two bored people do but experiment with functions?



Alright family picture of mum, dog and me! Dad's out jogging, IN THE RAIN, right now, so i'll get another later...


(25 minutes later... Dad comes home!)

18th August 2008

OKAY great. I am now panicking.

Kenneth and i went for the job fair on 16th August, wait a minute. We THOUGHT it was the 16th August. Instead, it was the 15th August! Huge idiots we were. Total waste of time. Why? Cause the fair starts on 16th! But evidently we got our dates wrong -_- Haha no matter, we met with Kai after that.

Interesting session with soft toys. Heart pain for Kai. He kept trying to win toys at the arcade, but i must have jinxed him or something. And after that, when we visited mini toons (or some toy shop), i eagerly reached out for one specific cute toy and alamak, everything on the shelf came out, so i pushed them back. How was i to know there was no BACKING to the shelf, so everything fell out the other way. Geez. Kenneth ran out of the shop laughing, leaving Kai and me there, embarrassed to death. In the end, we gave up putting the toys back, and just sneaked out.

Okay back to the job fair, which i still wanted to check out. I am after all graduating next year, and SHOOT! I have nothing in mind. No direction, no goals, no aim, no... idea. No specialization either. Jia lact. No particular strength as well. DEAD.

Anyway, William asked me along on the TRUE 16th August, so i went. It was pretty interesting. Was quite happy cause i realized Mediacorp has quite a few interesting job scopes.

BUT NOW, my hopes, my dreams, my LIFE, is dashed. Hahaha okay not so dramatic. What i mean is, i'm not so sure if i can enter the working force properly or not. Next year i'm 19. The legal age for CPF funds or something like that, is 21. And when i just did this DISC report thign on the net, its requirements were for the individual to be aged 21 and above, plus have a minimum of 4 O levels. I don't care, although i'm not 21, i just did it. A consultant will call me up after that. How ah? Aiya whatever.

Sigh... Help! Start praying like mad now.

13th August 2008

okay quite happy. We got all our results back and we didn't do too badly =D

CELEBRATIONS! with ASPIRATIONS! Or something along those lines. It's a song, but can't remember the exact lyrics.

Anyway, I'm happily down with the fever and flu, so now that it's gone down a little, I'm quickly blogging before i forget.

Kenneth and i sent Eileen and Jia Zhen off on 11th august, to the airport that is. Sniff sniff. Their luggage are scary. Ha ha and Eileen's hand carry bag is WHOA super heavy!! How to hand carry? Her arms will be very toned when she gets back. I hope their birthday presents come into good use! =D

Watched brokeback mountain, atonement and my fair lady, in that exact order. Mum was wondering why there were so many sexual references but she had fun. Gah mums who have menopause... well.... you get my point.

My birthday this year was very relaxed. Different from other years, but it wasn't that unpleasant. =) Spent time with family at home, albeit a grumpy family -_- But i played with doogie! heh, and talking about dogs, the cruellas next door (my neighbors who hate pebbles) got a DOG! WHOOA like HUHHH?? This will get interesting.

Oh yeah anyway angel gave me mama mia cookies! Ha ha comfort food. Kept eating until sore throat; serves me right i guess. And i had a birthday lunch with Jane and Cherie! Happy!! They know how to get to my heart, ha ha through my stomach. Actually everyone does. This is not good.

But let me tell you more about the brilliant orgasmic potato i had for lunch that day at Jack's Place. OMMMGGG i forgot how much i love that potato, with the SOUR CREAM, the BACON BITS... and OOOHHHH! I died and went to heaven.

Thank you everyone! <3 *SMOOSH*

Ps: Jocelyn, Eileen, Jia Zhen, Steph! 4 months plus is soo long. Can't wait for you guys to come back in January!

Next semester will be interesting. Wonder who our lecturers (except for mr. bob -.-) and classmates will be. We'll all make new friends i guess! =D

swensons

oh yeah, after that darnn advertising exam.. here's where we landed up!

9th August 2008

okay i am drunk. just drank some alcohol in the fridge cause i thought it was water and i was dehydrating. this post has no real purpose, except for myself to see how drunk i am tomorrow morning, when i wake up with a splitting headache and puffy eyes. just talked to gary on msn and i don't know what rubbish i came up with. which reminds me, i saw some rubbish downstairs, in this huge paper bag thing. then i realized it's actually soil in it. i think they were replanting the plants. for what purpose i don't know, when all the dogs will just dig everything up again. besides, it's unhealthy for the dogs because they use fertilizers. and they don't need fertilizers when the dogs poo are enough. there've been some really inconsiderate people in my condo these days. they simply don't pick up their dog poo. speaking of dogs, i have to a revelation today. the smaller the dogs, the more barky they are, and more defensive they are, they more agressive they are. like my dog, like chi hua huas. probably to make up for their size? the bigger they are, the more mild they are.

and you know, about size.. miss gan told us today about a girl in GB who's really small, like me. She's probably smaller than me now though, but it seems she's very self-conscious about it. i think it's sad. i mean, i hate people judging me by how small i am, as in i don't mind teasing, but not in the offensive side. you may say i'm small, but don't say i'm childish. you know? negative connatations? but my point is, she's REALLY upset about it. and i think "poor girl". people have probably been teasing her about it. and i wanna help her. being small isn't all that bad. in fact, i'm beginning to love my smallness. i mean hey, that's me! and i can say with pride that though i'm small, i can do great things. such as... okay. i don't know. you tell me guys! =)

anyway, did you know my dog's growing bigger? she's so timid, but big. my shorts are big too. i'm sad. i can't wear them properly anymore. i've lost my appetite since i started on this "sick every two weeks" routine. so i think i'm eating less, less carbo definitely. perhaps i've lost weight, or my clothes have expanded, cause now i have to tighten my belt a lot! and the front is so crinkled. i'm thinking the clothes singapore makes are ridiculous. Loisa's conclusion -->

If they're too tight, they crumple.
If they're too loose, they crinkle.

either way, bottoms rarely look good on me now. and speaking of bottoms, there's this fish at the bottom on the pond at my place. it looks dead. but dead fish float right? upside down right? they don't sink, do they? maybe tomorrow i'll go poke it, see if it's alive. the last time i put my hand in, the catfish tried to bite me though. cause me to step back and slip into the opposite pond. mmm duckweed doesn't taste nice.

ooo my dog's nose is cold. i'm tired. washing's done now. i'm gonna fold clothes and sleep. bye world.

zzz

Warning: This post was written when my emotional mood is very unsettled. English is therefore quite bad, cause i'm writing in a bad state of mind.

okay i am quite upset. i have an exam tomorrow and now i'm too upset to be studying, and in a way i'm kinda blaming my mum. is it wrong?

i feel her job is consuming her. I mean it's fine, i'm grown, i can handle it on my own. I don't even need her to fetch me from school. I can make my own meals, i study on my own.

BUT, it becomes an issue when everything she forgets, becomes my fault, because she doesn't recall it, and therefore, i did not tell her.

1) i don't even care about my birthday. i mean, not that i don't care, but it isn't necessary for the family to like throw a party, or give me presents. but my mum INSISTS on having a family dinner for me, and she was so excited about it. So i felt touched, and became excited too. So they said they couldn't make it on 8th, i said fine, 9th or 10th. I have plans on 8th anyway, and i was telling her how plans were constantly changing and that i was a little frustrated with it. and just now, while planning my schedule, i just asked if the dinner was 9th or 10th And she can tell me," you tell me lar. you always changing your plans." So i was like huh? My plans are always on the 8th, nothing to do with 9th or 10th. So in the midst of studying, i got annoyed, and shot back (not even impatiently but perhaps my words weren't nice enough?).

"huh, i thought you couldn't decide on 9th or 10th? you said 9th maybe shouldn't cause of ndp."

Wahh, then because of that, she went "I DIDN'T SAY BECAUSE OF NDP. I said because of national day!!! You keep changing your plans.. SO NOW WHAT? You want 9th or 10th??"

I was quite annoyed by then, cause she keeps denying stuff, and say i don't tell her properly. She herself forgets, then shoot it back at me. But i have learnt my lesson, i feel i have become a better person because i have learnt not to argue. Instead, i force everything down, and said...

"okay, i will not argue. Which day will be more convenient for you?"

i thought this was quite nice already. she still not happy, said i have a very patronizing tone. IN what way? the, "okay i will not argue?" i REFUSE to say "okay, which day will be more convenient for you" simply because that means i am wrong and she is right. That to be, is simply unjust. and i am tired of ALWAYS being in the wrong. Sometimes, i doubt myself, and upon reflection, realize i was rude or etc. But in this case, and others of course, it is just ridiculous. She's simply deleting whatever i said.

there is a difference between respect, elders, filial piety, and unjust accusations.

2) she says picking me up after school every day is a token of affection. I would certainly agree. HOWEVER, if it is going to take up so much of her time, which leads to her being grumpy, and consistently FORGETTING EVERYTHING i tell her cause she's always in the rush, WHAT IS THE POINT? i would rather take the bus home on my own. It makes no difference. Cause everytime i wait for her at the atrium, it takes so long, the time for me to go home by public transport is sometimes faster. AND it saves petrol if i take the bus. so why bother? what's the point, really? if it only makes everyone so unhappy?

I'm so so so upset as i'm typing this. I hate having bad blood between mum and me. i gave up communication with dad, cause it's really no use. At least he gave up on me too, so i don't have to constantly fight with him.

Sigh nevermind. After prayer tonight, we'll all cool off. Have a good night everyone!

6th August 2008

I'm dying trying to memorise every single word on the powerpoint slides for my exam tomorrow. This is ridiculous. Who learns by memorizing for their life within a few days for a major exam that takes up 30% of their entire grade? z_z

Us. Right.

ZZZZZZ

Advertising in. Advertising out.
This is what the exam's all about.

30th July 2008

Happy news yesterday! =) Shall continue to strive and do better all the time! =)

Thank you Lord.

*Heavy dramatic sigh* am doing my powerpoint presentation now... SIGH again... snore...

29th July 2008

OOOO it's been years since i took a cab, but i did it last sunday!! 27th july! Timothy's birthday! okay i'm digressing..

My point is.. I TOOK A fuhhrigging CAB! And it was extremely expensive. Haha Eileen said it's not too bad, but i just can't accept that anyone will pay over 15 dollars for a ride home. It's like, the cost of two movie tickets or 150,000 fishballs or 75,000 meat balls! OOMMMGGG

Okay but since it's for audrey, i did it. =))

Now never again. And the uncle was whoa, F1 racer. He was driving at 120 km/hr. I think i would have fainted in the car, had i not been so afraid he'll drive me to some place other than my home. Why? Cause he's partially deaf, and his comfortable language is Chinese. Soo.. you can guess and imagine the conversation we had when i first got into the cab.

Loisa: Uncle, Mount Sinai Rise.
Uncle: Ha? Simi??
Loisa: Si what? Mount Sinai Rise. Ulu pandan na pian.
Uncle: HAH? Wo ting bu dao.
Loisa: UUULLLUUU PAN-DDDDAAANNN!!
Uncle: Orh, ghim moh na bian ah?
Loisa: Si si.
Uncle? HAH??
Loisa: DUI GHIM MO NA LI!

-cab ride-

Uncle: xiao jie, zhuan ze bian ah?
Loisa: ha? BU SHI BU SHI! Ni...
Uncle: ni yao qu boon lay?!
Loisa: WHHHATT?? Nono, ni zi zou.. dao na ke... shan? (translation: you go straight, to that hill.)
Uncle: Zi bian ah?
Loisa: ah. Then ni zuan you, no zhuan zuo, no zuan.... turn left LEFT!
Uncle: Aiyo.

I'm not taking a cab anytime soon. Gotta stick to cheeep public transport.

Georgie's Wedding

Before the wedding...

My family =)

The Three Sisters

The happy couple...

My aunt, my uncle (from austrlia) and me

The bride and me!

My cousin and me!

19th July 2008

At the rate i'm going, i'll be extremely sick for this week. Seriously a lack of sleep. Anyway, the wedding was today, and i wanted to cry when they were making the speeches but i didn't want to mess up all the muck mum put on my face. Sigh...

Decided to take pictures with cousins and family (aunts and uncles) cause seriously, how often do i get to see them? No, the important question is, how often do we look this good? Haha if i'm in the mood, after i've got some sleep (had around 3 hours of sleep last night), i'll post some pretty pictures.

Mama Kong Kong! Did you see the wedding? You were there right? I could feel you guys.. G looked gorgeous! And as much as i refuse to admit it, cause he's taken my cousin away, Victor is kinda nice. And he loves her. I wanna play with their baby. I hope they'll let me =))

You first grandchild is now married mama kong kong! Soon it'll be my turn! Okay not that soon zzzz... Maybe i won't get married. haha i'll think about it.

Okay back to studying. Sigh, another day of little sleep. Really will sneeze and cough lungs out. Oh and guess what? The theme of the wedding was "popcorn", so... The food was different flavors of popcorn. SURE SORE THROAT! *cough*

=)) Anyway as out of place i felt, it was a happy occasion. =))

17th July 2008

HoHO! Brought pebbles down for a walk today, was feeling quite sleepy cause of the medication. Mum went down with me, and she was the one walking the dog actually. haha i carried the poo bags; you could say i was doing the dirrty job! hahahah!

Anyway, we bumped into an asian dog and a caucasian boy. I say asian dog cause it's one SUPERBLY ugly cute chinese crest. And i say caucasian boy cause my mum said he's one. Obviously i didn't take notice of him at all, i was more interested in the dog. But somehow, when our dogs met, i was going ga-ga-goochi over the doggie, and my mum kept smiling idiotically at the boy. I was wondering why, but i couldn't see him clearly anyway.

Picture a boy with dark hair, black clothes, under the shadows of a tree, at 8.32pm in the night. Scary right? The dark knight. >.<

And yes, my mum was so eager to set me up that she checked the time and practically ordered me to go back to that tree again tomorrow at 8.32pm. Too bad i've got cell group! haha boys can wait. God first hahaha

Loisa: Why? He's very cute ah?
Mum: YESS GAHH Very... *shivers with glee* CUUUTEE!
Loisa: -_- as cute as his chinese crest dog?
Mum: YESS as cute as his... WHAT??!
Loisa: *humming as she walks off*
Mum: *muttering behind*

17th July 2008

I've decided that i will not visit a friend's blog for a little while, cause i refuse to lose my temper nor carry on a conversation with a person who insults me, and my friends.

I left the conversation with a clear conscience and on a nice note, and i am not going back.

But it's still sad, to me lar. That they are people out there who feel so sad and miserable about their lives, and therefore go out and ruin everyone else's lives whom are the opposites of them. I think it isn't fair to judge and make snide comments, but i don't think i was wrong to make the first tag in the first place. And i really did it in love, not in anger, not in arrogance, and certainly not to show I'm a saint, cause for goodness sake, I'm SOOOO far from a saint, it's laughable! Man if people call me a saint, it's probably the biggest compliment ever! =))

Anyway, i think the bottom line is that this silly person has effectively made me doubt myself. I know religion is a sensitive topic, and that is why i made sure never to push anyone, although churches always tell us to evangelize blah blah, but i try not to make anyone feel uncomfortable. And i thought i was saying it in love to a fellow sister and friend i truly care about, so BAH. Now i don't even dare to say God bless to anyone except family and cell group.

And as I'm typing this, I'm thinking, STUPID SATAN has put this doubt in me! I don't care. I'm going to carry on doing whatever i think is right. God will guide me. MY God. The ONE GOD I BELIEVE IN. So there. Putty.

Ha ha okay the last two fragments are so childlike, but it seemed so funny, for emphasis. Ha ha

Which leads me to think about something else. Rarely do i stand up for myself, nor get mad or even realize when people supposedly bully or make use of me. And when i do realize, i find it hard to counter attack. But, when my friends or family gets into trouble or are insulted, suddenly I'm able to do something, or at least feel something, like horrendous anger ha ha. Okay not so dramatic but something like that. Okay never mind. Dog just licked my face and i lost my train of thought.

Random babbling. Alright see ya... and Here's to everyone out there, Christians, Buddhists, Muslims, free thinkers, whoever. GOD BLESS! From the bottom of Loisa's heart. I want the best for you, I'm not forcing you to accept my God. It's my way of wishing you well! Byee!! =)

14th July 2008

Heh dad bought a chair from Ikea, cause our two swivel chairs at home are rubbish. They've been sat on til the seats are so flat, so hard, so uncomfortable.

ANYWAY, he cleverly bought one on discount, and when he came home, he poked me in my eye, and asked me to go fix it. Clever man. Know how to buy, don't know how to put it together -_-

So i was Loisa, the builder, can we fix it?

Loisa, the builder, YES I CAN!

Yep, i did it. Hammered my finger but it happens haha. SO now it's done! Happy =)

IKEA's stuff are quite idiot proof. Very easy to fix. Yada! =))

Top 100 Books

Heh i got this from eileen! The listed books are the top 100 books ever written, and most people have read only 6 of them! SO... here's what you do! -->

1) Look at the list and bold those you have read.
2) Italicize those you intend to read.
3) Underline the books you LOVE.
4) Strike out the books you have no intention of ever reading, or were forced to read at school and hated.
5) Reprint this list in your own LJ/(any other blog you have) so we can try and track down these people who've read 6 and force books upon them ;-)

Here's my list anyway... =)

The Lord of the Rings - JRR Tolkien

Jane Eyre - Charlotte Bronte

Harry Potter series - JK Rowling

To Kill a Mockingbird - Harper Lee

The Bible

Wuthering Heights - Emily Bronte

Nineteen Eighty Four - George Orwell

His Dark Materials - Philip Pullman

Great Expectations - Charles Dickens

Little Women - Louisa M Alcott

Tess of the D'Urbervilles - Thomas Hardy

Catch 22 - Joseph Heller

Complete Works of Shakespeare

Rebecca - Daphne Du Maurier

The Hobbit - JRR Tolkien

Birdsong - Sebastian Faulks

Catcher in the Rye - JD Salinger

The Time Traveller's Wife - Audrey Niffenegger

Middlemarch - George Eliot

Gone With The Wind - Margaret Mitchell

The Great Gatsby - F Scott Fitzgerald

Bleak House - Charles Dickens

War and Peace - Leo Tolstoy

The Hitch Hiker's Guide to the Galaxy - Douglas Adams

Brideshead Revisited - Evelyn Waugh

Crime and Punishment - Fyodor Dostoyevsky

Grapes of Wrath - John Steinbeck

Alice in Wonderland - Lewis Carroll

The Wind in the Willows - Kenneth Grahame

Anna Karenina - Leo Tolstoy

David Copperfield - Charles Dickens

Chronicles of Narnia - CS Lewis

Emma - Jane Austen

Persuasion - Jane Austen

The Kite Runner - Khaled Hosseini

Captain Corelli's Mandolin - Louis De Bernieres

Memoirs of a Geisha - Arthur Golden

Winnie the Pooh - AA Milne

Animal Farm - George Orwell

The Da Vinci Code - Dan Brown

One Hundred Years of Solitude - Gabriel Garcia Marquez

A Prayer for Owen Meaney - John Irving

The Woman in White - Wilkie Collins

Anne of Green Gables - LM Montgomery

Far From The Madding Crowd - Thomas Hardy

The Handmaid's Tale - Margaret Atwood

Lord of the Flies - William Golding

Atonement - Ian McEwan

Life of Pi - Yann Martel

Dune - Frank Herbert

Cold Comfort Farm - Stella Gibbons

Sense and Sensibility - Jane Austen

A Suitable Boy - Vikram Seth

The Shadow of the Wind - Carlos Ruiz Zafon

A Tale Of Two Cities - Charles Dickens

Brave New World - Aldous Huxley

The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-time - Mark Haddon

Love In The Time Of Cholera - Gabriel Garcia Marquez

Of Mice and Men - John Steinbeck

Lolita - Vladimir Nabokov

The Secret History - Donna Tartt

The Lovely Bones - Alice Sebold

Count of Monte Cristo - Alexandre Dumas

On The Road - Jack Kerouac

Bridget Jones' Diary - Helen Fielding

Midnight's Children - Salman Rushdie

Moby Dick - Herman Melville

Oliver Twist - Charles Dickens

Dracula - Bram Stoker

The Secret Garden - Frances Hodgson Burnett

Notes From A Small Island - Bill Bryson

Ulysses - James Joyce

The Bell Jar - Sylvia Plath

Swallows and Amazons - Arthur Ransome

Germinal - Emile Zola

Vanity Fair - William Makepeace Thackeray

Possession - AS Byatt

A Christmas Carol - Charles Dickens

Cloud Atlas - David Mitchell

The Color Purple - Alice Walker

The Remains of the Day - Kazuo Ishiguro

Madame Bovary - Gustave Flaubert

A Fine Balance - Rohinton Mistry

Charlotte's Web - EB White

The Five People You Meet In Heaven - Mitch Albom

Adventures of Sherlock Holmes - Sir Arthur Conan Doyle

The Faraway Tree Collection - Enid Blyton

Heart of Darkness - Joseph Conrad

The Little Prince - Antoine De Saint-Exupery

The Wasp Factory - Iain Banks

Watership Down - Richard Adams

A Confederacy of Dunces - John Kennedy Toole

A Town Like Alice - Nevil Shute

The Three Musketeers - Alexandre Dumas

Charlie and the Chocolate Factory - Roald Dahl

Les Miserables - Victor Hugo

The Princess Diaries - Meg Cabot

9th July 2008

OOO i so wanna go to Finland. I will love whoever brings me to Finland, forever =))

LOOK! How can you not love that country?

MMM reindeers! >.<

4th July 2008

My toe still hurts!! *mutters* Back to work hee!! Got loads of homework, assignments, and notes to learn for the coming quiz on monday! OH NOO haha ciao people!

3rd July 2008

Morning class today was... snoorree... Haha... Extremely sarcastic lecturer, who's funny, but i'm really scared of him.

Anyway afternoon class was more fun. Well not during lesson of course, but after class! Cherie's new laptop has this webcam thing that has various hilarious backgrounds, so we took them all! Hahaha i'll show you a few of the pictures... Every single 1 of them is nice... I won't show all 22 of them!! Hahaha yes, that's how many we took, but i'll show you the real cracked up ones, plus a sweet one of us all! =)

There we are!!

Superwoman!

Weird colors...

AHHHH haha

At the beach... romantic eh?

Yep that's life in University at Buffalo, at SIM! Haha =)

Air Supply Concert

21st June 2008

Haha i finally went to my first concert ever. Obviously it wasn't that expensive or i wouldn't have gone. I went with eileen, to the Air Supply concert. And whoever says i'm an oldie will get a fat slapping from me. It was lovely, really. Loved all the songs, i could have cried. Here's a few pictures to show that i really was there, what the environment was like, and a picture of eileen and me, with a random guy poking his head in. ZZZ

haha enjoy!! =)

First shot by Eileen...

Second shot by Me...


Happy day people! =)

29th June 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMELIA!!! I'll post pictures soon!! heee Lovely day. Had a birthday celebration with my best mates! =)

Now here's a video i took. I apologise for my rubbish commentary cause i forgot a video means can hear my voice as well!! SO here goes...Yep one of the rare times when we really properly celebrate a friend's birthday! Haha i'm hoping it'll happen more often! =) The catching up i mean... It's always nice to hang out with friends every few weeks... =)

30th June 2008

rubbish week is rubbish week.

First, an air freshener can fell from around 2 metres high onto my little toe, that exact toe that i fractured a long long long time ago... OOO pain can... It swelled like a balloon! Thank goodness it went down during the night, now it's just bruised with an long cut down the toe. OWWWW!! Can't wear shoes or sandals haha. Learnt it the hard way. I was too excited in bringing my dog down for a walk and wore sandals. Ended up limping, and finally resorted to walking around with one sandal. Gah...

AND THEN! I found out our class groupings. Ohhhh meee gooodness! ZZZZZ

Nevermind! This is the only way i can find out how strong i am on my own!

I will survive, i will survive *sings*

I do hope i'll be able to find someone to change with though... but i'll keep my spirits up!! Positive thinking =))

23rd June 2008

So about my dream on 23rd June, the week of my finals examinations... Haha thus the nightmares you see.

I was on a ship with a friend (i won't tell you who that friend is! That person's evil anyway.) Somehow, we went overboard and fell into the deep dark ocean. It soon became dark, but we held on to each other, half floating, half swimming in the open sea. Suddenly, we bumped into a man in a kayak. Evidently, he had lost his paddle, so he was floating around as well, extremely terrified. He joined us and we continued swimming. Finally, we reach a hut or some kind of pavilion. Don't ask me why there's a pavilion in the middle of the ocean. But whatever it was, it was home for us.

All of a sudden, we saw a cruise ship in the distance, and the threee of us jumped back into the sea and swam like mad towards that ship. Somehow, the string attaching the 3 of us broke, leaving me behind. Therefore, my friend and the strange man were saved.

The nightmarish part of this dream was that my friend did not come back for me, nor ask the cruise ship to turn back to save me. I had no choice but to turn back and swim to that same hut. It was so so dark and i remember feeling really afraid. There was an indian man in the hut this time, and i knew i had to take a risk and ask for his help, to bring me back to shore, cause he must have come from somewhere right? He said yes, and suddenly, a whole group of indian men were surround me, laughing and pointing. I had this wild fear that they would rape me -_- I turned around, and instantly, it was day again! In the distance, i saw the shores of pasir ris. Zzz

so.. i jumped back into the sea and swam for my life, back to Singapore, Pasir Ris. YAY i was saved!!

weird, I have no idea what this dream meant, but i know why my friend was in it. And why the kayak was there, plus the indian men and pasir ris hahahaa. All stuff i have thought about and experienced before! Madness. Woke up kicking the wall. Blue black hahaha

Anyway, the exams are over now, but i start school again immediately on Monday!! Rubbish eh? AND DO NOT GET ME STARTED ON DESAI. Now bubyee people =) Gonna walk my dog!! =)

15th June 2008

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA i'm sooo excited!! =)

My cousin's gonna have a baby!! =) I can't WAIT to play with the little fella =) I really do hope she'll let me play with her, him, it... Sigh... finally, life coming into the "TOH" family. I'm not the baby anymore! =)

I just wish kong kong was here to see it all happen. You know what? I know he's gonna be at my graduation too! He'll be there the day i go up there to get my cert, and it'll be all for him =)

Ahh loisa's one happy kid. I wonder what the baby's name will be? Hee

*giggles to self*

13th June 2008

Friday the 13th today...

The whole week's been literally hell, starting from last weekend. I blame it on my anxiety, my panic attacks, my weak immune system, the silly viruses floating around, and the devil's despicable attempts at ruining my life.

It all started like this...

I received my grades for MGM 403 Marketing Research last weekend, and i nearly died. In fact, i as good as ran naked round the whole house wailing (i just had my bath you see). Apparently, my grade was a D. My aim in SIM is to achieve more As, and NO Cs. Suddenly, i envisioned a DDDDDDDD in my GPA report, and i might have just as well jumped off my balcony. I worried myself sick the entire weekend, and that was the beginning of the weakening of my pathetic immune system. OOMMMMGGG

Anyway, on monday, we checked our grades and like what the... the stupid machine calculated my grade wrongly!!! So in the end i didn't do so badly. I jumped 6 grades!! EH very different!! MY GAWD. Scared me half to death. Wanted to cry. It may sound like i'm making a mountain out of a molehill, but a D really scared the heck out of me.

In school, cherie, jia zhen, and eileen were all sick. SO i guess it was inevitable that i would fall sick too, thereby passing it to jane. I'm sorry =(

Moving on, the next heart attack was monday night. My teacher told me not to worry if i received an email from her requesting for me to have extra classes with her (due to poor grades), but that wasn't the email i got. I had a WARNING letter from Mr Neo, and the Dean, STRONGLY advising me to resign from MGM 403. ZZZZ

Tuesday was crap. Never realized how cruel people can be when they don't want to have anything to do with you. My heart went ping piang ping piang (broken into a billion million pieces), but you know what? Now, it glued itself back together with SUPER ELEPHANT UHU GLUE and cannot be broken again. The saying is right. You CAN grow stronger =))

Alright, enough of my sentimental loisa. On thursday, i was too sick to go to school so i missed my MGM 404 exam. Before i could even send him an email, i received another notice telling me that UB is aware that i failed my MGM 404 exam 2, and therefore, i should resign from that course as well. (-------___-------)"""

LIKE WHAT THE BOOOHOOO??? They want me to resign from my ONLY TWO SUBJECTS in this 6 weeks??!?! ZZZZ and KOPE MY MONEY?

Right. So my fever went up up up due to my panicky and stressed up mind. Haha.. yeah la, i know my own fault. But i tend to panic easily and that's a bad habit i'm trying to kick.

Right now? I'm typing this post while camping on MSN, attempting to prey on unsuspecting victims to get them to do my survey. And the devil is playing with me again, cause everyone's ignoring me. DEVIL BEGONE! No wonder it's friday the 13th.

OOO can't wait for the weekend! Mum doesn't have to work this entire weekend, so i'm gonna stay home, nestle in her arms, with my dog in MY arms, and rest! Hee... happy =))

Bus drivers

OH YEAH!! I forgot to blog about the bus drivers... which therefore leads to the 1st episode of...

The Bus Series

So a few days ago, i was taking the bus with jia zhen home, and it was pretty late, with many people on the bus. Jz and i couldn't even find seats, so we had to sit on the ones facing backwards, pretty near the front. I missed my stop, and rushed to press the bell. When the bus came to a stop, i tapped my ez link card at the front, and waited for the driver to open the doors for me. I waited, then decided it was too long a wait, so i asked him to open the doors for me. He scolded me in chinese, the china kind of chinese, very curtly, very loudly, and gestured for me to use the back doors. Like what the heck?? I would have.. if

1) i was nearer to the back
2) if there were not so many people
3) if the machine on the front didn't state "entrance/exit". If it states exit, i obviously am allowed to exit by the front doors as well! ZZZZ

i mean, i ALWAYS check, so i don't make a fool of myself when the machine beeps cause it will not register my card. SO anyway, i took a second bus back to my right stop, and the moment i boarded the bus, i got another scolding, cause i was too slow in tapping my ez link card, or rather, the machine was too slow in registering it. Zzz so when i tried to take the card out of my wallet, the guy scolded me. SO. zzzz

Who wants to continue the second episode? Free for all!!

Tune in the the next episode, by whoever, same time, different place! (depends on whose blog haha)

29th May 2008

Today was interesting... So i went on a shopping spree with mum. Actually, i was cheated. She kindly offered to drive me to queensway to collect the photocopied textbooks, and after that, whoo, she dragged me everywhere to shop with her. Geez... very cunning mother. But anyway, because of that, i got quite a few things HEE! I got birthday presents, christmas presents, a bag for myself (yes eileen, you may scream with joy now), a pair of complicated shoes, and some weird dress but shorts thing.

Bag - i like... haha cause you can sling it as well as carry it on your shoulder! It's called a "tote" right? Anyway, the print's kinda feminine, but sigh... can live with it haha

Shoes - It's kinda like slippers? REALLY REALLY complicated, like you have a thousand staps on it? haha and the MOST interesting bit? there are excess strings at the sides, to tie AROUND and UP your calf? ahahahah!!! It's gonna take me at least 15 minutes to wear those man!! But they were cheap and my size! Well not exactly but the strings hold the slippers to my feet so YAY!

Dress shorts - erm... this is a one piece, but shorts instead of a open dress? Okay hard to explain. It's like those pinafore denim shorts with suspenders, except instead of suspenders, it's an attached top! I love it cause it's sooo comfy. Only problem i have with it is that it's sleeveless, so.. back to jackets and scarves and shawls.

Oh yeah, the plaster jane put on me today came out today, well half of it, and yucks, weird. It was supposed to be one small scratch, but suddenly it became a hole. So i quickly pasted it back. It must have opened up or something, lucky jane put the plaster on.

Oh btw jane, my parents love you, and they've been repeating it for around 8 times each. This shows my parents are hitting their elderly age. Mum and dad repeatedly asked me the whole day -->

Parents: ehh why do you have a plaster on your erm?
Loisa: I hit my arm on the toilet roll dispenser. So there's a cut.
Parents: You put the plaster on yourself?

(cause usually i don't like pressing the plaster on the wound, so i prefer not to use plasters)

Loisa: Nah, jane plastered it on me.
Parents: Awww such a sweet jane.
Loisa: ah yeah

-15 minutes later for dad, 30 minutes later for mum-

Parents: ehh is that a plaster on your arm?
Loisa: cut. toilet roll dispenser. jane.
Parents: aww such a nice jane

-another phase laer-

Parents: LOIS!! did you hurt your arm??!
Loisa: gahh

So there's my day! hahaa

GLORY GLORY MAN UTD!

WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS!!! Wahahahahha =D

Finally watched bits and pieces of the champion league... Nearly jumped out of the balcony when my darling ronaldo missed the penalty. That thought came after murderous intent of course...

Love Giggs and Van de Sar!!! And since John Terry missed, i guess i love him too!!

WOOOOO =)))

man u 6-5 to chelsea...

WHOOOOt!!

21st May 2008

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH pebbles has something beside her third nipple! It's a HUGGEEE pimple! Flaming red.. OOO pain pain painful!!!!

I screamed earlier in the day when i saw it. For a moment, i thought her breast was swollen or something. WAH PIANG. If it's a growth i'm gonna yell the whole of Marbella down. Cause that would mean surgery, having to cut the thing away.

OOOOOOO okay i'll go eat something. Calm myself down. Gotta bring pebbles to see the vet tomorrow. Honestly, all my savings are going into her medical bills! A dog's haircut and doctor's bills are more expensive than my own!

Remind me again why i got a dog? The expenses are killing me.

Oh right, cause i LOVE DOGS AND I LOVE PEBBLES! =))

14th May 2008

AHA! I'm outta that depressing mood already! =)

I have realized that i should be contented with what i have, and what i want or need, the good Lord will provide in His own time, according to His will, and with my best interest at heart.

Anyway, was stalking my cousins through facebook! HAHA no la... I'm trying to connect with them, so when i was given an opportunity to add one of them, i decided to search for the whole gin gang. Here's a picture i never knew i took with them! Gives me a warm feeling in my heart =)

13th May 2008

So... this week has been one super... erm.. i don't even know how to describe the week!

i was going to type a whole post about what i'm thinking now, but i've decided, no one wants to read it anyway. A little depressing and ughh.. emotional.

SO. Okay this post is ridiculously. Nothing else to say.

I love you kong kong and mama!

Lord, give my family and myself peace of mind. Please? I need assurance, i want to be happy again, to dwell in Your presence, and have nothing on my mind except YOU.

In Jesus' name i pray, AMEN.

10th May 2008

Turn your eyes upon Jesus,
Look full in His wonderful face,
And the things of earth will grow strangely dim,
In the light of His glory and grace.

8th May 2008

Wel well well, the whole family was watching american idol tonight. During the commercials, mum and dad saw this advertisement of Madonna's newest music album. It protrayed a VERY seductive, suggestive, and provocative (yeah i have a lot of symnnonyms for it thanks to COM 242's research paper) Madonna. SO guess what my dear parents said?

Mum: (turns to dad) You know ah? I'm actually the same age as Madonna you know? (does a little boogie dance on the table)
Dad: Hah? What did you say? Stop dancing on the coffee table. You will break it again.
Mum: (glares) I SAID, i am the SAME AGE as MADONNA!!
Dad: (looks sideways at mum, in an incredelous voice) HAH?? A lot of difference leh! What happened to you?

Mum then looks at me with this constipated look on her face. I shrug. What can you expect from MEN? hahahahaha!

7th May 2008

GREETINGS FROM LOISA!!

Today jia zhen and i did up birthday presents for our friends. Shoot, can't describe what we did here cause it's a surprise! Wahahaha... anyway, she showed me a few pictures she took on her way to my place.

A pretty orange flower...

She was extremely fascinated with the thorns of the plant. Don't ask me why. I just gave her my infamous blank look. hahaha


For some odd reason, she was also very excited by the leaves in the planter box.. So. There you have it.

Amelia took some great pictures as well...


This is amelia's competitive prize winning (definitely for me!) photograph. Good eh?


An old photograph of 2007's (i think)fireworks display! Beautiful! Her pictures are so sharp, no fair.


Since both jia zhen and amelia came up with such pretty pictures, they inspired me to take one of my own too. So take a look see at my pink flowers! I'm sure there's a name for them, but at the moment, nothing comes to mind haha.

Anyway, was playing around with the camera a lot today, so i took a few random pictures!


My dog's medicinal cupboard. Sigh. Too bad i forgot to take one of my grandpa's too, so now lazy to take it. My room is a hospital. Medicinal drawers everywhere, for everyone. Gahhh Loisa Nightingale at yer service... hahahaha

Oh yeah, and it rained for around 5 minutes at my place too, so i took pictures of the beautiful sky!

Before the rain -->


During the rain -->


After the rain -->


Hope the pictures make you feel at peace. Somehow i just love nature and sceneries. =) You know how to win my heart!! hahahaa

Ps: Jia zhen asked me what color comes out when one mixes blue with white. Hmm i WONDER... hahahaha ;P

4th April 2008

So anyway, i met Angel on Saturday. Had Carl's junior for lunch, and the burger once again, IS HUMONGOUS. But wahahah my big mouth gobbled it all up! I even ate faster then angel, how cool is that? Considering that she's always been at me about eating too slow in secondary school! Hahahaha but okay lar granted, she was talking while i was eating. -_- ANGEL! Rub zambak on that bruise

We shopped at "This Fashion", and i did not fail to make a nuisance of myself, again. I was never good at shopping. Angel was about to hammer me on my head within minutes. I stripped one of the mannequins btw. She (i'm sure it's a she since she had a chest), was wearing some dress with strings tied around her neck. It's called a halter neck or something right? Anyway, i learnt my lesson the last time from tugging at the display clothes, cause they always come off. But this time, since it's tired to her neck, it WOULDN'T and SHOULDN'T come off right? NOOO it proceeded to fall off, exposing all assests of the poor mannequin. So well, i couldn't put it up again, and angel and i slithered off. Sigh... and everything angel picked out for me, i had some form of comment about it, so i doubt she's ever going shopping with me again. hahahaha sorry girl! I'll try to erm.. hmmm... well.

Oh yeah, we looked for jobs in the newspapers as well, and it was quite horrible. Not many jobs available for students these days. Poor us. Saw something promising though, just ONE, to do with small animals. Of course i immediately zoomed into that one, so we'll be applying for it. May, or may not, get it. Oh well. My holidays are short, can't do much.

We've got loads of plans for the holidays, my school mates and i. But planning seems to be a problem hahaha. So we'll see. Birthdays coming up too, AHHHHH and my silly laptop is still NOT fixed. grumble mumble dad mumble grumble... LOOONNNG story.

My wonderful relatives have suddenly disappeared from the face of the earth and are missing in action. The moment my grandfather's doctor appointment came up, there was a spur of activity and fluttering of papers --> some go vacation la, got church activities, cousins are working, busy cooking for family blah blah, then silence. Everyone was gone. Only mum and me were left at the family conference table. SO. Fill in the blanks. My mum's working, and now it's up to me alone to travel around Singapore on Thursday.

The Plan
1. Travel from dover to hougang. Reach there are 7am. SNOOREE
2. Bathe him, feed him breakfast, clean him up. Shave him. Cut nose hair (ugh), not a pretty sight.
3.. Travel from hougang to queensway WITH HIM!! (help) Should probably take like a taxi, but sooo expensive.
4. See all his doctors. Will probably be done at 5 plus pm so gotta give him lunch too.
5. Bring him back to hougang. Settle his dinner and my own.
6. Travel home to dover. By then i should be asleep on the bus, and will probably miss my bus stop haha!
7. GO TO BED.

Whew. Thank goodness i love my grand dad, if not ah... BOOM black face, red eyes, pout, hair on fire, dress in black... hahahaha emo. no la...

Holidays

Well well well, the school holidays are HEREEEEE!!

So anyway, i'm lagging in posts, pictures and yeah well, everything else! So to cut short, and of course, i''ll just post up some cannot-not-post-up pictures of pretty things =) Oh yeah, and i'm also a little lazy lar, cause i borrowed 16 books from the library yesterday, and by the end of today, i completed 5 books, so WELL. -_- I'm having fun catching up with all my reading. Schoolwork has been depriving me of my library book! ROAR

Here goes... -->

Pretty... the jet plane in the sky is probably due to the upcoming NDP 2008. They're practicing i guess... ahh fond memories of NDP =)

The canal beside my place, in the night. Beautiful isn't it? *contented sigh*

Photos

Okay, so mum bought me a pair of cheapo fun slippers from the market. Yeah yeah, i've heard it all

"She sells seashells by the seashore..." Sigh... haha but they're cute. Just a little too big for me. Size 37. WAY too big haha. Thus the piak piak sound when i walk.

Guess who's eating! Yep that's jocelyn! We escaped from one of those dreary COM 125 classes to eat. We were sleepy, bored, and hungry. It's not bad, you should try it! Something giam for you taste buds...

Joce ate her giam thing, i drank chocolate milk, which by the way is SUPERBLY expensive, do never purchase it from the canteen. It's not even that nice. And the packaging is ridiculous. See what i had to do just to be able to open it and insert the EXTREMELY short straw, which IMMEDIATELY slipped all the way into the packet of milk. ZZZ

Okay this was taken during one of the days we were studying. Sigh the stress of school. Oh HELLP!!

Yep that's about it for now! Back to studying for my Nutrition exam tomorrow. Oh dratz!!

21st April 2008

BUUUUUUUUUUHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I. Am. Traumatized. This post is not going to make much sense, cause i'm not thinking at the moment. Thinking properly and sanely at the moment that is. This Jane. I want to OOOO strangle her. BUHH. Shouldn't have eaten that peanut butter sandwich. Totally vomited it out. Can't study marketing now already.

I opened this email, about saving animals in china, cause they're being skinned BUHHH... alive... BUHHHHH... and there was this video... BUHHH!!! I watched like a minute of it, and the peanut butter sandwich just came pouring out. Actually i choked really, cause i was sniffing too much, then choked over the bread. Buhh...

The poor furry things were... BUHHH... struggling ALIVE while men were just cutting... BUHHH... like like, literally skinning like... you know??? As in, they used a scissors and start SKINNING the paws? As in literally cutting and SLICING and fur away? Can you imagine? It's torture. Imagine someone skinning the skin off your fingers, starting from the edge of your nails, and slowly skinning your arm, meanwhile hitting your face with... BUHHH....

Okay want to cry again. Where's my doggg? I want to hug my dog. PEBBLES!!!

Whoever. Even. Attempts. To. Try. That. With. My. Dog. Will. Have. To. Go. Through. Me. And. Believe me. I WILL put up a huge fight, probably resulting in the CRIMINAL'S DEATH!!!

ROOOOAARR!!!

Jane! Don't send me this kind of email lar... *puppy eyes* Just write my name at the bottom of the email. Can write many times if you want. Put a Loisa, a Mei Shi, a Loisa Koh, a Koh Mei Shi, a Loisa Koh Mei Shi also can. Put everything.... put thousands of my name...

Poor babies... EVIL. Pure evil...

16th April 2008

AHHH i woke up late today. But i was NOT late for school! -grin- Was so superbly tired, AGAIN. Geez, school list is terrible. If you sleep too much the night before, you can't sleep the next night. And then you'll be really tired in the day, and well, the cycle continues. Sigh...

Anyway, i just realized that i have the vision of an infant below 2 years old. Phyliss presented her COM 242 presentation today --> Impact of educational media content on infants. She mentioned that the vision of an infant below the age of 2, has a vision of 20/400.

Like SHOOT

I am BLIND

Oh well.

Haha right back to studying again. It just dawned on me that there's loads to study for the exams. It's STUDY, mind you. Not REVISION. At least with revision, you're done with the STUDYING part. BUT GEEZ, i've not even completed the studying. Dratz.

14th APril 2008

ROAARRRR today must be the most chaotic day of my school life. Had two presentations today, and had to wear a jacket to prove formality when presenting. WHOA TIRED. Slept super duper late trying to do up the scripts of both presentations. So i slept at close to 4am. Actually i was taking a nap, but Gary failed to wake me up! ROAR so i slept til 7 plus. Shoots. Woke up, panicked, and set to work immediately.

Yikes, was late for school so i RAN. Imagine me running for my life up 7 flights of stairs and down 3 flights. GAHHH. Anyway, reached school on time, SUPERBLY tired. Chaos. Guess what? First lesson was from 10.45 - 12.15pm. Next lesson's from 1pm to 2.30pm.

Had COM 242 presentations from 10.45 ALL THE WAY TO 12.55!!! NO TIME FOR LUNCH! The moment i ended my presentation, i couldn't wait for the rest. Jia zhen and i RAN LIKE THE WIND for our next class, as our second presentation for the day was at 1pm!! Can you imagine? The HUNGER? The FATIGUE? MY GOODNESS. Was so mad, so angry, so tired.

Oh and guess what? The PowerPoint slides were not printed yet, my script for that presentation was not completed, so well, my other team members ran down to the library to print out our report. Like hell, that day. Our lecturer came in, everyone was ready to start, a Jonathan, our team member, mysteriously disappeared! WAH PANIC ATTACK SIA. My jacket was all stiff on me, DAMM PANICKY! Sigh... was so terribly hungry. During the presentation itself, whoa a lot of screw ups. Panic attack came on again. My script became the printed out report, and when it was given to the lecturer halfway through the presentation for reference, i was like perspiring, cause SHOOT NO SCRIPT!!!! A member presented way too much during the presentation also. PANIC again! Cause most of what he said, wasn't in the report. And i myself had lost him, and the class wasn't listening anymore, and he was over presenting, into another member's portion. GAH PANIC! And during my part, i made a stupid mistake, saying "Kill two stones with one bird". ROAAARRR didn't realize it even when the class was laughing. Sigh.. *WAILS*

So basically, the whole day was ridiculous.

After school, we had lunch, and jiz zhen was quite sick. Gave her a gastric pill, but i think it made her vomit everything out instead. At least she felt better after that =) Moral of the story? Always eat before school, cause the lecturers' timing cannot be trusted. School is for anorexics. You starve there.

After school, i accompanied eileen on the bus, since i was going to visit my grandpa at hougang. Ahh have not visited him for quite some time, so decided to do so the moment i get some free time. Have been planning it for sooo long. Both of us fell asleep on the bus la! Such a long trip, so tired. Sigh... Fortunately Eileen awake exactly at where she's supposed to alight, if not, she can cry all the way home already! When she alighted, kenneth came to sit with me, since he was gonna walk me to where my grandpa is.

Wah as if the day wasn't bad enough, kenneth totally brought the fireworks on. He was crapping all the way on the bus, until i couldn't sleep, cause was too annoyed with him. He continued to crap all the way to IMH, where i REALLY wanted a car, any car, to knock him down. When it looked like it was going to rain, i was wondering if a tree would fall on him. Okay okay, he's good company, but sheesh, he can really annoy you to the max with his crappy jokes.

By the time we reached IMH, i had blisters all over my feet, and i was SUPER hot. Bear in mind i still had my blazer on. Kenneth didn't go up with me this time, to the relief of both of us. Cause the last time, my grandfather thought he was my boyfriend!

OH YEAH KENNETH! If you're reading this, i forgot to tell you. My kong kong asked me "Where's your boyfriend today? Didn't come with you?" I got stunned.

Told him, "Kong kong, i have no boyfriend. Still in school, no time for hanky panky. You want me to do well in school right? Half the boys in my school don't love me for who i am, the other half drive me crazy, and they stalk me. I will wait til next time to get a boyfriend okay. In the meantime, you can be my boyfriend kong kong."

Wah then the silly old man started smiling happily and dranky MY packet of drink - winter melon, which is SWEET btw!! He can't drink that! But oh well. Let him have a little bit of fun in his life.

I stayed for about 10 minutes, then had to go home for dinner already since it was so late. That was the ultimate time when kenneth really drove me bonkers. He was sitting next to the dustbin on the floor, when i came out of the building. So pai seh. I quickly walked super fast so i will not be associated with him. =P But thank you lar, but bringing me there.

Oh and since he knows the place better than me, Kenneth should be leading the way, and showing me all the short cuts to get home right? NOOO SIRREE! That silly donkey walked super slow until i was leading, and FOLLOWED ME THE WRONG WAY BACK. So we walked one extra round to reach the original block 6, and continued walking straight back home. A REDUNDANT ROUND. WASTE TIME CAN. WASTE ENERGY CAN. And because we walked an extra round, it started to RAIN. And we were CAUGHT IN THE RAIN. SO my jeans were wet. AND MY UMBRELLA BROKE. All because kenneth made me walk that extra round!!!

Should have taken pictures to show you the scenery of IMH, since we walked practically the whole of it!! But i was too busy thinking of ways to attack kenneth. GEEZ. Took the shuttle bus back to Hougang. Didn't know there's a shuttle bus. Kenneth can tell me "Oh i forgot about it". -SMACK-

Long journey back home again, had dinner, studied a little, went online to do work, replied hi to eileen, and proceeded to conk out on my keyboard. Wonderful. Slept for 12 hours. Best sleep of my life.

The amount of walking and exercise and vocal energy i used to scream at kenneth came in handy, cause i think i lost weight and voice. ZZZZZ kenneth spoilt my lungs as well.

Night people! Exams are here! Gotta run! Sleep! God bless! =)

10th April 2008

I was brushing my teeth in the bathroom, when a thought suddenly occurred to me.

I realized why i love animals so much, and it ain't just for the company! I think animals and birds are so much easier to deal with than humans. They don't judge you, they don't complain, and they're loyal too!

Alright, so my dog isn't very loyal. -_- She's on the side of anyone who feeds her!! *growl* Oh anyway, she's on my lap now. She just loves being cuddled. Ah YEAH! And animals let you love them!! If you love them too much and suffocate them with your hugs, they won't go bonkers. They'll love and lick you right back!

aha! So that's why i love animals! Humans are complicated things. They rarely forget, find it hard to forgive, and have little love to give unconditionally.

I wanna get more dogs, more rabbits, a few hamsters, mice, birds! AN OWL if you please! Haha okay an owl's really out of the option, but i was thinking, a cockatoo? A pretty white bird. Pretty green love birds? Haha budgies!

Sigh, i'm so gonna get a farm with jocelyn once we get out of the singapore system.

GOATS! Here i come!

Veggies!! Wait for jocelyn -.- She's all yours. I want my goats.

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9th April 2008

EMO RANGERS of the world UNITE!

Yellow and Blue and Black and Purple... Pink and Green and... *sings*

Colors of a rainbow.... colors of a rainbow.... (know the song? ><)

Shoot the EKs, shoot shoot, the EKs
Burn the EKs, burn burn, the EKs
Light the Eks, light light, the EKs

We are the projectors of LIGHT. We bring forth LIFE, we bring forth BEAUTY.

We bring you... LOVE.

Anyway... Spastic post for today!! Inspired by PAN'S LADYRINTH, courtesy of a friend who watched the dvd.

In darkness, there can be light.
In misery, there can be beauty.
In death, there can be life....

Alright. I lost my spastic-ness. Just saw a torture scene on TV. Totally lost all sense of inspiration, even for my research paper. Erm, to be continued. heh

Alright, i'm back. Knowing well how lazy i am to continue, i was again, inspired by Eileen to philosophise about life. Or you could say i was inpsired by Wu Zhun. Haha

If you've hit the rock bottom, you can't go down any further. Right?
And if you're not at the bottom, you're nearer to the top then you think you are, and therefore you CAN push yourself up.

The thing about living, is that you have to live YOUR life. You're the only one who can dictate what your life turns out to be. Not your family, not your friends, not your environment. You always have a choice.

Oh great. I just saw more people getting killed on tv. Totally lost inspiration again -_-. I give up. End of post. Back to research paper! Snoree

Pug Videos

Shoot super duper adorable...



buh. BUH. *lack of speech* Stunned by adorable-ness.

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hahahaha "1 butter chicken".. "ehh mumbai ah! INDIA!"

hahahaha snorts! Hahahhaha love it! Don't particularly love M1, but it has one of the best advertisements ever!! =D

Sleepy Kitten!

AHHH nearly fell off my chair when i saw this video. Goo Gah haha! This adorable little thing looks just like my Pebbles when she's sleepy!!

GOO GAH GOO hahaha =)

1st April 2008

Hey all, today's...

April's Fool Day!!

Hee. Totally forgot all about it til i was tricked by the one and only gary lim. He is one sickening arse. -.- But ah well...

Too bad i couldn't trick anyone today! Then again, i wasn't in the mood to think so hard to purposely get at people. -_-

I remember in secondary school, we used to play tricks on our teachers. One memorable one was when we turned our tables and chairs backwards, so the whole class was facing the back. Our subject teachers' faces were classic! Muahahah!!

Ah well. No such fun in university! Tsk. Such boring studious lives we have -.-

Alright end of post! Til next time, adios!

Ps: ANONYMOUS! Don't say i didn't update ah!! Haha. No boo to my blog. YAY to it! Hahaha